legovanan
u no another thing that's starting to piss me off? how intolerant ppl are. i mean, i alwayz knew that, but how obvious it's become. GREAT, your Christian, i'm not. DEAL WITH IT. doesnt' make me any worse than you or inferior.
the Bible teaches you "faithful Christians" to love your neighbor, to be the good Samaritan. if your soooo DEDICATED and everything u do is justified by God, then WHY ARE YOU BEING SUCH FREAKIN HYPOCRITES!?>!?!?!?!

IS IT MY PROBLEM RELIGION WAS NEVER STRESSED IN MY HOUSEHOLD?!?!?!?! DAMN IT, THERE's NOTHING WRONG W/ BEING AN ATHEIST SO STOP FREAKIN MAKING IT SOUND LIKE IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first there's something wrong w/ being a Liberal, and now there's something wrong w/ Atheism. if you don't like me, either go away, or freakin deal with it.
ppl say their devout Christians, but they go against the fundamentals of the Bible and of the Constitution. STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I'M INFERIOR OR I DON'T BELONG JUST BECUZ I DON'T WORSHIP THE SAME RELIGION AS YOU DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and DON'T MAKE IT SOUND LIKE I'M NOT FREAKIN AMERICAN JUST BCUZ MOST OF YOU WHITE PPL ARE CHRISTIAN!!!!!!

okay BREATHING. urgh, i'm gonna go write some poetry about Middle-Earth
FREEDOM OF RELIGION ALSO INCLUDES NO RELIGION

legovanan
EXHAUSTED. debate 2morrow and i don't even have the topics researched!!1 i barely know waht the "campaign finance reform" is. here are the topics, and if ne1 has the time or enjoyment 2 help me, please let me know.
1. The government should have access to library records.
2. Movies that portray graphic violence should be rated NC-17.
3. The Supreme Court should restrict free speech to promote campaign finance reform.
4. This House would make it illegal to burn the American flag.

our last Renaissance rally was 2day!! it went rather well. Camron DISGRACED the meaning of a British accent. me and connie are all sad now, bcuz that was our last rally. HOUSE LIGHTS CON

legovanan
i'm tired... and i'm feeling lazy (AHH!!!)

also VERY confused

i just discovered last night that David Wenham is in Van Helsing. damn. now i have 2 go watch that movie. 2 all u ignoramuses out there, David Wenham played Faramir in LOTR ::sighs:: looks dreamy:: swoons::

15 DAYS TILL TROY!!!!!!!!!!
24 DAYS TILL ROTK DVD!!!!!!

legovanan
i'm tired... and i'm feeling lazy (AHH!!!)

also VERY confused

i just discovered last night that David Wenham is in Van Helsing. damn. now i have 2 go watch that movie. 2 all u ignoramuses out there, David Wenham played Faramir in LOTR ::sighs:: looks dreamy:: swoons::

15 DAYS TILL TROY!!!!!!!!!!
24 DAYS TILL ROTK DVD!!!!!!

legovanan
okay over depression... sry... yesterday, i dunno what was wrong w/ me.. ruling out PMS right now. i think it was the "camron" syndrome again. i wanna kill that guy sometimes...

ISAAC!!! WATCH OUT!!!!!!!! won't say nemore, but i gotta warn ya

Kathleen, my last chapter, which I probably won't send 2 u, is REALLY REALLY fluffy, u'll retch and nausea will wash over you....

Renaissance rally on friday, Vera Mineer yelled @ us again 2day...

legovanan
my new favorite quote for today:
"I can stop the pain, if I will it all away"

legovanan
feeling very depressed right now... i don't know why...

it's really scary how well some people can get to know you, yet you really don't notice it...
i mean, it's really freaked me out how with just like one fleeting look on my face, Camron can tell exactly what i'm hiding. as if he doesn't hide things himself.. and he can't give me that crap about "secrets" again, bcuz i've never told neone, not even Amanda or Kathleen, about it, and he defined secrets as, if u don't wanna tell someone, don't tell anyone...
i mean, things that no one can tell that i'm hiding, and i don't hint to ever, he can tell, just by one look on my face, that i am hiding it, and he could guess what it is....
shit. gotta go write poetry or plunge myself into Middle-Earth.. that alwayz makes me feel better

legovanan
lalalalalalaalalalalalala....
i could do that all day... talent show try-outs 2morrow morning (7:10!!!!1 beauty sleep!!! i no u troy ppl think thatz late)
history field trip 2morrow. Lincoln Memorial thing... might b fun, i dunno...
tech week
ITZ TOO HOT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and andy, u should be careful what u say now... 1st, u ditch me for THREE WKS IN A ROW, not counting from previous occurrences, and then u ACCUSE ME OF PLAGIARISM!!!!!!1
okay this is how i can tell u i didn't plagiarize, bcuz my poems are LORD OF THE RINGS, SILMARILLION, UNFINISHED TALES, LAYS OF BELERIAND, BOOK OF LOST TALES, SHAPING OF MIDDLE-EARTH, or SOME OTHER TOLKIEN BOOK INSPIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN U WRITE IN ELVISH?!?!?!! I DON'T THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEREFORE, i didn't PLAGIARIZE!!!!!!

okay gonna stop freakin out there... hehehe. i just discovered that the "CAPS lock" key can be ur best friend... especially when u wanna yell @ someone, preferably Andy...

legovanan
human nature is screwed up...
1. we alwayz want what we don't or can't have
2. we're never satisfied w/ what we have
3. we alwayz want more
4. we cover ourselves up bcuz we're scared of waht other ppl will think
5. we alwayz have 2 live up 2 our reputations
6. we're never honest
7. we "go w/ the flow"
8. we seek a purpose in life
9. we alwayz have 2 better than every1 else

okay, most of those were rather redundant.. i dunno... PMS sucks... ooo! DiNNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

legovanan
this weekend has passed sufficiently slowly... wow! no hw from kalmar, thatz a 1st. hehe i'm actually liking Renaissance 4 once... aw man!! Tech wk next wk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kathleen gave me (or rather we forcibly took) the Phantom of the Opera and "Music of the Night" sheet music from her. their both pretty songs. I like "Music of the Night" while my dad likes "Phantom fo the Opera" figures eh? we don't like the same thing...

got 2 more chapters up of Forsaken

legovanan
added kathleen 2 my "links", connie give me ur link again so i can put u on here!!!

legovanan
i completely forgot how beautiful English Springs park is. i haven't been there in @ least 6 yrs, ever since i left country springs, so itz more like 8 yrs. i went there w/ Maria 2day. we just walked along and talked, and then found a bench and talked more. walking along, i remembered all these things from childhood:
4 one, i saw the hill that me and kathleen used 2 roll down and get ourselves all itchy w/ grass
2. i remembered how we used 2 feed the ducks bread crumbs
3. i remmebered in teh back fo the park, where this 1 yr we had an Easter Egg Hunt
4. i almost fell in 2 the lake once
5. johnson, kathleen, and me used 2 roller skate, and since they were older, they would alwayz ditch me... (yea kathleen, see how that feels?!?)

itz scary, how we lose our memories... and time just flies on by

legovanan
urgh, my dad is killing me... he has the weirdest ideas! i have an "attitude" problem, i'm "in love" with andy (which is completey ridiculous and almost disgusting, no 'fense andy) and all i enjoy is talkin 2 my "useless" friends.

legovanan
okay, got this very pointless quiz off of andy's blog, yet i'm bored. so here goes! oo spurs won last night and happy birthday 2 Kenneth, Kristin, and William Shakespeare!!! (wtf?)

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
"...son, Faramir, and yet did not in Boromir whom he loved best..." (LotR, Return of the King) figures eh?

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
the edge of the table

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
movie "Flash" old movie, Lucas Black. (hehe i found an old tape okay?)

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is.
2:57

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
whoa, 2:57, i'm good

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my dad flipping through papers, LOTR music.... and... the Ring, whispering to me. "we wants it. precious..."

7. When did you last step outside?
2:30, got home from school

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
got this off of Andy's blog

9. What are you wearing?
clothes... what do u expect???

10. Did you dream last night?
FRODO!!1 actually no. i had a really messed up dream. it involved Gimli, Faramir, Camron, Garrett (WHY!?) and Amanda

11. When did you last laugh?
an hr ago. but i wasn't relaly happy. i never relaly laugh when i mean it anymore...

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
this is such a badly written sentence... dumb person with no grammatical skills... (nice andy!) and let's see, a piece of tape i probably stuck there when i was 5 hrs old

13. Seen anything weird lately?
YOUR MOM! jkjk. that was andy... probably Connie's face.... jkjk

14. What do you think of this quiz?
it's a waste of my time... i should be doing other stuff, but screw it

15. What is the last film you saw?
Flash (wth??)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
LOTR ROTK DVD, but then, itz not out yet, so i dunno... food, i'm hungry

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
u don't wanna no me

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
more tolerance, and make ppl stop hiding behind masks

19. Do you like to dance?
love it. get down and ddiirrty (jkjk kathleen) but yes, i do. i'm like screw u all, i'm gonna dance and if u don't like it u can go away

20. George Bush: FINALLY, a worthwhile question. he's an @$$hole idiot who doens't no what the hell he's doing, and is hiding all his mistakes so he can canvass 4 votes while soldiers are dying every day. America has shamed the world the day they let such a pathetic moron be elected

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Arwen... (hey maybe)

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Isaac (don't ask ppl)

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
preferably Middle-Earth. Minas Tirith, i long to see your white towers... okay stop... of course. nething2 get out of this place. England!

23. Will you pass on this survey?
y the hell would some1 take something like this unless their really messed up like me

legovanan
quizzilla is awesome but can get freaky sometimes. i took this quiz that said "which emotion dominates u?" and this is my result:
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Please Vote)

legovanan
okay i'm just on fire w/ the poetry these days. newyaz, we're doing a poetry unit in English, and this is whitney's poem, i really like it.

Each day my life wanders on,
I cannot look at the shining sun.
No voice, no hand to comfort me.
No longer are my days filled with glee.

Every sunset I think about good times past,
With love in my heart until the very last.
My dreams are filled with thoughts of you,
Until I realize they can't be true.

How I yearn for your soft touch,
Unable to hold you in my clutch.
No longer have I been looking for the open door,
There is nothing I am waiting for.

Each day is darker without little good,
It is harder to go on as I normally would.
Tell the executioner that when that time is near,
I will put my head on the block without any fear.

legovanan
note on the last poem, connie didn't write it. she found it somewhere, which probably amounts 2 why itz good.... hehe sry con!
and connie, don't get 2 used 2 me complimentin u!!!

open house 2nite 4 my school. itz kinda freakin me out, bcuz i still remmeber Back 2 School Night in the beginning of the yr really well... i mean... itz almost over!!! urgh!!!1

wrist still screwed.
i wrote a poem, or more like a drabble, kinda scribble of things, in PE 2day. rather depressing. karisha is a bad influence on me!!! itz not relaly a poem, just a rant about issues in the world:

I look around me
Everything swirls around
It's all a mess, a myriad of color
They all look the same.

They all look alike
All a lie
Everything's an act

We think we know the people around us
Yet we don't know a thing
We only know what we see
But that is all a lie, an act
A cover so we don't know what's real, inside

We put on faces
So we can't be hurt
The world's a stage
Where the masks dominate

Why can't we stop?
Why can't we reveal
the secret thoughts and wants
Why do we act?

Stop hiding.
Take off the mask
If you don't let people know the real you
How will they like it or not?

legovanan
here's a "happy" poem of Connie's. we have made it clear that i am incapable of writing happy poems, everything is depressed and melancholy. she loves happy stuff, but can write sad stuff 2, w/ a bit of my help, of course. itz rather sweet this 1

This seems so impossible
Its so surreal
Its been so long since this
This happiness I feel

I will never leave you alone
I will always be there for you
Until the day I die
Ill spill my heart for you

Im glad you came into my life
Its all because of you
My life was about to end
But then you let me start over new

You've changed me a lot
I didn't know this much about me
You gave me the gift of happiness
and now ill change who I used to be

All of my feelings didn't help
but the day that we met
I knew it would change
All those promises I never kept

legovanan
well, in english, we're doing a poetry unit. (AWESOME!!!) and 2day we were supposed 2 write poetry about either love or death. once again, i could NOT stay away from LOTR stuff. this 1 is not LOTR directly, as i don't have Elvish (well ne recognizable elvish, i snuck in 'Ai' which means 'Alas' but itz still English) but if u read it, and u no me, then u no itz LOTR related. and guess what, i acutlaly rhymed!! well, a bit
Farewell Nightingale

As I journey through this Earth
All paths lead to one
The path that leads ever more
From this blissful shore

Ai, nightingale, why do you sing no more?
The stars, they kindle no hope
For one lost on this distant shore
Without a life, a love, unable to cope

Alas, here my life shall be ended
My thoughts no longer dwelling
My soul ever flying
Afar, wait, my love, I am coming.

So here, beneath the fading trees
I bid thee farewell, oh nightingale
My voice never more to join your song
In the depths of the night, where nothing is wrong

legovanan
well me and connie officially both need 2 c shrinks. i am going 2 write another poem freestyle, tho i am not wholly inspired right now. itz not gonna rhyme, and it probably won't have rhythm. itz just straight off my head. again, itz about LOTR, but instead of a lament for Gondor, it shall be a lament for Middle-Earth as a whole. connie contributed alot on this. she gets credit 2. we make an AWESOME team, almost as good as Fran Walsh and Phillippa Boyens.

A place my eyes shall never see
If only my dreams were real,
Then there you would be
Waiting for me, across the Sea

With good hobbits
Lovers of peace
Old Toby, Longbottom Leaf
Dwelling in their holes

Hobbiton. Buckland.
The Shire, lusciously green

Frodo, son of Drogo
was of this pleasant race
He traveled long and hard
Into the very fires of Mordor, Oroduin

The Fair Folk
Their golden hair, clear voices
ringing through the woods fair
Gazing at Valacirca, Lady Varda's stars shine bright

Rivendell. Lothlórien.
Fair havens of the Firstborn.

Legolas, son of Thranduil
Prince of Elven Mirkwood lush
One of the Nine Walkers
Fought with his bow, with his friends

Alas, Middle-Earth, you are lost to me
No matter how real the dream,
It is but a dream
Yet forever in my heart, thou shalt be

Men of Gondor, take up the call
Fair of face and proud,
Tall to behold
Riding to war, to the Shadow

Osgiliath, river city once fair
Minas Tirith, regally rise in the distance

Faramir, younger son of Denethor
Never loved, yet happiness found
In Eowyn of Rohan
Doing his duty, fighting for his City

Storming across the plains
Rohirrim, never tiring on their horses
Brave in war, light in hair
Fulfilling Oath of Eorl, aid of Gondor

Edoras, your golden Hall stands tall
Helm's Deep, saving your people from fall

Ai, Shieldmaiden, Eowyn fair
Made of ice and steel
Fear of cages drove you to the plains of the Pelennor
Earning glory, slay the Witch King

To Fangorn, where the treeherders reside
"Roum. Roum," they come
Older than all, save the Firstborn
The Ents, shepherds of the forests

Treebeard, Fangorn he is known
Old friend of Mithrandir, new with Halflings
Destroyed Isengard, the rock and stone
Nature will have dominion.

Across the Sea
Cirdan, shipwright, the last ship sails
Eressea! The Lonely Isle.
Eternal bliss, the Fair Folk dwell

Alas, these eyes shall never see
Middle-Earth, your lands and peoples
These eyes shall never look upon the Sea
These eyes shall never see Elven forests
These eyes shall never lay upon the flag
Waving brilliantly in the wind
Minas Tirith, in the distance
These eyes shall never see
Middle-Earth, fair Middle-Earth
Alas, you are lost to me

legovanan
just read about 30 LOTR fan poems.. their rather good, some could rival Tolkien himself, tho i wouldn't go that far.
Both the Lakers and the Spurs r playing 2day. hopefully lakers lose and spurs win! go rockets!!!

rather good 1st day of school, xcept that i was soooo tired in the morning

legovanan
well, kathleen actually did something good. check out this quote, which can very much describe my main character:

On the outside they always see her smile and laughter, but on the inside she's dying and no one's there to help her until its too late and shes gone...

legovanan
kathleen has been giving me "WONDERFUL" (sarcasm) suggestions about my story. yes kathleen, just DRIFT away... BELOW the horizon (BEYOND WOMAN BEYOND!!!!!!!)

school starts 2morrow! yah! i guess. sux that i don't have as much time 2 write tho... :(

legovanan
omg u no that Lament for Gondor i continued on a few days ago. well i just got another inspiration (and encouragement from Connie, tho she maintains that i need psychiatric help and she's prolly right) i wrote a whole thing about it. here it is. i may post it up:
A place my eyes shall never see
If only my dreams were real,
Then you would be in the distance
Majestic and fair,
Approaching across the Pelennor,
Alas, no matter how real the dream,
It is but a dream
Yet forever in my heart shall be
Alas, Gondor fair
Minas Tirith shall never welcome me
Through those gates of mithril
The Tower Guard never to take up the call
For these eyes will never lain on the White City
The river city, Osgiliath
Once grand, once fair,
A place of light, beauty, and music
Land between the sea and the mountains
Land where hope is kindled
Fair Ithilien, the last of the Elves
Make you lovely and fragrant
Yet these eyes shall never look upon thee
These eyes shall never see the Anduin shimmering
These eyes shall ne’er look upon the gardens
These eyes shall ne’er see
Gondor, fair Gondor
Alas, you are lost to me

legovanan
great, ryan supposedly "hates" me now... this is so fun, ppl hating me (*sarcasm*)

well, i'm gonna do the "andy award" thing just bcuz, but i'm not as positive as him...
camron.
he's such a mystery sometimes. i mean, sometimes he's a nice guy who u can talk 2 u, and then other times he's this @$$hole who u wanna kill. he's like a clam, he'll shut up tight and u'll never be able 2 pry him open again. and sometimes i feel like he's just hiding, he's afraid of lettin ppl c who he is, and so ppl find him an @$$hole, when he's really not sometimes.

hey andy, aren't u proud of me? i did 2 of ur little things, and i did 1 w/o realizing it, and that was 4 ryan

legovanan
my wrist hurts (i hurt it yesterday playing bball @ isaac's) my dad is really pissed, as i have piano exam in like a month...

still writing my story...

legovanan
got back from isaac's party. pretty fun! indoor soccer was AWESOME. i was actually pretty good, 4 a first-timer, i suppose. mandy, Sam was FFFINNNE!! hehehe. :)
great, now melissa is freakin pissed @ me just bcuz i told her the truth, that she should get over andres, bcuz he f***ing hates her and is NEVER EVER gonna EVER get w/ her, or even like her enough 4 a friend, unless she changes drastically, which i highly doubt. i just wanted her 2 freakin get over it so he doens't have 2 straight up tell her that he doesn't like her himself! this is the last time i try 2 help some1, they take it the wrong way. i mean, not that i really care, itz just that i don't want her hating me.

legovanan
here is a good poem. itz a person (more like freak, like me) who laments that Gondor is not real (bubble bursts) and that we shall never see it, only in our dreams. amazingly, i did NOT write it, i swear. there r other ppl as weird or even weirder (if possible) out there than me
Lament for Gondor

Gondor, Gondor,
Long lost are you to me.
The land where men live bold and free,
Land between the mountains and the sea.
Forever in my heart will you be.
A place my eyes will never see,
Where towers grow so beautifully,
And descendents of elves are said to be.
Where rivers flow surrounded by trees,
And all dark evil quickly flees.

i want 2 add something, elaine is adding her freakiness:
A place my eyes will never see,
If only my dreams were real
Then you would be in the distance
Approaching across the Pelennor
Alas, no matter how real the dream
It is but a dream
And I must awake
Awake, to bitter reality
Alas Gondor fair
Minas Tirith shall never welcome me
Through those gates of mithril
The Tower Guard never to take up the call

okay i'm gonna stop, that was all freestyle. omg i am sooo unhealthily obsessed. i'm gonna make myself cry if i go ne further and get in2 the Faramir thing

legovanan
i just got Josh Groban's new CD, "Closer" itz sooooooo good!!!!!!1 impossibly good. i love his voice. if ne1 wants a copy (jojo/connie) don't hesitate 2 ask.
u no 1 bad thing (and perhaps the only bad thing) about writing sometimes, other than the distraction, so u can't think about nething else, is that u become attached to the characters, and sometimes ur original plan w/ them is thwarted. this is the case w/ the main character of my newest story. Isilmë (Elvish name) i intended 2 kill her off in the end, since it is a tragedy and i'm still debating the ways of death, but as many of my reviewers are beginning 2 tell me that "u no she has to die, but please don't kill her off 2 soon." i'm kinda hesitating in killing her!!! omg. this is impossible! i'm becoming attached 2 characters i created. wth?!?!
KATHLEEN, CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

legovanan
quote of the day, i discovered i've been neglecting it:
"The heart can see things invisible to the eye."

i am such a hopeless romantic

legovanan
soooooooooooo much fun yesterday!!!!!!!

isaac's party is 2morrow, gotta go get his present.

i'm starting 2 really LOVE enya, i mean i alwayz liked her, but never really listened 2 her, but now, 4 my story, i'm using alot of her lyrics, and almost, almost EVERY song fits w/ LOTR... scary.
here's "Paint the Sky with Stars"

Only night will ever know
Why the heavens never show
All the dreams that are to know
Paint the sky with stars

Night as brought to those who sleep
Only dreams they cannot keep
I have legends in the deep
Paint the sky with stars

Who has paced the midnight sky?
So a spirit has to fly
As the heavens seem so far
Now who will paint the midnight star?

Place a name upon the night
One to set your heart alight
And to make the darkness bright
Paint the sky with stars.

legovanan
stupid ryan, he's making me cry again. well on the verge of tears is more like it. we're talkin about debate, and how ppl don't give him credit on our team, xcept 4 me. i mean, w/o him laying out the solid groundwork of our case, i would never be able 2 expand and build as well. itz like on a construction site. he lays out the framework on the ground. in a sense itz the most important as if those aren't solid and sturdy, the whole case comes crashing down. i merely build on it, and expand, brick by brick. our rebuttalist, which is still tentative, as we never seem 2 be able 2 hold on 2 any rebuttalist 4 long, merely coats the finished building w/ paint, not saying rebuttalist isn't important.

i'm gonna miss ryan... damn it... i never thought i'd say that! i mean, not just in debate, but as a friend and *patient* (i'm his psychiatrist) i mean, in debate, itz always "LT" and then another initial 2 make it some food item. "TL" "LT" it was alwayz ryan and me, me and ryan, no matter who our rebuttalist was. damn it!!! letz c, here r all the rebuttalists we've gone through this yr:
Amanda
Ryan A
Chris B.
Tyler

legovanan
i just realized that "sorrow" "shadow" and "morrow" rhyme 2 an extent. omg! i used them in the same stanza w/o realizing it!!1 i RHYMED W/O TRYING!!! *does pathetic little dance*
still writing my lovely fan fiction, eek, should really focus on Kalmar's essay instead

legovanan
happy easter everyone!!! hope everyone wasn't as bored as i was 2day. actually, i wasn't bored, as i spent my whole day in front of my computer spouting poetry and writing more fan fiction. itz actually been quite lovely.

legovanan
i am writing a new fan fiction. itz called "Forsaken" and itz about Faramir...
of course i am continuing w/ my old Arwen's diary and w/ my poems. itz soooo sad!!!1 i think itz good. even KATHLEEN likes it, so far...

Spring break.... tedious.. boring.... o well. i'm going 2 Knotts on Tuesday w/ Andres 4 his bday, and on Thursday itz Isaac's party! elaine, trying 2 play soccer. *shudder*

Lakers vs. Kings in an hr!!!!!!!!!!!

legovanan
me and connie had some interesting conversations 2day. she wrote a (gasp) POEM 4 me... itz really funny, but sweet 2.
Elaine
Elaine is wack
We all know that
But that is what makes her such
A beloved friend we value much

then she just wrote the next verses

Her typing is as fast as lightning
Her average as fast as the speed of light
I may be exaggerating
But that sounds just about right

then in exchange, i wrote this 4 her,
Connie
Connie’s a baller
Who’s great and on fire
She’s also a friend
Who you can depend
Through thick and thin
To stand by your side

yes i no i can't rhyme.

and just now, i was away eating something (hey i was hungry, shut up) and she was just talkin 2 herself. being the stupid idiot driven by instinct, i closed the box, it was sooooooooo funny. she was pretending that Orlando Bloom and Faramir were here, that they'd broken up w/ their respective girlfriends, Kate Bosworth (damn her) and Eowyn (damn her even more) and they wanted 2 go out w/ me or whatevr. it was sooooo funny. this was the ending part she said after i came back. itz not as good

LaU LAu3219: faramir signed on at 9:37 P.M.
LaU LAu3219: hello
LaU LAu3219: my Prince, back from ur errand already?
LaU LAu3219: yes, i have
LaU LAu3219: elaine is on now, sire


and now, me and connie are sisters?? WTF did i get myself in2?!?!? jojo is celebrating that i'm relieving her of her duties, and now she's warning me.

itz kinda weird, how me and connie r sooo different, yet so alike. damn i'm gonna miss her next yr. ASSIST!!!! BACKBOARD!!!!!!!
*sigh*
elaine.... (*rolls eyes)

legovanan
hehehe i like this button, i think i'm gonna permanently attach it 2 my blog, by my info, well until the movie comes out

days till Troy (US)

legovanan
well i sang "With You" 2day in front of Connie, Alex, Ashley, Nicole, Laily, Ryan, Celeste, Karisha, Sam, Richard, Mr. Kalmar, and... CAMRON
i don't think i sucked that much. we're filming on friday.

update: 37 days until TRoy comes out!!!!!1

legovanan
tedious.
that can describe my life.
FINALLY GOT "LAYS OF BELERIAND"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT 2 READ IT!!!!! (4 all u ignorant, non-middle-earth ppl, itz another 1 of Tolkien's beautiful books, xcept all of these r poems/songs) but waht sux is that i have 2 finish the Iliad, which is also a great book, xcept 4 the fact that both Hector and Paris die and Troy is destroyed. damn greeks. bcuz i have this habit of finishing what i start....

watching "I know Why the Caged Bird Sings" in English 2day, the movie, not the book. 4 all u ignorant ppl, Maya Angelou's autobiography

working on rally stuff in Leadership rite now. the basketball players have a skit planned out, itz soo funny, the part w/ me and connie, tho i'm convinced that i'm gonna embarrass myself in front of the whole school

i'm also singing "With You" by Jessica Simpson in the rally. really really relaly gonna embarrass myself. o well, screw it. i don't have a good reputation newayz

legovanan
listenin 2 Usher's new CD, ashley let me borrow it. she looked like she was gonna kiss it and i MUST, absolutely MSUT give it back 2 her 2morrow, bcuz she can't even stand 2 part w/ it 4 a day!!! gonna burn it. ne1 want a copy, ask me. analogy:
ashley is to Usher CD as Elaine is to Lord of the Rings soundtracks

backwards day @ school 2 day, wear everything backwards and our schedules were backwards 2. nice little change. didn't have camron's lunch, kinda wierd, no1 2 fight w/

i'm torturing connie w/ the story. hehe itz sooo funny. don't wry con, still love u!!! ASSIST!!!

legovanan
answering i think it was jojo's question on the tagboard, Josh Groban is an AWESOMe singer, but most of u have NEVER heard of him (shame shame) bcuz he's not "R&b, rap, hip-hop, or pop" great singer tho.

bunch of ppl come over last nite, including Kathleen, Lauren, Erin, Alex, Phillip, May, and Justine. we had a pillow fight, which included Alex trying 2 kill me.

LAKERS PLAYING SPURS IN LIKE 2 HRS!!!!! MUST WATCH!!!! LAKERS GONNA GET THEIR @$$es WHUPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and rite now, the KINGS VS. ROCKETS!!!!!!!!!!! my dad wants Rockets, i want Kings

legovanan
awesome song, in Josh Groban's newest CD, which I MUST HAVE!!! i'll probably go buy it w/ Isaac's gift card soon. itz caleld "Remember when it rained." itz rather sad, kinda haunting, and poetic.

Josh Groban
Remember When It Rained

Wash away the thoughts inside
That keep my mind away from you.
No more love and no more pride
And thoughts are all I have to do.

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
Felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the darkness I remain.

Tears of hope run down my skin.
Tears for you that will not dry.
They magnify the one within
And let the outside slowly die.

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
I felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the water I remain
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down

legovanan
just got home from the last dance of the yr!!!!! well until the 8th grade promotion party!!! it was soooooooo much fun!!!!! they played some weird songs, like "barbie girl" but they had Shake Ya Tailfeather, Right Thurr, and of course........ "YEAH!!!!!!!" (ASHLEY!!!!!!!!)
there were 3 slow dances. i danced w/ Ryan 4 half of 1. TRAITOR!!!!!! he left me!!!!!!1 i think that was "I Miss You" by Aaliyah

next slow song: "With You" by Jessica Simpson. JARED!!!!! JARED ANDREA!!! he's a kid in debate, cute boy. he absolutely HATED the song, the only song he wanted 2 hear was "My Band" by Eminem, but he danced w/ me. cute guy.

last slow song, couldn't find ne1, so i actually FOUND a guy TALLER than me; it was a HARD search, but finally, i got COOPER (WHY?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!! EWWW!!!!!!) i dunno, it wasn't THAT bad. mandy, please don't kill me.

mandy and roshi were sooooooooooooo cute 2gether.

ASHLEY GOT HER FREAK ON!!!!!!!!!!! WITH ANDRES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she slow danced TWICE W/ him, and once w/ Camron.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!