*DANCES*

I HAVE THE NEW CLAY AIKEN CD!

*DANCES*

"A THOUSAND DIFFERENT WAYS"

*DANCES*

*OFF TO LISTEN*

ON THE REQUEST OF ANONYMITY:

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"Be happy! Be cheeryful! Full of cheerios!"

So Robin's looking through the yearbook and telling me all these things.

SO OBVIOUSLY, I LOOK AT MINE.

And now I'm crying stupidly.

God Andy... why do you hold the monopoly on making-Elaine-cry?

*sniffle*

I MISS YOU!

SORE THROAT AND WHAT I HOPE ARE ALLERGIES BUT SOMEHOW THINK IS A COLD

OWWWWWW

This is like the 3rd day, but STILL!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT!

I'm ADDICTED to "Please Please" today. It is BAD. I go around saying, "CCCCOME HOME WITH ME NOW! MMMMUST BE A DREAMER! I WANNA GET WITH YOU!"

Danny is so... *swoon*
I love him.

LIVERPOOL WON!!!!! WHOOT! GO CROUCHIE!!!!!
O yes. Matthew's an ASS!!!!
Liverpool fans are retarded.
They've got stupid chants.
Only non-Scousers like them.
Like you.
You suck.
Liverpool suck.
I hate you all.

BAH! HE WOULDN'T TELL ME THE FREAKIN SCORE. JUST BECAUSE WE WON!

I don't know what to do. What do I do? This isn't supposed to happen. Not to me. Not at Troy. What do I do? Everything I say just bounces off this invisible bubble. It's like a force field in Star Wars.

What do I do?

"But his heart was in a constant, turbulent riot. The most grotesque and fantastic conceits haunted him in his bed at night. A universe of ineffable gaudiness spun itself out in his brain while the clock ticked on the washstand and the moon soaked with wet light his tangled clothes upon the floor. Each night he added to the pattern of his fancies until drowsiness closed down upon some vivid scene with an oblivious embrace. For a while these reveries provided an outlet for his imagination; they were a satisfactory hint of the unreality of reality, a promise that the rock of the world was founded securely on a fairy's wing."
-F. Scott Fitzgerald: the Great Gatsby p 106

Fitzgerald is amazing. I'm sorry I never saw it before.

"There must have been moments even that afternoon when Daisy tumbled short of his dreams--not through her own fault, but because of the colossal vitality of his illusion. It had gone beyond her, beyond everything. He had thrown himself into it with a creative passion, adding to it all the time, decking it out with every bright feather that drifted his way. No amount of fire or freshness can challenge what a man can store up in his ghostly heart."
-F. Scott Fitzgerald: the Great Gatsby p 103

I want a camera. Well I have a camera, but it runs out of batteries every 2 minutes. My mom's camera is too nice to carry around daily. I want like.. a not-fancy, yet reliable and nice camera so I can take pictures of life, because I've realized going through pictures, that I really don't have enough. Even with Kathleen, the person I've known for 14 years, I don't have enough pictures to fill the pages of a scrapbook. When our memories fade, I want to be able to look back and see us as we were, with all our baby fat and acne peppered faces.

Necesito una camera.

Gah Jen, what have you done to me? You're making me speak Spanish now.

Went to the mall with said Jen today. That was fun. Found the prettiest dress on my first try. It was SOOOOOOOOO pretty. It was like a dark red/burgundy (it changed shades from top to bottom) covered with a black.. satin... no... see-through black thing, if you knwo what I mean, and the top was sprinkled with copper sparkle things. But no, I didn't buy it. My mom says we'll wait till it goes on sale and buy it and I can wear it to like.. prom, or something. We're cheapos. :D

But I DID buy a necklace that is BEAUTIFUL! They wouldn't let me get red, which I wanted, because it apparently doesn't match with pink. PFFT. I DISAGREE! EVERYTHING MATCHES WITH RED! RED IS THE UNIVERSAL MATCH! BEST COLOR! alright shutting up. But yeah.. it's one of those elven looking ones I've always wanted. *hugs it*
*grumbles* would've been better in red. pfft.

I don't really want to wear the pink dress. Hmph. Oh well. Whatever.

This is so confusing. I have no idea what's going on. Who's in the group and who's not? What the hell Yogin is planning on doing because apparently he's going with Robert Ling III. What Vicki's doing, what Jen's doing, what people are doing... MAKE UP YOUR MINDS SO I CAN MAKE THE PLANS PEOPLE!!!!

HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!

From the alternate Star Girl video:

FOR ELSA!!

It's HILARIOUS.

Dougie wrote this:

"a long itme ago
in a arena far far away

return of the mcfly
captain drum solo and chewing backy

Embark on a pointless journey aroudn the country, alogn the way
they meet puke skyscraper and garth vader for drinks in Pizza The huts hide-out.
The he princess lay-ya borrowed Pukes light -sharer for her legs but left it on the planet Goth.
The porn teenagers were not very happy with this and told master Yoga who punished them with fornt row tickets at Mcfly's: Motion in the ocean tour!

thanks a lot guys!!!
doguie"

PUKE SKYSCRAPER
GARTH VADER
LAY-YA
MASTER YOGA
CAPTAIN DRUM SOLO
CHEWING BACKY
PIZZA THE HUT

I LOVE DOUGIE

Necesito estes discos compactos:

1. The Open Door--Evanescence (OCTOBER 3!!!!!!!)
2. How To Save A Life--the Fray (Robin!!)
3. Eyes Open--Snow Patrol
4. I think I'll try out some Click Five stuff, if Robin and/or Kristina wouldn't mind! I mean, they ARE opening for McFly, and I like the song "Say Goodnight".

And of course, last but the most important:
Motion in the Ocean--McFly

NOVEMBER 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is absolutely brilliant!
So this is the alternate video for fans of "Star Girl". it's basically a McFly home video to music... Danny is an idiot.. I have no idea what the hell is going on, except that he has curly hair.
Yet he still manages to look perfect. And of course, he sounds beyond sexy, and his accent is as intact as ever..
Therefore, we can draw the conclusion that I am as in love as ever.

THERE ARE EVEN LIGHTSABERS!!!!!!!!!! Dougie is Tom's father!



I LOVE IT! I WANT IT ON MY IPOD!!! MUST LOCATE!

WHOAA! So these girls are all taping clips of the new McFly tour... and finally I found some in which you can actually hear more than just girls shrieking... quite annoying.

I FOUND THE DRUM THING!!!!!!!

It's actually REALLY COOL! It sounds REALLY GOOD, which is SHOCKING, because you have Danny, Dougie, and Tom on drums, but it's REALLY COOL! I think Harry does all the work though, cuz the three lads don't look like they know what they're doing, especially Dougie. He's just dancing along.

Yogin! It's especially for you!

I don't know why this movie just came to mind in the middle of my SAT hw that I will not finish, but it did.

And I just want to put this part up, just because it might be one of the cutest scenes ever, even if it does have Kiera Knightley.

Just about the sweetest love scene
and the sweetest Christmas scene
and just about the sweetest scene

from Love Actually
with its cast of the greatest English actors around these days.. Emma Thompson, Alan Rickman, etc.



I love Mark.
There is no way you can not find that sweet after watching it. No way. I don't care who you are.

But no, he doesn't get the girl.

You know what! I don't care what any of you say! Danny is NOT UGLY, OR FAT!!!!!

And EVEN IF HE WERE,

I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!

I'd PREFER it if he straightened his hair, just like I'd prefer it if Yogin didn't go get a haircut and look like an Indian monk, but STILL!!!!

I LOVE DANNY!

AHHHHH!!!!!

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST BECAUSE I'M NOT IN ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S NOT F***ING FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE THEY RELEASE A "MOTION IN THE OCEAN TOUR 2006 DVD" BECAUSE IT WOULD BE NOT FAIR TO ALL THEIR FREAKIN FANS EVERYWHERE ELSE IF THEY DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!! AS DANNY SAID THEY WON'T BE LEAVING THE UK FOR A WHILE!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Alright here:
Danny
sitting on a chair
alone on stage
with an acoustic guitar
singing

OMFG HOW MUCH BETTER THAN THAT CAN YOU FREAKIN GET?!

JUST ADD "TO YOU" AT THE END OF THAT.

It's REALLY PAINFUL TO READ ALL OF THESE POSTS BY THESE GIRLS WHO JUST GOT BACK FROM THE CONCERT!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!! LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









OMFG I CAN HEAR HIS VOICE!!!!!1



Aww the three of them. WOw Tom's hair is short.



OMFG HE LOOKS LIKE DRACO MALFOY MIXED WITH GLEB IN THAT PICTURE



*swoon* He always wears a hat now.... WHY DON'T YOU JUST STRAIGHTEN IT DANNY JONES?!



WHY CAN'T I BE IN ENGLAND?!

I know the pictures are big, but they don't shrink well.. You can't see Danny's facial expressions. And yes, that's a big deal.

Some people do stupid things.

And I don't understand why they would do such stupid things.

And while it is their choice, I do not want to just sit here and let me do make the stupid choice.

Call me a goody-goody girl if you want.

me: Daddy, I joined another club.
dad: what club?
me: GSA
dad: what's that?
me: Gay-Straight Alliance
dad: GAY?! Why do you want to be gay now?
me: DAD! i'm not GAY!
dad: Do you REALLY want to marry Kathleen?
me: DAD! the "S" in "GSA" stands for "STRAIGHT", as in "NOT GAY". AND WHAT IS WRONG WITH BEING GAY YOU HOMOPHOBE?!
dad: my daughter's turning gay on me...

*sigh*

Quote of the day:

me: Roach is fun until she starts PMSing... or menopausing.. whatever it is she does
Matthew: MENOPAUSE IS FOR ADULTS, SMART ONE IN BIOLOGY!
*five seconds later*
Matthew: O shit... Roach IS an adult.

:D

Driving home with my mom from Asian gettogether family thing, I FINALLY got to use the thing that plays your ipod in your car, and we listened to Phantom and Moulin Rouge (my mom's two favorites).

All I Ask Of You
Phantom of the Opera
Think of Me
Come What May

I thought of Andy for "All I Ask Of You" and "Come What May". And obviously, when I sang the high notes in "Phantom of the Opera" and "Think Of Me" (and they actually came out today :D), ELSA!!!

So this one goes out to Andy and Elsa. :D

*BANGS HEAD AGAINST WALL*

STOP IT
STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPI DSTUPI DSTUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!

STOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP ME NOW BECAUSE I'M HAVING A GOOD TIME
I'M HAVING A BALL

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHY AM I SO STUPID!???????!?!?!??!?!!?!!!!!!!!

GAH AG HGDASIGY!^(!$&)^(!$#&!!!!!!!!WOET!&$#^(!&)%!(&!

ARGH THIS ISN'T HELPING!!!!! DON'T MAKE ME WRITE POETRY!!!!!!!!!!

OWWWW I WAS JUST PRESSING MY TOOTH WITH MY FINGER AND SINCE YOUR MOUTH IS SLIMY AND SALIVA-Y, MY FINGER SLIPPED AND MY NAIL CUT A HUGE GASH INTO MY GUMS!!!

OWWWWWWWWWW

JEN!! I NEED A BANDAID!

Quote of the day:
"HELP! MICHAEL TAMPLIN JUST TRIED TO EAT MY FACE!!!"
-Elaine Teng to Vicki Leach and Jen Jepsen

First off:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY THE LAST YEAR OF TEENAGE-NESS!

Moving on,
From the Notebook (fall 2006-2007 edition.. :D) of Vicki and Elaine:

(I can't believe I'm typing this up even though I have a bio test to study for)

I will try to replicate this as accurately as Vicki wrote it, even though some of the misspellings just hurt my ego and are painful to the eyes.

Ironically, the one word I can NEVER spell is misspell. Is it 1 s or 2 s's. AHA TWO! I WAS RIGHT! Anyway

Math 9-20-06 (oo I even used the dash instead of the /)

And again, the dreaded diseas of Boredomeitisisto (Bohr-dom-e-itis-isto) strikes again. It is caused by the Boring language + tone of a Sutton who is teaching easy things you already know. Symptoms of Boredomeitisisto are:
random doodlings of flowers, hearts, trees, dogs, barred windows, ect;
day dreams in which you marry danny, get asked to home coming (lucky you), kill your history teacher, ect; doing other homework for other classes; drowsiness; diziness; + in some cases diarrheoa or torturing of innocent smelly unicellular turtle princesses-not to mention names *cough* david *cough*
* Note Bordomeitisisto may be caused by other classes including but not limited to: Math, Biology (AP or regular), Chemisty, Physics, History (teacher dependent).
~~~~~
Caution: In extreme cases Bordomeitisisto may cause haullctionations, death, or the diseased to make up fake diseases.

I LOVE HER!!!!!!
what the hell are "haullctionations" Vicki?! that was the most painful one in there! You kept changing the spelling of Boredomeitisisto!

So the "Motion in the Ocean 2006" tour kicked off.

And I am worried.

New songs they're playing:
We Are the Young
Why does that sound like the McFly version of "My Generation"?

Surf Medley
WTF IS THE SURF MEDLEY?! It's not like they're from a place where there is a sunny beach!!! It doesn't even include "Surfer Babe" because they play that right after!

Sorry's Not Good Enough
which I REALLY want to hear

Fight For Your Right
I'm worried about these lyrics.. hehe.. My right for WHAT? :D
Danny's pro-choice! MWAHAH! jkjk

And this is the most worrying: GHOSTBUSTERS

And in between "Not Alone" (DANNY!) and "Room On the 3rd Floor", Harry has a drum solo, and then after the drum solo, the other boys have a "drum off".

And this is what they're "drum-off"ing on:



It'S LIKE POWERPUFF GIRLS+FLOWER POWER
WHAT BIN DID THEY FIND THAT IN?!



AHHHHHHH HE'S CURLY!!!!!



I love it when they do that...

OOO FIRE!

I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT FAIR!!!! STUPID BRITISH PEOPLE!

Moving to the country
Gonna eat me a lot of peaches

Millions of peaches
Peaches for free
Millions of peaches
Peaches for me!

Alright I'm done with that song. What do I say about life? It's... uneventful, yet stressful. Well, it's not monotonous... yet. I still feel like a surreal.. kind of feeling, like I'm floating, yet I'm not. Only biology DDDDDRRRRRAAAAAAAGGGGGGSSSSSSS like no other.

I'M GONNA FAIL THE BIO TEST THURSDAY!!!!!!!!

Just had to get that out there. I have realized that I am a BAD student this year. I swear. I don't... care as much, which is REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD! Well I do, but like.. classes like bio, I'm just like, "BLAH!". Well I think it's just bio, because it's not like I have comp sci to add to that list. It's more chemistry than biology damn it!!!!!!! I took BIO to get out of CHEM.

Liverpool playing tomorrow!

O yeah and I love the new Evanescence song.
You don't call me when you're sober
You only want it cuz it's over.

I want their CD! October 3!!! Whee! And then there's the all-important November 6 to look forward to!

I should study for English.

Yogin, Robin, and Matthew are plotting something... I can feel it.

Matthew said Danny was the hottest McFly member! I WIN!!!
TAKE THAT ROBIN!
O yeah and the Harry advocates: Yogin and Elsa!

I WIN!

Now we only need Shayne's opinion. :D

For Robin!



Danny and Dougie! They're so cute!





HAHA Dougie looks so gay.



Aww young McFly!

BUSTED AND MCFLY!!!



It's a McSandwich! HAHAHA.. ooo... i get it... MCCHICKEN! MCFLY! AHA!!!!! sorry



Wow he almost doesn't look like Doug there.



Aww poor Danny.



AWW DANNY!!!!!

Robin--I'm trying to pick ones where Dougie looks cute, but I tend to lean towards whether or not Danny is hot in the picture... I hope you understand!!



Aww poor Dougie was gonna faint.

Alright I need to do bio, so that's it for now! Tell me if you want/need more!

Jen and Kristina! These are for you!

Many hugs for Jen...





That's supposed to be Jasper, but he looks like a girl. But I just liked the photoshop.

These are dedicated to Elsa, the hater of math!

They're hilarious for anyone else too.

http://immense-world.blogspot.com/2006/09/mathematics-genius.html

I understand now why American television never broadcasts the pictures of the planes crashing into the buildings or the WTC falling down. I was just watching a Chinese documentary of 911 while eating, and they showed all these things I'd never even seen before. They put in all those pictures and videos of the planes going in and the people jumping from the towers, and put it all the phone calls people made. I started tearing when I saw the first plane going in, and when they showed the towers falling, I started crying. My dad now brands me as "an official American" because I cry at 911 when I've never cried for anything Chinese. I don't even know why I started crying. I've never really been like.. "omg 911", but it was just.. painful. And it wasn't like something that happened 50 years ago like the Holocaust or the Rape of Ninjing or something. I mean, obviously, those are tragic, but it was just.. I mean, I remember when it happened. It affects all of us. I don't care what we've done to merit such hatred, and I am the first person out there criticizing the American government, but nothing should merit such hatred and violence. I sound so cheesy right now, but it really bothered me when the documentary was over and the Chinese broadcaster lady sat there talking about how many people had died, and told all these stories about specific Chinese victims, and she was smiling like nothing in the world was different. She looked like she was talking about her baby girl's first words or something.
I was really mad, "Why does she look so happy?!!?!?!?"
My dad, "See, that's the problem. It shows you a lot about how people feel about America. They were happy when 911 happened, when America finally had to face what they've done. And she's not even an Arab. They're probably celebrating in the streets. The problem is more than she's not sad. The problem is that she doesn't feel like she should be sad. Even though she should, because no matter how much people hate America, it was a great human tragedy and she's a public broadcaster so she should know better."

*sigh* The world really sucks. I understand what America's done. I understand why people would hate us. We have done horrible things, killed many people, and I can even where people are coming from when they say we deserved it. But I don't and can't understand how when you see planes crashing into two buildings, seeing people jumping off of like the 110th story holding hands, and hearing the people scream, how you can still smile. Not even smile. I don't understand how you can not be sad and wonder how cruel and hard people have to be to do that to other people.

*sigh*

This is just for Kathleen, and because it's a funny picture, and because she loves it when Tom does this:




And this just because all four of them are SO adorable here.



I love young McFly.



Danny's little half smile.

WHY? YOU TWO! WHY?!!?!

Bleached and scarily spiked.

And just...

CURLY!!!!!!!!!!

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARE DOUGIE AND HARRY THE ONLY SANE ONES LEFT?! I don't even like Dougie's hair much right now. It's so light!

I love their facial expressions.

Dougie: O YEAH I'M HOT!
Harry: WTF?!??!?
Danny: AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Tom: Do I look weird enough?

*sigh*
No matter how great we play, luck is against us.
Nine shots; six on goal compared to their five shots, three on goal.

It was like that last week against Everton too.

*sigh*

Stupid Drogba. 42nd minute

The goals WILL start falling in, and when that happens, just watch Liverpool climb the table.

I just hope the goals start falling in soon so it's not too late to catch up to first.

But YAY! ARSENAL BEAT MAN UTD!!

YNWA REDS!

I don't understand why people do this. Why would you write something all over a picture saying that it belongs to you? That's great, but why do you RUIN THE PICTURE?

But yes... the one cute picture of curly Danny so far, and you can't even really see it because some girl was so stupid that she had to blast turquoise font all over his face. GAH. We know you love him and you want to keep the picture for yourself, then why did you post it? Don't ruin it!



What you CAN see is very adorable though..

STRAIGHT HAIR DANNY!!!! STRAIGHT HAIR!!

I really need something to do because I don't want to do my mountain of homework.

1. Do you still talk to the first person you kissed? Lately, kind of.
2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked? Um.. in my memory, not completely. However, there is one highly embarrassing picture of Kathleen and me in the bathtub completely naked floating somewhere out there so I'm sure I have. Must be located and destroyed.
3. Are you in a relationship? yes and a big hug for him right now
4. What is the best thing about your job? what job?
5. Do you like more than one person right now? hehe if you count Danny
6. Are you against same sex marriage? NO!!! If two people love each other they should have the right to get married if they want to. What does sexuality have to do with it? Marriage is a choice made by two consenting persons usually and hopefully out of love. It doesn't have to be a man and a woman. GAHH!!!! don't get me started
7. Did you vote for Bush? Anyone who did should be shot. Alright not shot, but they need to take a good look at all the disaster in the world that we've caused and realize that it's not just about who supports abortion and gay people.
8. Where are you going on your next vacation? Uh.. no idea. Probably no where. Probably stuck at home working on my IB oral and other projects that my teachers will probably assign me.
9. Who are you going with? my planner, my binder, and probably my computer
10. Which celebrity's death do you mourn most? Um... I am not going to say Steve Irwin just because he scared me when I was little. Hmm... which celebrities that I've cared about have died? No I will not say 2Pac Yogin. That is YOU. Um... probably Mr. Rogers. I cried when he died.
11. Last book you read? Medea by Euripides... technically.
12. If you could have one super power what would it be? the power to... know and understand all languages. and to time travel.
13. Where have you lived most of your life? Chino Hills
14. Where do you see yourself in 4 years? college
15. What is your favorite sound? Danny's voice in "Too Close For Comfort"... or... hmm... the sound of my friends calling my name
16. Favorite movie of all time? The Lord of the Rings
17. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend? no tengo hermana (that was just for jen)
18. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? haha no
19. What do you miss right now? England and many other things that will remain unnamed
20. Have you ever spied on someone? hehhe.. of course not... *smiles guiltily*
21. Who was the last person who called you? called: yogin. texted: shayne
22. Have you ever drank egg nog? no i don't think so. i'm chinese.. what can i say?
23. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? England, Vicki's house, or with Yogin to make him smile :D
24. Are you an emotional person? the epitome
25. Do you like your name? not particularly, but I think that any other name would just be wrong on me. You just can't yell anything else like you can "Elaine", or rhyme many negative words for a song.
26. Do you believe in love at first sight? I'm debating that one
27. Ever felt jealous of a friend? haven't we all? we all want what other people have, whether it be materials, personality traits, charisma, friends, relationships, etc. I used to wish I could be as nice and quiet as Kathleen so Asian parents would like me.
28. What was the last thing you did? edited my article while texting Shayne
29. Who is right next to you? Maureen as she sings "Take Me or Leave Me"
30. Who was the last person you ate with? my daddy
31. How's the weather right now? it's a nice, breezy, cool night
32. Lost a friendship over something stupid? can i get an AMEN?
33. Been really depressed before? define "really".. I've never been like.. suicidal or chronically depressed, but we all get our bouts
34. What are you wearing right now? jeans, pink tanktop, and my beloved red English jacket courtesy of Vicki
35. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile and possibly hair just because it's right there.. I like eyes though
36. Did you go anywhere today? *GLARE* SAT CLASS
37. What did you do there? fell asleep... no.. not really but wanted to
38. Are you an only child? yup
39. Do you want to get married? That's a hard question. I know that I'll know when it happens and when I really do find "the one", I'll want to get married, but I'm not in a hurry. And to me, the definition of marriage isn't the whole proposal, go down the aisle in the big white church, it's a covenant between two people to give it their all and love each other.
40. To whom? Um.. Danny Jones?? haha I don't know yet.. he'll come along

******************************************

ANSWER - T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone? yes
2. Do they know it? i hope so

IN - T H E - L A S T - WEEK - H A V E - Y O U
4. Kissed someone: uh.. I don't think so
5. Bought something: yeah signed up for the PSAT.. sadly enough. O yeah and I bought soda today.. AND GUSHERS!! CYNTHIA!!!
6. Gotten sick: no but since Vicki and Shayne both are, I'm probably going to get infested with germs soon
7. Been hugged: I hugged my daddy today!
8. Felt stupid: hahaha.. when don't I? I just step into biology.
9. Talked to an ex: what is the time frame of this? in the last week? Yes... I'll have to answer in the affirmative to this one... just because Liverpool died at Goodison..
10. Missed someone: *sigh*
11. Failed a test: probably
12. Danced: hahahh probably did sometime in SAT class today. I usually do to scare Kim
13. Gotten a haircut: nope
14. Lied: probably

U N I Q U E
15. Nervous habits? talk too much and too fast, voice gets really high-pitched, once in a while a judge will say I play with my hair, but I only get that sometimes
16. Are you double jointed? uh... not that I'm aware of
17. Can you roll your tongue? YEAH!!!!! I swear it's acquired! I remember being made fun of the 2nd grade because I was the only one who couldn't and we were studying "genes" (pfft in 2nd grade) and everyone was like, "AHHA you can't!!!" and my teacher was like, "Now, now, it's genetic." But now I can!!! So maybe my genes changed or something.
18. Can you raise one eyebrow? uh.. never checked
19. Can you cross your eyes? hehe YES! my mom used to tell me that if i kept doing that, they'd get stuck
20. Do you make your bed daily? I don't see the point to that. You're just going to go back to bed and mess it up again. It's not like anyone goes into my room.

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
22. Said "I love you": yes
23. Gave money to a homeless person: yup
24. Smoked: NO
25. Waited all night for a phone call: 3 AM. he called though
27. Sat and looked at the stars: in Kathleen's backyard on the 4th of July.. that was so romantic... *sigh*... except with Kathleen.

M A N N E R S
28. Do you swear/curse? Define "swear/curse". I use words that are considered to be profane, but I'm not like... rapper status. I just say, "Damn it!" and use "ass" and occasionally a "shit". Usually it's "bloody"
29. You cook your own food? HAHAH
30. You do your own chores? define a "chore"
31. You like beef jerky? YES!!! I don't ever get to eat it though!
32. You're happy with your life? when I'm not weighed down under a mountain of homework, I'm pretty content with who I am, for the most part. I wish some things were different, and I wish I could change some of the stupid things I've done, but yes, I would say I'm pretty happy
33. You own a dog? no
34. You spend your money wisely? haha I don't really spend
35. Do you like to swim? not like... laps for a team. I like swimming, but I don't love it.
36. When you get bored do you call a friend? haha yeah.. usually Vicki or Jen, depending on my mood.

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R's
38. Gray or black? black
40. Lust or love? amore
41. Sunrise or sunset? sunrise... sunset.. sunrise.. sunset. alright no more Fiddler on the Roof.. I like to paint sunrises more, but they usually connotate going to Troy on the bus
42. M&Ms or Skittles? Skittles
43. Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late.. definitely. that is something you can do without troy. waking up early isn't.
44. Hot or cold? cold
45. Winter or Fall? hmm.. that's debatable
46. Lefty or righty? uh... since Danny and Vicki are lefties, lefties... I don't know! I've never really thought about that one! I don't think I care.
47. Have 10 acquaintances or 3 best friends? both...
48. Sunshine or rain? Rain. RAIN! well, light rain with intermittent sunshine

MORE HAVE YOU EVER'S:
49. Slept in a bed with the opposite sex? uh.. with my dad when I was little because I was scared of the monster vampire in the stomach of the monster werewolf that had eaten me in my recurring dream... wow Jacob and Edward
50. Hooked up in the woods? uh... that reminds me of "saturday night", but no
51. Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself? HAHAHA CYNTHIA'S AN ALCOHOLIC!!! but no
52. Hooked up in the shower? WHAT?!
54. Stolen money from a friend? no
55. Slept? uh... was this written by a Troy person?
56. Slapped someone? yes many, but the one time that I meant it and it was hard across the face: GLEB
57. Had a crush on a teacher? Um... no..
58. Seen someone die? no
59. Been on an airplane? yes
60. Slept all day? no
61. Missed someone so much it hurt? o yeah...
62. Fallen asleep during school? ONCE! IN BIO! I'M SORRY IF JUNDANIAN IS SANTA CLAUS!
63. Been lonely? :(
64. Cheated in a game? I don't play games!
65. Been to the ER? no but i used to love that show
66. Been in a car accident? no
68. Missed your first love? let's not get into that
69. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
70. Sang in the shower? haha when don't I?
71. Kissed a complete stranger? um no
72. Laughed so hard you cried? hahah all the time. tis what i live for!
73. Regretted hurting someone? I suppose that I hurt him, even if I tend to forget that and only think about how he hurt me.
74. Cried so hard you got sick? really? is that possible? WHOAAAOA.. MUST TRY!

AHHHHHHHHHH

So after I do the four hours of SAT hw tonight for tomorrow's 8 hours of SAT class, I have this much to do:

English:
Oedipus reduction
Murray abstract
read Medea
start planning compare/contrast essay
start re-reading "the Great Gatsby"... Aww.. I think I'll cry reading it. Other than the fact that it is so sad, it's Sam's favorite book. I mean seriously, he bought me my copy. In an old, used book store in Ireland because he couldn't find it anywhere else. I think I'll go buy another one, just because I don't want to mark up this one.

Calculus

Mr. Koci went extremely homework happy today. Let me count how many we're doing. I think it's like 31 problems, which aren't like short factoring problems either. BAH!!
Another hour of my life.

Espanol
Study for test because I screwed up the culture quiz

Oracle
Crystal wants me to lengthen my article. I know how to, but now I have to get enough sleep so I can actually think of transitions. I am the transition queen. I can transition anything. Come on. I can do this. Fine, when I can't, I call Shayne.
5 journals, which take FOREVER!

Biology
See I could deal with everything else before that. Math I can get it over with. English I love, and Oracle, even if my article frustrates me, in the end it's for something I love. THIS. I DON'T CARE!!!!!!! And because this takes a LOT of time.
We have to do a lab writeup that's going to be submitted to IB so therefore it has to be perfect. We have to like... analyze EVERYTHING. Even like the colours. Why do they change certain colours? I DON'T KNOW! BECAUSE THEY DO!
So
Lab Writeup that will take about 5 hours
Ch 5 Study Guide
Read/study/understand Ch 1-5 for the test

And then I think I have like 10 other things I have to do that I'm forgetting. What am I forgetting? AHHHH I'M SO TIRED IN THE MORNING, I HAVE TO DRINK COFFEE!!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?!?!!!?!?!

NATURAL HYPERACTIVITY IS MY ONE MOTIVATION, DRIVE, AND PURPOSE IN LIFE!!!!!!1

OOO I REMEMBER NOW! Club rush is next week. Must get debate topics and other things for JSA.
Must also call college board to get them to stop blocking my account. I will probably spend another 40 minutes on hold listening to "Colours of the Wind" for some strange reason, and then give up and hang up on them. *sigh*
Must sign up for SAT II Math and also SAT I.

O yeah Yogin... remind me to tell you about something... just say "November election".

I know all of that was written in my planner in front of me, and that no one ever gave a damn what I had to do, but I just had to complain about that. I am so freakin tired.

TO CLEANSE THE BLOG OF THE HERESY BELOW





AHHHH!!!!! ELSA!!!!!!! IT'S HARRY AS A BABY!!!

Something about anniversaries that I totally don't care about and I think is completely stupid and I think Yogin needs to shut up and get some good music like McFly, but still... ONLY BECAUSE I HEART YOU SO MUCH!

As small as I could find it...



I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT. MUST PURIFY WITH DANNY PICTURES!

I hate taking the bus. I even hate the bus stop. I remember I would run to get there. I'd ditch basketball, with Tasha and Hayley, whom I love and miss so much now, to take the bus. Granted, I ditched more because I didn't like running, but still. I don't like being there now, just because it's the most poignant reminder of all the change.

So much has changed
So much has changed
Down memory lane

We used to have so much fun, in those exact same seats, laughing and joking and "raping" and talking about nonsense, being stupid after a long day, and yet now it's quiet. There are other places that remind me, like the lunch table, or the break bench, but that was the most concentrated, it was the most permanent imprint of our existence, but even that's fading into the meaningless chatter of the freshmen. That and because there's nothing to distract me on the bus.

I'm really not that depressed! It just scares me how often I hear the words, "She/he hates me" these days. I say I don't care, but like Vicki said, when more than one of your friends hate you, you have to wonder if it's you.

TO PURIFY ROBIN FROM THE SCOURGE OF ______, I HAVE COMPILED DOUGIE PICTURES (I can't help it if a few Danny make it in between.. It's subliminal I tell you.)

ROBIN, THESE ARE FOR YOU

I LOVE YOU!!!!

Hmm.. how should I start...



:D



Aww! TOM AND DOUGIE LOVE!



ROBIN! He's waiting for you to go comfort him!

I know I've posted some of these before... I'm trying here! I just love this picture:



CHIPMUNK!
Oo MICHAEL! he's a CHIPMUNK! I'm a SQUIRREL!





He's so dorky:



And just because I love them:






And my personal favorite:

AHHHHH OMFG DANNY JONES!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







He looks even worse in those pictures than he did on stage. On stage it was cute. Here, I don't know if it's the lighting or what, but OMG

This one is the only one that looks okay: