legovanan
i'm gonna CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIVERPOOL LOST IN THE CARLING CUP FINAL AGAINST CHELSEA!!!!1 and they SHOULD NOT HAVE!!!!!! they were PERFECT!!!!! Carra, Stevie, Didi Hamann, Milan Baros, etc!! they scored early on, and were winning 1-0 all the way, until the bloody 79th minute, when Steven Gerrard, the BEST midfielder in Europe (and not just my opinion there. i have people to back me up here) one of my favorite players, HEADS IT INTO HIS OWN BLOODY NET!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that equalized, so it was sent into extra time, during which STUPID STUPID STUPID CHELSEA scored two goals. Nunez tried saving the game with a goal after their goal that made it 3-1, but it was too late!!!!!!!!! 3-2!!! WHEN LIVERPOOL WOULD HAVE WON 1-0!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!1 depressed for the rest of the week. hopefully they win against Bayer Leverkusen in Champions, and then make final four in Premiership! BEAT NEWCASTLE!!! i still love Gerrard though.. and Carra played soooo well!!!!! ::sigh:: i miss Michael Owen... it was so good when he was wearing red. Him, Gerrard, and Carragher--they were PERFECT.

legovanan
well... the image is STILL not showing the exact way i want it to, but at least it's showing. I've the past hour+ trying to make this blog pretty like it is (hopefully). A little more work is needed, or trying to figure out what i'm doing wrong (if anyone has any tippers, please tell me!) but I'm rather proud of myself for actually being able to read code!!
but i hope you like it, cuz i love this layout, and i got a new chatter!

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legovanan
OMG!!! I AM NEVER SPEAKING TO ALEXANDER MATTHEW DORR EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he has profoundly insulted me using profane language.
It was really funny at lunch though; he was trying to sit between me and Vivian, and because he couldn't fit, he kept trying to get me to scoot over. The first time he elbowed me over, i pushed him back, and he lost his balance. He didn't learn his lesson, again he pushed, I pushed, he fell backwards onto the backpacks.. It was sooooooooooooo funny!!!!!!!! He kept trying to get me back, and he jinxed me (so HA it is your fault Matthew) When I was getting up as the bell rang, I fell over (for no apparent reason, so therefore I'm inferring that he used his telepathic powers to make me fall) No not telepathy, telekinesis, there we go. I MUST GET THAT STRAIGHT!!! alright, i got it, kinesis=movement, so therefore telekinesis=mind movement; moving things with your mind. Got it!
And then he kept hitting me with the soda bottle after school, and stupid Royston was even worse. I have mud all over my jeans from bloody Michael. I was looking at Matthew's cell phone, and I had it in my hand the ENTIRE TWENTY MINUTES. He didn't ask for it back; didn't even look at it. When we were getting on the bus, I was like, "O yea!! Matthew!" and i handed him his phone. It took him about 10 seconds to get it, and then his initial reaction, "You b*tch!" That boy got slapped good and hard. He's like, "NO WAIT! I WAS KIDDING!! I didn't mean it!" YEA RIGHT!!!!! INSULT ME MATTHEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yes, i am officially not on speaking terms with him.

Watch, I'll be perfectly good friends with him again in the morning... ::sigh:: I need to learn how to hold a grudge.

legovanan
OMG!!!!!!!!! A MIRACLE HAS OCCURRED!!! HANNA INSULTED PIPPIN!!!!!!!! this forever goes down in memory:

DSluvr4evr7: who's barret bonden?!?!
DSluvr4evr7: i'm confused
Willturner1327: the helmsman
Willturner1327: the REALLY REALLY REALLY SEXY ONE
CaptainJack1326: NO
CaptainJack1326: ya know isilme BILLY
CaptainJack1326: boyd?
Willturner1327: yes yes he is
DSluvr4evr7: O HIM
DSluvr4evr7: of course
CaptainJack1326: the SCOTTISH one?
DSluvr4evr7: i know billy
CaptainJack1326: hes icky
CaptainJack1326: jack is betetr
DSluvr4evr7: i can't see him as anything but Pip
CaptainJack1326: *better
DSluvr4evr7: U SAID BILLY BOYD WAS ICKY?!
DSluvr4evr7: GASP
CaptainJack1326: and has a cool belt *smiles*
DSluvr4evr7: OMG
DSluvr4evr7: it's a MIRACLE!!!

legovanan
ah.. i don't think i'll ever tire of the Lord of the Rings. I had so much fun watching the Appendices of Return of the King today. I watched Cameras in Middle-Earth. I LOVE IT!! Billy, Dom, Elijah, Sean, Viggo, Orlando, Pete--they're all hilarious. The part where Viggo kisses Billy; i couldn't believe it, but after the shock had worn away, it was so funny. Billy's like, "I saw stars! I think I fell in love, just for a moment, and then I felt a bit sick." (all in his wonderful Scottish accent) Dom wouldn't stop laughing, and then Billy's like, "I think. I'm not sure, I think I felt tongue!" Sean Astin practically stopped filming, and was like, "Did you see what they did? Viggo opened his mouth!" Viggo says, "No! He did!"
Then I love how Elijah, with his eyes that are the biggest, bluest eyes ever, and he can't see two feet in front of him. Right on Lij! I can't see anything either!
It was soooooooooo sad... the farewells. I started crying with Pete Jackson and Elijah. ::tears:: i'm so pathetic.
Then I watched the segment on JRR Tolkien; ::bows:: Whoever created him, thank you for giving us this genius.

legovanan
I haven't been posting on here lately. There just doesn't seem to be anything to say. It's all so mundane, and here I am sounding my old tune again. I don't know. I'm enjoying the sleep though. And I talked to Amanda and Whitney today over the phone, something I haven't done in ages, and should do more often again.

Elsa--be proud of me!! I actually watched "Master and Commander" last night, just for you! It was on CineMax, and I was like, "ALright FINE. I'll watch it and see what Elsa's blabbing about." Lucky Jack Aubrey eh? I liked the doctor a bit more. I love the music of the film; ::sighs:: violin... And i LOVED the little blonde boy.. what's his name; the one who had his arm cut off. poor guy.

Anyway, I should work harder on piano. I think I've been slacking lately. My teacher gave me the evil, hard Rachmaninoff song nicknamed the "guy song" because usually only guys can play it. ::sigh: I tried it; it hurts and it's confusing. Then I have that new Brahms song. I love Brahms' choral arrangements, so hopefully I'll like his piano works as well. Then there's still the million Chopin, and yea... I should get back to Mozart.

legovanan
ahh.. very good movie weekend. Rented Girl With A Pearl Earring Friday night. Good movie, with an awesome soundtrack. Scarlett Johansen kinda bugged me a bit. Overall, good story that was just a bit too slow-paced, but otherwise good. People in that movie were too white, and I don't mean that in any racial way. It was just that their skin was sooooo white that it was scary. Especially Griet & Pieter.

WATCHED THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was sooo awesome. It's not showing in any of the local theaters anymore, so I had to go check for the closest one, and it was in Pomona, in this totally ghetto neighborhood that was 99.999% populated by Mexicans. My mom was driving the good car and she didn't want to leave it parked there cuz it was scary. There was practically NO ONE in the theater. THis one really fat guy behind us, so we basically had a private showing. It was so awesome. I was singing and crying. ARGH my mom couldn't understand anything once they started singing, so she missed out on 85% of the movie. Every time it was like, "What are they saying? Translate!!! She's singing too high" i'm like, "MOM!!! HE's SAYING THAT HE LOVES HER!!!! IT'S NOT THAT HARD!!!" and then when Erik goes, "From now on it'll be war upon you both." She's like, "WAIT?!?! CHRISTINE TOO?!?! WHAT?!?! WHY?!?! i'm CONFUSED!!" i'm like, "MOTHER!!! SHUT UP!!!!" in nicer, more respectful terms of course.
I cried, AGAIN. I was sobbing when the little monkey played and Erik sang, "Masquerade, paper faces on parade. Masquerade, hide your face so the world will never find you..." and then he goes and smashes the mirrors... ::sigh:: cries::
I noticed many more things, such that Erik was playing with the monkey when he was young and the "Devil's Child", and a bunch of other things. When he sang, "Music of the Night", I seriously felt my spirit start to soar!!!! ::Sigh:: me and Elsa are too obsessed with too many things.
OMG do u know what my mom's initial reaction to Erik was, "How does he eat?!?!" I'm like, "MOTHER!! MUST YOU ALWAYS BE SO ECONOMICAL?!?!?" ::sigh:: unromantic people these days. And when we walked out of the theater, me wiping away my tears as I go into the night air, she goes, "Wouldn't it just be okay if he got plastic surgery?" GAH!!!!!!!! I WAS ABOUT TO HURT SOMETHING. i was like, "that's not the point!! The point is that society discriminates him because of his distorted face, which causes him to become the distorted person he is. All he wanted was love and acceptance, and because he was denied that, a great genius such as he was driven to madness. ARgh I put it in such beautiful literary terms in the car last night when I was all emotional about that. When we got home, she made me sing/play the soundtrack for her, and basically translate every song. ::sigh:: never watch a musical with my mother. she liked it though, but she insists that I'm crazy and am gonna get myself killed one day because I always fall for the bad guy, cuz someone's always gonna play the sympathy card. ::sigh:: ah well, gotta die someday.
school tomorrow...

legovanan
IT'S FRIDAY!!!!! ES VIERNES!!!! anyway, choir concert last night was fun! I screwed up on "To Where You Are", but I think I improvised successfully. "If I Never Knew You" was so cute; Annabelle and Andy were so cute, and I didn't screw up! They were both so nervous.. I wanted to sing; so jealous! I really wanna join choir, but unless I give up sports next year, I can't do it until at least junior year. I'm definitely going to do it at least for one year.
Bila was the most awesome, singing "Think Of Me". She did the end notes so well! So proud of her! Yohan sang "The Water is Wide" and I practically cried. Tis a Scottish song, MY favorite song, and I sang it in Ireland, and it brought back soo many memories.. some of which I would not like to disclose.. hehe. Mr. Knowles and argh.. I can't spell her name, but she's supposedly the "star" sang "the Phantom of the Opera". she did the last part with the high notes really well, after kinda mumbling the first part with Christine. Her solo at the end "Trees on the Mountain" was really beautiful; she enchanted the audience. You couldn't take your eyes off of her, and the song was just beautiful.
Now I find out that Jay went last night, without telling me! I see him, and he's like, "O. Good job at the concert yesterday." My mouth falls open, "You were there??!"
"yea.."
"WHY?!?!" I demand.
"I went with my friend Kim."
"Who's Kim?"
"Your page turner!"
"O HER!!!" (yes I had a page turner, and what was sad was that when we went up, people were like, 'Go Andy! Go Annabelle!' and then a bunch of people screamed, 'Go page turner!' I was like, "WHAT ABOUT THE PIANO PLAYER?!?!!") I told Jay that, and he's like, "I was going to wave or yell something, but I was afraid that I'd mess you up. Like ::plays on invisible piano:: I wave, and you just stop out of shock."
yea... It'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got an A on our first bio test, and I'm listening to West Side Story music while writing a story. While reading "Lord of the Flies" in class, as we are now, I was suddenly inspired by Jack's character to write a vignette about Curufin, which is odd.. argh my fingers are itching to add "we" after his name: CurufinWE, there we go. That feels better. Yes.. it should be done by tonight hopefully.
namarie!

legovanan
"All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you."

Great words Gandalf, and though I respect you as the greatest of the Istari, and the only to hold true to his purpose, what if you cannot decide? What if your life seems played out for you? You do not have a choice; you have to do things every day, at a routine, that seem without a purpose. You have to wake up every morning, which is a battle, for there seems no reason to; nothing to drive you. You go to school or work, and you go through these routines and rituals, making small talk with insignificant people who know nothing about you, and don't even try to, and you immerse yourself in work, trying to make yourself forget all these shadowy doubts lurking in your mind, but while you are working, you wonder, "What am I working for? What am I slaving away my youth for?"

ARGH!!!!!!!! I CAN NEVER FINISH A POST IN PEACE!!! well this half of rant is dedicated to Elsa... hope she feels better, and I shall rant about it some other day!

legovanan
i'm trying to find a new layout. I looked through about 300, but found none appealing. I think I'm gonna go back to the Elven Legolas one from a long time ago. remember that? Only connie does probably. I'm also gonna fix this ridiculous chatter of mine, as well as the archives. I found 3 Phantom of the Opera layouts, but I didn't like them too much. Elsa you would though; I think their better than the one you have right now.
Must practice for choir concert on Thursday.

legovanan
i'm trying to find a new layout. I looked through about 300, but found none appealing. I think I'm gonna go back to the Elven Legolas one from a long time ago. remember that? Only connie does probably. I'm also gonna fix this ridiculous chatter of mine, as well as the archives. I found 3 Phantom of the Opera layouts, but I didn't like them too much. Elsa you would though; I think their better than the one you have right now.
Must practice for choir concert on Thursday.

legovanan
i'm trying to find a new layout. I looked through about 300, but found none appealing. I think I'm gonna go back to the Elven Legolas one from a long time ago. remember that? Only connie does probably. I'm also gonna fix this ridiculous chatter of mine, as well as the archives. I found 3 Phantom of the Opera layouts, but I didn't like them too much. Elsa you would though; I think their better than the one you have right now.
Must practice for choir concert on Thursday.

legovanan
alright in response to Elsa's beautiful little paragraph about me and my blog:
First of all, I do NOT write too much on here. I just merely have too much to always ramble about. FARAMIR IS NOT IN LOVE WITH EOWYN!!!!!!!!!! it's MELLON NIN!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU FORGET?!!! but yes, our writing styles are VERY different... let's try to classify them: yours is always witty and dramatic, while mine is pensive, rather melancholy, and also dramatic... hmm.. classify them elsa!

lalala... doing my 100 math problem hw. argh Mr. Koci; I actually like him as a teacher, and I respect him, but sometimes, it's just a bit annoying. Ah well, at least he doesn't put you to sleep with a monotone like Mrs. Rasch does, though she's really nice. I wonder how Rod is; Michael and Camron seem to love him.

missed the bus today.. argh it was so gay; went to Kathleen's polo game though! I finally understand water polo a little bit!! I was surrounded by cheering, screaming La Habra parents though, and wearing a Troy basketball shirt, cheering for Kathleen, it was kinda odd; i thought they would jump me.