Tuesday, May 31, 2005

legovanan
going to bed with a poem stuck in my head

Stephen kissed me in the spring
Robin in the fall
But Colin only looked at me
And never kissed at all.

Stephen's kiss was lost in jest
Robin's lost in play
But the kiss in Colin's eyes
Haunts me night and day.

I LOVE THAT POEM.. kissed by Stephen eh? heheh

Monday, May 30, 2005

legovanan
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVIE G!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well by California time. I know it's 8 in Liverpool. You are now TEN years older than me. Damn you! you know you want to get like 5 years younger. Go back to the Academy!! Melwood is a beautiful place.. Wait, you were already on LFC first squad at 20. NEVER MIND! but STILL! go back six years!! you'll still be on the first squad w/ Michael! Remember when life was good? Didi, Michael, Jamie, and Stevie?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

legovanan
Prom was fun. I will give full synopsis when I feel like it.
Andy's pics on his digital.
Our pictures, like paid pictures were soooooo PRETTY! i can't wait till i get them and matthew faints in jealousy. hehehe. I looked half white in most of them. It was weird.

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/en_hwei/album?.dir=/541d&.src=ph

O and to the air hockey comment, IT WAS SEVEN THREE ANDY!!!! I WON! DON'T BE A SORE LOSER!

Friday, May 27, 2005

legovanan
Got this from Andy
Have you ever:
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked a joint
(x) danced in public just for fun (ehehe when Liverpool win. I FEEL PRETTY!)
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been called to the principal/vice principal's office (it was for an AWARD, before any of you get ideas. AND i was ASB Secretary, so I went in to argue w/ the principal many times, respectfully, ehhe)
(x) been in love (well... i'll check it for now. if not, i'll just say it was Stevie Gerrard)
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (argh, so many. GERRARD IS NOT ONE OF THEM. HE LOVES ME)
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend (i love you! i swear i do!)
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) been to Europe (the most glorious time of my life.. i cry just thinking about it, as you all know)
( ) skipped school (ME? ELAINE?)
( ) seen someone die (nope and don't want to
( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
(x) been to Canada (Toronto.. it was so nice. We stayed with my semi-cousin in a small town.. It was like Cheshire without the hot guys! hehehe)
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane (yup.. china. New York, MN, and... HEATHROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) lived in Canada
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding (I went skiing before...)
( ) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers (try being a girl for a month.. Advil, only once, and that was because we had a huge basketball tournament up, and i was DYING. DAMN CRAMPS)
(x) love someone or miss someone right now (sigh..)
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (so fun, and beautiful)
( ) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party (hehehe Kathleen remember your tea set??)
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle (well it didn't really LOOK like a castle, but BLAH)
(x) gone puddle jumping (SO FUN, and Camron pushes me into puddles all the time)
(x) played dress up (Kathleen.. remember EVERY time we slept over?)
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves (something I should do)
( ) gone sledding
( ) cheated while playing a game (ME? CHEAT? GASP! Matthew--today does NOT count!)
(x) been lonely (i cry.. nostalgic is a more appropriate word)
(x) fallen asleep at work/school (ONCE in bio. i couldn't HELP IT. YOU listen to Mr. J)
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set (my favorite thing)
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake (ME AND SNAKES DO NOT GET ALONG. YOU HAVE A SNAKE GO INTO YOUR MOUTH AND SEE HOW YOU FEEL AFTERWARDS)
( ) slept beneath the stars (i will one day... the stars over Liverpool)
(x) been tickled (OMG LEAVE MY FAT ALONE!!! THEY DOn'T STOP)
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat (OLIVIA--IRELAND)
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces (i actually loved them)
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (i must have.. i'm elaine)
(x) had deja vu (had deja vu)
( ) danced in the moonlight (that sounds so romantic. i can just see stevie g... *sighs dreamily* and i actually DID sigh that time)
( ) hated the way you look (disliked, not hated)
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes (have you SEEN my binder?)
( ) squished barefoot through the mud (it's actually kinda fun, after you get used to it)
(x) been lost (many ways.. then KATHLEEN gets us lost in HOME DEPOT)
(x) been to the opposite side of the country (new york and nj)
(x) swam in the ocean (i love it)
(x) felt like dying (um.. after basketball practice?)
(x) cried yourself to sleep (*sigh*)
(x) played cops and robbers (OMG!! FIRST GRADE! THAT WAS SOOOOO MUCH FUN! THOSE STUPID BOYS MADE ME THE COP EVERY TIME)
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (working on birthday present, so yea)
(x) sung karaoke (hehee. do you think i can resist at those azn parties?)
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (hahaha me and my dad do that at costco almost every time. all pennies too!)
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls when you were younger (girls sleepover)
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (i have a tendency for that)
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue (never seen real snow)
(x) danced in the rain (i LOVE doing that)
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus (haha me and Kathleen used to do that every year)
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe (I don't think I've ever been in a room where there's a mistletoe before...)
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about (um.. that one time we took my mom to the airport? in the car with my dad?)
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey (WTF?)
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in public
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower (Hell yes! Every time! Today it was a combination of Somewhere and YOu'll Never walk Alone)
(x) have a little black dress (i was 8)
(x) had a dream that you married someone (HEH HEH HEH. i have MANY dreams like that.. i don't think we've actually married yet... wait, there was that one time, but that was Faramir. Lately... it's that one skipper who's most recently held the CL Cup! hehehe! take a WILD GUESS)
(x) glued your hand to something (HEHEHEH)
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes (um.. i was/kinda still am a tomboy, and i used to wear my daddy's HUGE shirts to sleep. i was six)
( ) been a cheerleader
( ) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs (hehehee. I FEEL PRETTY!! AND YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!)
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel (didn't go too well is all i can say)
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night (kathleen and i stayed up till 6 AM. our record)
( ) didn't take a shower for a week (ew no)
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree (couldn't get down)
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies (always)
(x) believe in ghosts (not ghosts, but people who pop out of the closet)
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(x) played ding-dong-ditch (really bad at it. i TRIPPED last time)
( ) played chicken
(x) wanted to scream at the top of the lungs because you were so frustrated
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger (um.. never mind)
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused (ehehehhe)
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly (STUPID LEPIDOPTERA!!!!!!)
(x) just wish he'd talk to you
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test (ME??? ELAINE??)
( ) have a Britney Spears CD (two)
(x) forgotten someone's name (hey... you!)
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair (horribly. it's HARD)
( ) grown a beard
( ) belong to the KKK
(x) rule at life (sometimes)

legovanan
Sigh. Elsa. is. going. to. DIE. a. VERY. PAINFUL. DEATH.

ILUVATAR--BY ALL THE POWERS IN YOU, SMITE DOWN THIS BLASPHEMOUS HERETIC. HER EXISTENCE INSULTS THOU, and the FORCE! AND EVERYTHING ELSE HOLY TO THE ISILME.

LIGHTSABERS, you know those things the Jedi and Sith fight with are NOW:
GLOW STICKS OF DOOM

and she wants a BLUE one, with ABSOLUTELY NO knowledge of the significance of the colors, or the skill, patience, and intricate process of MAKING A LIGHTSABER. she doesn't even know what PLANET the crystals are in! I don't think she knew they're crystal!

And SHE just got back from FRANCE and ITALY, which makes her top the hit list. Here's what she said:
Elsa: I MISS PARIS! *CRIES*
Elaine: I MISS LIVERPOOL!!!!
Elaine: I WILL ALWAYS MISS LIVERPOOL
Elsa: lol
Elsa: i knew that was comin
Elaine: ehehehe
Elaine: of course
Elsa: i miss my opera house...it was so beautiful...
Elaine: i miss my anfield... it was so perfect...

Prom tomorrow! I gotta fix those stinkin pictures so more people can see them!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

legovanan
Studying for bio right now. Too many phyla!! AHH!!! Chitin, Chiton, ARGH! Then I have history and spanish too.

images to cheer everyone up! except matthew.. hehee I'll kill if you can't see these

What amazes me about this picture is how many people I've never seen before celebrating as part of the squad. There's Anthony Le Tallec with a ridiculous hat, there's NEIL MELLOR. hehehe Matthew. And then there's Riise, Carra, Luis, and STEVIE!! and all the usual lads



And last, but DEFINITELY not least: My love. My skipper. My scouser! Holding that cup.. our dreams come true

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

legovanan
I AM: longing. Longing to be at Merseyside, especially now that the TROPHY'S COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!! IN STEVIE G'S ARMS!!!!!! I am also passionate. If you don't live your life with passion, what's the point?
I HAVE: a hard time letting go
I WANT: to live in England and go to one Merseyside derby at Anfield, with Steven Gerrard as the captain of Liverpool.
I WISH: I could be sitting by the Mersey, or at Anfield! Drunk in the pubs with the rest of the scousers! jkjk.
I HATE: Everton. Ehehehhe. Tim Cahill is an exception. Um.. I dislike with a passion, jumproping, certain people who copy off my FOP programs, and superficial people. And Duncan Ferguson! ARGH!
I MISS: England. Fair isle... words cannot describe my affection for thee
I FEAR: Never seeing Stevie Gerrard in real life! hehehe no.. well I do fear that. I fear snakes, not being loved, failure, and, I will now quote the person I can relate to the most: Greatest fear, in a world where even stars can die, is that being the best will never be good enough.
I HEAR: YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE! and the raucous chanting and screaming of drunken Liverpudlians!
I SEARCH: for the meaning of life, and if I do have a destiny. I sound so cheesy.
I WONDER: How can you not love Liverpool FC? we have the best players, the best fans (me) hehehe, the best city, the best river, the best manager, etc. I mean, how can you not love Stevie G and John Arne Riise?
I REGRET: not chaining myself to a tree in London. That, and many other things in life.
I LOVE: Steven Gerrard and LFC!!! And JRR Tolkien, and Anakin (THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN AND ANAKIN) and Matthew.
I CARE: about too many things. People don't think it's possible to do so, but as Shmi Skywalker said, "Hearts have infinite room, my son." I care about LFC, about Tolkien, and about what other people are feeling; if they are happy, and what I can do to make them happy.
I ALWAYS: dream. Dream of a far green country under a swift sunrise. Otherwise known as England.. hehehe. And I sing, and i write, and: talk! ehhee
I AM NOT: Quiet. You only have so many days to say what you think. use them! When you think of the words, it'll be too late!
I DANCE: well, define "dance", but when Liverpool wins i sing and dance to "I feel Pretty"
I SING: too much. "You'll Never Walk ALone" won't leave my head. I was in the car singing that to myself, and tears started welling up. I was so overjoyed. I couldn't believe it.
I CRY: many times. I cried this morning in 0 over the movie Gallipoli. I cried in 6th today when Liverpool won.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: contain myself. I can get a little over the top. I also cannot turn down an argument, as Matthew has noticed.
I FIGHT: for what i believe in, and I fight vehemently. Better to die on your feet than live on your knees.
I WRITE: writing is my life
I LOST: my heart when I saw Steven Gerrard. JKJKJK!!!!!!!! SO KIDDING! Don't hurt me Matthew! I actually didn't like him THAT much when I first saw him. That statement would be true if it were: when i saw Michael Owen. jkjk. um... what have i lost? My watch in Hawaii? O. I got it.
I lost my heart when I left England.
I CONFUSE: most everyone. Elsa: I take offense to that! I'm not on your level?
I LISTEN: surprisingly well. I'm everyone's shrink. It's amazing. I'm the world's biggest blabbermouth, but I don't tell other people's secrets.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: debating with camron, dreaming of Merseyside, writing, singing, talking to Matthew, or being hyper.
I NEED: to be in England.
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: WE WON THE CUP!!! AH!!! WE ARE THE BEST TEAM IN EUROPE!
I SHOULD: Accept change.

legovanan
WE WON!!!!!!!!! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEVER LOSE FAITH IN YOUR TEAM! NOT IF THEY ARE DOWN 3-0 AT HALFTIME AGAINST ONE OF THE BEST TEAMS IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!! KINGS OF EUROPE AGAIN!!!!!! WE GET TO KEEP IT THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So we're down 3-0 at halftime, and Elaine can't bear to look any more, as they scored their first goal FIFTY SECONDS into match!!
BUT THEN! In the second half, we score THREE GOALS IN SIX MINUTES! Stevie Gerrard, our skipper, our scouser, our inspiration, started in! Then comes Vladimir Smicer, farewell old friend, you are a hero to the end! And then Xabi Alonso tied it!!

TIME FOR PENALTIES!!!!!!!!
Matthew--we MADE THEM!! the only person who missed was RIISE!!!
AC MILAN MISSED THEIR FIRST TWO!!!!!!! We made the first two, then Riise missed, and then they missed again, and WE WON 3-2!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CELEBRATE ON MERSEYSIDE! I WISH I COULD BE THERE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!! YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!!! YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, May 23, 2005

legovanan
Damn it. Why is it that some people just can't seem to keep their freakin hands and eyes off other people's stuff? "OO! I'VE NEVER READ YOUR DIARY BEFORE. LET ME SEE SINCE YOUR BACK IS TURNED." God damn it. I hate it when my mom does that. Shit.

She comes into the freakin house that's not even hers, and she grabs everything she sees, "What's this?" Then when someone screams at her, "PUT THAT DOWN!!!!" She's like, "What? What's wrong with me looking?" IT'S MINE DAMN IT. I DON'T WANT YOU TO F***ING READ IT. EVER HEARD OF THE WORDS: PERSONAL SPACE???? It's really sad when people have to hide their own stuff in their own freakin house, afraid that someone's gonna come in and read it. Someone who doesn't even live here, who still thinks she freakin does.

Damn it. ARGH. "Why do you like your dad more?" "WELL MAYBE BECAUSE HE DOESN'T EVER PRY INTO MY STUFF. NOT EVEN WHEN HE HAS PERMISSION. MAYBE HE UNDERSTANDS THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE THEIR PERSONAL SPACE."

Saturday, May 21, 2005

legovanan
I will ramble and criticize (and trust me, there's a LONG LONG list of deductions) about Star Wars Ep III.
But i just found a picture of Hayden Christensen as a 16 year old. Damn... Why can't guys that look like that go to our school?! no offense Matthew!! I like him better now though. More depth.. Those eyes of his...




Kristina, Jen: HE'S MINE!!!!!

Thursday, May 19, 2005

legovanan
Alright so I haven't seen the movie yet, but that doesn't prevent me from rambling about it! I just read a very interesting article about Star Wars on CNN
nice article

So this article was analyzing the nature vs. nurture argument for Anakin and Luke. How could the father turned evil, while the son is good and pure? It boils down to two aspects: ambition and attachment. I'd be the most evil Sith lord in the universe if Lucas ran the real thing.

Anakin believed that he was the Chosen One. He knew he was better than all the other Jedi, or at least could have been. However, it was his arrogance that held him back, not the Jedi Council, like he believed. His problem was that he could not save everyone, like I've already said. He couldn't save his mom. He doesn't think he can save Padme, and I won't ruin the movie and say if he didn't or not. He sees people dying everywhere he goes, and he doesn't understand why he doesn't have the power to stop them from doing so.

Now to the attachment part. Because he is attached to Padme, his mom, and other people, he cannot love them, yet let them go. Attachment, as he himself said, is forbidden. Jedi are encouraged to love though, and you can watch Episode II for Anakin's spiel on that, while his eyes are the most mesmerizing thing in the universe in that scene, if I might add.

So yea... I'd make a horrid Jedi. If I was Force sensitive, and other than the balance issue, I would be, I'd be a Sith lord most likely. I could never adhere to those Jedi rules. What? I can't be attached to Stevie G? What do you mean not talk to Matthew? AHHH! and ultimately: WHAT?!?! THE UNIVERSE DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND ME?!?! YOU LIE YODA!! YOU LIE!!!!!!! AROUND ME, THE UNIVERSE DOES REVOLVE!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

legovanan
SO SORE!! Or I'm going to be SO SORE tomorrow. OWWW PRACTICE HURT SOOOOOO BADLY TODAY. Sprints: once up and down the court, then three times, then five times (this is non stop), then three, and then one. Then the same thing for the free throw line. AHHH!!!
100 layups on either side. AHHH. What else was there? the one-on-one was a lot of fun. i was DYING. DYING!! Connie I wish you were there to die with me!

Poetry cafe tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

legovanan
Picture Elsa sent me because there's a guy wearing a Gerrard jersey that she JUST realized! I love it for that and because it's of Stratford-on-Avon, if you dunderheads don't know: the birthplace of Shakespeare. A cute, cultured little town with good ice cream and expensive pretty souvenirs. I have a million pictures of it, but I don't have a scanner unfortunately so I rely upon Elsa and her not so selective phototaking. DON'T HURT ME.

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legovanan
Stressed and sore..
Sore because of basketball yesterday. I'm so pathetic. We have practice AGAIN tomorrow. I'm going to DIE, and this time I think I have to stay the entire time. Well I don't HAVE to, but Coach won't be happy with me.

Anyway, really stressed. Sometimes I can't STAND group projects, ESPECIALLY when they're assigned groups. I mean, I'm going to end up doing all the work anyway, so waht's the point with sticking me with people I can't STAND? I mean, it'll only hinder my productivity. I'm explicating poetry right now, a GROUP project. I just finished typing up Spanish dialogue, which was ALSO a group project. Kim's really mad at me because I picked Ashley over her for the FOP project. Argh. The only reason they wanna work with me is because they know I can program and they don't have to do anything. That's why most people ever fight over working with me. I'm going to do the work anyway, so I'd rather do it with someone I like, and can talk to, and can entertain me while I'm slaving away. SIGH.

Procrastination is NOT for me. Nor am I technically procrastinating, but it feels like it to my standards. Just a bit overwhelmed right now.

To-do list: (due date)
Wuthering Heights ORP (Monday)
History EC (next week)
Star Wars
Buy conditioner
Order Aselin Debison CD
Buy Phantom of the Opera
Buy lead from Staples
Study for math, and understand it (friday)
Buy chips (Thursday)
Read bio
Write
SUPPORT LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!! (Wednesday, May 25)
Buy a prom dress (before May 28)
Finish Connie's present
Make Olivia's present (May 28)
Practice basketball (NOOO)

And other stuff I can't remember. *INHALES* I'm okay. I swear I'm okay. GAH. Back to math and poetry.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

legovanan
I love this song. It's by Aselin Debison, who's CD i need to get. I heard of her years ago, but I just started listening. 12 year old British girl who sings Celtic songs. Pretty, but immature voice. What can you expect from a 12 year old?
Wish I could whistle down the Northern Lights
And send them dancing all across the night
Maybe then when all the sky was blazing
Maybe then I'd feel you somewhere
gazing at a star,
And you could feel me too
as I say goodbye to you

It breaks my heart in two, to say goodbye to you
Wish time could turn us back to yesterday
The gods above would look the other way
Maybe then we still could laugh together
Maybe then it could be spring forever and a day
But I must face the truth and say goodbye to you
It breaks my heart in two, to say goodbye to you

Wish I could whistle down the Northern Lights
And send them dancing all across the night
Maybe then in my memories for saving
One last time you're on the hill waving from afar
One last glance or two and I'll say goodbye to you
It breaks my heart in two, to say goodbye to you

Thursday, May 12, 2005

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legovanan
Fun conversation last night! Me and Ashley

Elaine: OMG matthew is "questioning elaines grammar, god help me"
Elaine: he DARES
Elaine: he's giving me grammar rules
Elaine: what have i DONE to him?
Elaine: i didn't provoke him i swear!
Ashley: idno
Ashley: his team lost?
Elaine: hahah we were talking about camron's team
Elaine: o GREAT
Ashley: lol
Elaine: he says, "FORGET YOU! I WIN!"
Ashley: so camron likes another team besides the one u guys like?
Elaine: he's starting to sound like camron
Elaine: YES
Elaine: CAMRON LOVES MAN UTD
Elaine: BANDWAGON fan
Ashley: lol
Elaine: JUST because they're the oldest and most "prestigious" team and EVERYONE likes Man Utd
Ashley: don't go to the dark side matthew
Ashley: don't
Ashley: this is like star wars
Ashley: camron is the evil sith
Elaine: OMFG!!! HE'S LIKE TELLING ME ABOUT INDEPENDENT CLAUSES AND FRAGMANTS!
Ashley: amd dorr is anakin
Elaine: anakin and i are like... ONE
Ashley: ur padme
Elaine: not like that
Elaine: but like.. the way i can relate to him
Ashley: and i'm obi one
Ashley: nono
Ashley: i'm yoda
Elaine: obi-wan
Elaine: WAN
Elaine: woman WAN
Ashley: sorry
Elaine: what have i done to him?!?!
Elaine: ASHLEY WHAT HAVE I DONE?!
Elaine: he called me "a grammar nazi" last week
Elaine: well now i'm grammar Hitler and he's the SS
Ashley: he's gone to the dark side w/ camron
Ashley: camron "seduced" him
Elaine: EW NO
Elaine: but as padme said, "Obi-Wan, there is still good in him. I know there is."
Elaine: wait.. so what did you say when we were getting of the bus today?
Elaine: "you know how last year we said.."
Ashley: o camron , izzy, roshi and me were like we need to go on a mission to find elaine the perfect boy
Ashley: and we listed all these qualitites he had to fulfill
Elaine: such as
Ashley: something to pass the time
Ashley: lol
Elaine: which is
Ashley: had to at some respect like lotr
Elaine: ahaahhaha true
Ashley: wasn't an a-hole like camron(shh camron doesn't know that part)
Elaine: ahahaahaa
Ashley: could keep up a decent convo w/ u
Elaine: that's the key there
Elaine: but yea
Ashley: accepted ur mood swings as they came
Ashley: had to be foreign
Ashley: idno i can't quite remeber everything
Elaine: hahaha had to be foreign
Elaine: why foreign?!
Ashley: u know british
Ashley: aussie
Elaine: hahha.. don't like aussies as much, but sure.
Elaine: russian
Ashley: cuz u like the way those guys look
Elaine: haahhah hell yea
Elaine: :-*
Ashley: yeah
Ashley: i won't tell dorr
Elaine: roshi's like, "damn"
Elaine: hahahha
Elaine: good

yea.. these long convos are really entertaining, and years from now they're good "time capsules"

legovanan
Having England withdrawal, so I sent out a desperate appeal to all my England friends, and asked them for pics! Elsa's answered the call valiantly!

This is a pic I found on the internet though. Breathtaking sunset on the Mersey..
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Imagine sitting there, watching that, with your "significant other".
Or you can sit there and watch it with Stevie Gerrard. JK MATTHEW JK!

And then there's this WONDERFUL collage Elsa made. So many memories! This was on our last day, sitting in front of the hotel waiting for the coach to come to take us to that damned place.. Heathrow I mean.

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

legovanan

Before I start laughing:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FELIZ CUMPLEANOS!!!! VALIN NOSTA!
BON ANNIVERSAIRE!!!!!! S dnem rozhdeniya!!!!

Anyway:
HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
BAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PUAHAHAHAAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*falls out of chair*
*clutches stomach*
*shaking compulsively from laughter*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

WHAT KIND IF A TEAM, A "CHAMPIONS LEAGUE" TEAM LOSES 7-0?!?!?!?!!?! AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ABOUT THE "BEST TEAM IN LIVERPOOL" DAVID MOYES??? PUAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
EVERTON SUCKS!!!!!! THEY LOST 7-0 TO ARSENAL!!!!!!! YES SEVEN MATTHEW! DON'T DENY IT! PUAHAAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!! THEY SCORED FOUR GOALS IN SIX MINUTES!!!!! PUAHAHAHAAHAHHA!!!!! Did you guys just kick the ball, get tackled, and then let them score? PAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway... DIED in English today. We had to write a villanelle. It's a poem that has fixed form: five three-lined stanzas, ends with a quartrain (four lines). There's only two rhymes, and you have to repeat these two lines OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

Alright, you saw the words "RHYME", "REPEAT", and above all--"FIXED". ELAINE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ANY OF THOSE THREE WORDS!!! I slaved over it all through english, and couldn't get it to work. Wrote four drafts. Did it for most of lunch and Spanish. People couldn't understand why when it wasn't due, I couldn't stop. It's because poetry is NOT an assignment to me. Poetry is the highest artform possible. Poetry is sacred. Poetry is the holiest thing there is. I do NOT abandon poetry. I do NOT write poetry because some teacher tells me to.
So finally, after my seventh draft, I'm beginning to like it. I like it as much as I can for a RHYMING, FIXED POEM NOT of my choice.

Read and review! on the chatter please.
The more comments, the happier Elaine is.

It All Means Nothing

Sweet nightingale, you still sing on
The moonlit breeze blows on by
It all means nothing, for he is gone.

It bears no meaning, the coming dawn
I cannot grow wings; I cannot fly.
Sweet nightingale, you still sing on.

No gold, no silver can I pawn
No song can I sing; no tears can I cry.
It all means nothing, for he is gone.

A place beside him cannot be won.
I have no place within the sky.
Sweet nightingale, you still sing on.

There is no strength that can be drawn.
Within his arms I cannot lie
It all means nothing, for he is gone.

It bears no meaning, the coming dawn.
I cannot grow wings; I cannot fly.
Sweet nightingale, you still sing on.
It all means nothing, for he is gone.

See you know it's not my usual self, because I would say "no tears can I SHED" instead of "Cry", and stuff like that. I never repeat like that. I'm proud of myself though; I rhymed!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

legovanan
alright alright Elsa. JUST to please you. This is her new invention. My new nickname. NO ONE CALL ME IT BUT ELSA or i shall plunge a dagger into you!!!
Choc'late Puddin' of the Squared-Hexagonal SideTable

I feel like an Arthurian knight, downgraded. Somehow, all LIVERPUDLIANS (and she assumes Liverpudlian means people from Liverpool. hehe) became PUDDING. HEAR THAT MATTHEW? Liverpool people= PUDDING! Kill her! I GET CHOCOLATE THOUGH! And for some reason, the squared-hexagonal sidetable, which was hexagonal-squared YESTERDAY, i DISTINCTLY remember, was added on! Yes, these are my best friends... Says alot about me!

Monday, May 09, 2005

Interesting day today. Just finished watching the saddest Russian movie ever. Well, all three of our favorite Russian movies are tragic. I love "The Cranes are Flying" the most, but I absolutely ADORE Alyosha in "Ballad of a Soldier". This one is called, "A Cruel Romance", and it has the most haunting, poignant, ethereal songs EVER. It's about this beautiful girl, Larissa (another one of my favorite names.. Wow I'm having a theme for girl names that start w/ "L") who lives on the Volga, and the four men that court her (play with her). There's Yuli, an idiotic postman who absolutely adores her, but is the most VULGAR, INSUFFERABLE person EVER! Then there's Vassya, who I liked until the END, who was her childhood friend, and now a rich merchant. Then there's Moty, the rich, old, FAT REALLY rich merchant who cares about nothing but eating and money. (HEY I JUST CARE ALOT ABOUT THE EATING ALRIGHT?! I'm not that bad!) Then there's Sergey, the kind of daredevil, playboy guy that she truly loves. He loves her, in his own unfeeling way, but has sold himself to a rich old woman for her fortune.
All four of them love her in their own way. They are all bewitched by her beauty at least. All four of them have something in store for her; some gain from courting her. All four of them see her as an object. All four of them are big @$$holes, and I'm not exaggerating. You should have seen my dad, "IF I MET SOMEONE THAT BEAUTIFUL, DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO?!?!" then came the chinese equivalent to four letter words.
It's basically about the tragedy of woman, as she must sit there and look pretty and hope someone rich proposes. Then there's the hope that they might actually love each other. And how men play with women until they get what they want, and then leave them with nothing, or sometimes a child. It's so sad what happens to her, and her voice is soooo ethereal, and the songs so symbolic and poignant. Going to go look for Russian songs in a sec.

ANYWAY, today in English, we had to write a "list poem", where you just take a look at your surroundings and list them, and somehow it turns out poetic. My friends were like, "The desk, the chair, the backpacks..." And every poem had the line, "The clock ticks slower every second.. WHY WON'T IT END?!" It was horrific I tell you.

I didn't really follow the directions as much, but I love mine much more. O yea, Brent gave me a red rose today, so that explains that. I'm amazed. It's one of the first not as Tolkienish poem I've written in a while. O yes, try to think classroom environment while reading.

Silence is all that is allowed
Nothing but the tapping of pens
As the metallic points brush the parchment
Each reclusive in his thoughts

The fair rose smells so sweet
Yet the fumes of ancient leaves
Fading and dusty
Permeate such a sweeter smell

Backpacks line the aisles
Each one reflecting the owner
How many homes have you journeyed?
How many more will you meet?

Words inscribed ahead
A white mass reflecting the light
Tarry not, for soon you fade
Like the evening stars to light


I like it... So I couldn't resist the "evening star" reference in the very end! I can't help it! It's one of my non-Tolkienish poems. I mean, there's ACTUALLY MODERN REFERENCES! AMAZING
Can someone PLEASE tell me what they think the "leaves" that I refer to are? SOMEONE PLEASE GET IT RIGHT!!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

legovanan
I'm in one of my "blah" moods right now.. I don't know why. It just comes and goes.. I feel so apathetic, so removed from my surroundings. This is when I get my serious bouts of nostalgia and melancholy.. It scares me. It sets in so suddenly. Maybe I am bipolar like Michael and Camron say. BAH. who cares?

I shall now dub this my "oven" mood. Don't worry Matthew.. I won't turn into her. I hate wanting so desperately to write poetry, but not knowing what to write about..

How beautiful the River Mersey looks...

How ethereal the River Volga seems...

Yet far from them I ever remain...

legovanan
HAHAHHA I CONVERTED MATTHEW!!!!!!!! I CONVERTED MATTHEW!!!!!!!! HE'S A LIVERPUDLIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
E: LIVERPUDLIANS
E: MY PEOPLE
M: my people too heh

HAHHA!!!!!!!!! I GOTTA MAIL THIS TO HIS DAD!!!!!!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

legovanan
HEHEHEH!! I LOVE HOLDING POWER!!! So this is how it all started:
Matthew: People used to say I looked like Harry Potter.
Elaine: EWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew: THANKS ELAINE, THANKS. You're ugly too! MEANIE
ELAINE: GASP!!!!! HOW DARE YOU?!?!?!
Matthew: NO!!!! NO!!!!
ELAINE: I'M NOT SPEAKING TO YOU ANYMORE!!!
E: GROVEL NOW!!!!
M: Uh-oh... Why isn't she talking? Elaine! Talk! This is unnatural!
M: Please come back
Auto response from DSluvr4evr7: Matthew is an EVIL PERSON!! ABSOLUTELY EVIL!!!!! Je le déteste. It's a EVERTONIAN THING! So you know what, GOODBYE. IF I'M THAT UGLY, YOU MUST NOT WANT TO SPEAK TO ME!!!!!!!11
M: ahhhhhhhhh
noooooo
i loove you
come bac
arg
M: fine
M: hello?
M: is this another test?
M: ahhh
E: NO THIS IS NOT
E: THIS IS ELAINE
E: NOT SPEAKING TO MATTHEW
M: Why?!
M: nooo..
E: AND NOW ELSA IS GOING TO JUMP YOU
M: :'(:'(
E: CaptainJack1326: whoa. what an ass *plans to JUMP him*
M: omg
M: does she know were going out and that i was joking
E: YES SHE DOES
M: or does everyone think im evil
E: YOU ARE EVIL
M: you said i was ugly first
E: DID NOT
E: STOP ACCUSING ME OF THINGS
M: but no its all my fault
M: you said EWW
E: YES IT IS
M: stop with the caps
M: =( =(
E: I SAID EWW YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE DANIEL
M: i thought you meant..
M: arg
E: WEST HAM LOVING DANIEL WITH HIS BEAUTIFUL BLUE-GREEN EYES
M: im joking
M: come baccckkk arggh
M: and you posted it on your blog?
M: christ lol
E: YOU LAUGH
E: THAT JUST SHOWS YOU'RE NOT SORRY ENOUGH
M: WHAT>
M: NO
M: YES I AM
M: arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stupid me *hits self on desk*
E: There is one remedy...
E: But you won't adhere to it
E: SO NO
M: omg noooooo
M: why do you torture meee
E: WHY DO YOU PRETEND TO LIKE AN UGLY LIVERPUDLIAN?!
M: youre not ugly!
M: and its not pretend
M: Arrgghgh *jumps off cliff*
E: which cliff?
E: there ARE no cliffs in diamond bar
E: and if you're going to jump, pick a pretty one
E: like in IRELAND
E: seriously, if i ever resolved to suicide, i'd pick Cliffs of Moher
E: but i never would
E: too afraid of heights
E: but ANYWAY
E: NOT SORRY ENOUGH
M: you better not
E: I PROBABLY SHOULD
M: its been 15 min of groveling
E: TO GET RID OF MY HIDEOUS FACE
M: ARRRRRRRR
M: NO
M: I HOPE THIS IS ENTERTAINMENT TO YOU!
E: O ARE YOU SUGGESTING THAT YOU'RE ENTERTAINED BY MY ATROCITY?
M: NO
M: I SAID YOU ARE ENTERTAINED
M: BY MY GROVELING AND PAIN
E: WOULD YOU LIKE A REMEDY TO YOUR BLASPHEMOUS WRONG?
E: PENANCE?
M: YES
E: CONVERT YOUR FATHER
E: TO LIVERPOOL
E: FOOTBALL CLUB
M: AHAHAH
E: YOU LAUGH
E: ALRIGHT
E: YOUR CHANCE IS OVER
M: WHAT
M: NO
E: I'LL HATE YOU FOREVER
M: NOOOOOO
E: GOODBYE
M: you couldve at least said convert me
M: more feasible
M: my dad wouldnt change to save my life
E: BEGGARS CAN'T BE CHOOSERS
E: YOU ARE NOT IN A POSITION TO BARGAIN
M: which is on the line right now
E: AND ARE YOU SUGGESTING THAT YOU ARE NOT A FAITHFUL EVERTONIAN?!
M: i cant win
E: ARE YOU BETRAYING YOUR CAUSE?
E: EXACTLY
M: only because of you
E: AND THE SOONER YOU UNDERSTAND THAT
E: ARE YOU SUGGESTING THAT I'M NOT WORTH IT?
M: no
M: i said you were
M: as in why didnt you say me, so at least id have a choice

ELAINE MAKES PHONE CALL LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY. Tells Matthew that the only way she'll forgive him is if he sings! And the song is reduced to You'll Never Walk Alone if he doesn't sing immediately. And the idiot won't do it!

BACK TO AIM (this is like a play.. soap opera more like it)

M: youre pretty and i love you and i am forgiven wheeee
E: heheheheh
M: you intimidating person you
M: maybe this is why people think our relationship is so dysfunctional
E: manipulative
E: people think so?
E: other than the evertonian/liverpudlian thing?
M: i think elsa thinks im wierd now
M: "she'll hold this against you for the rest of your life and itll bug you in your dreams"
E: HAHAHHA
E: NICE
E: i WILL
E: and it better be in your dreams
M: of course
M: except other conversations rather than this one
M: HAPPIER LESS TORTURING ones
M: CaptainJack1326 (8:31:58 PM): whee! we can all celebrate in good ol fashioned hobbit ways! and you can tell her i said that ;)
E: eehehhe
E: BREATHE
E: copy paste the part where you called me ugly
M: no i cant live with myself
E: FINE
E: then i'll make it up as i go and make it even worse
M: omg
E: hehe and show it to ashley
M: *puts head down on desk and sobs* :'(
E: NO!!!
E: *hugs and kisses*
E: SING DAMN IT SING
M: over AIM lol
E: NO
E: in PERSON
E: so i can hear your MELODIOUS voice
M: yeah yeah
M: i know
M: its so pretty
M: LIKE YOU
M: antonym of UGLY
E: hahahhhha
E: but you're being SARCASTIC
E: so you're calling me UGLY INDIRECTLY AGAIN
E: HOW DARE YOU
M: No im not!
E: DON'T LEARN YOUR LESSON
M: wow you word twister
E: IT'S TRUE
M: I complement you but nooo its an insult
E: MY LOGICAL REASONING IS PERFECT
E: complIment damn it
M: *puts head down and desk and smashes repeatedly*
E: NO!!
E: you NEED those brain cells!
M: whats the point if you hate me
M: ahh
E: NO!!!!11
E: *covers face with kisses*
E: *sings You'll Never Walk Alone to make you feel better*
E: *in good voice*
M: heh thanks
M: ive got a plan
E: uh-oh
E: this doesn't usually result in good things
M: i can pretend im sad and put my head down
M: and im rewarded
M: mwhehe
E: with
E: what are you rewarded w/
M: hugs and kisses
M: hehe
E: i'm not that gullible mate
M: IM NOT USING MY PLAN RIGHT NOW
M: SO DONT TWIST MY WORDS
M: IM GENIUNELY SORRY
M: ahh
E: alright alright breathe
M: just had to get that out there before you turned whatever i say into an insult
E: you're catching on
M: youre telling me to breathe?!
E: i wasn't planning that time
E: YES i am
M: *hyperventilates*
E: what's wrong w/ that?
E: HEY! YOU CAN't DO THAt
E: I'M THE HYPERVENTILATER IN THIS RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!1
M: but bu
M: but
M: you might be mad at me
M: =-O
E: haha does it really mean that much to you
M: yes!
E: o god elsa just called us "precious"
E: that disturbs me
M: havent you seen that
M: over the past 40 min
M: =O
E: alright alright alright
E: *ceases to torture*
E: you know i love you
M: Yay
M: YAY
M: freedom
E: OO DO THE WILLIAM WALLACE THING1
E: !!!
M: yeah i know but youre evil when you torture me
E: CaptainJack1326: go and get married in liverpool
M: heh
E: gasp you just called me EVIL!
E: *starts all over again*
M: oh no
M: not again
E: jkjkjk
E: i'll love you till the day you turn into Camron and Stevie Gerrard leaves Liverpool
E: so that'll never happen, right?
M: Yay
M: at least not the first part
E: GAH
M: im not turning into camron ever
E: good
E: if you do
E: i'll unleash every Liverpudlian in the universe on you
E: and beat you down
M: dump me
M: for your own sake
E: i'd go farther than dumping you
M: eheh
E: you'd be lying in an alleyway on Frederick STreet

Yes I left out parts but it's STILL really long. And Andy, I don't care if it's too long and no one will read it, a year from now, I'll look in my archives and laugh hysterically at this! This is for my memory, and the entertainment of a few others who will read it, and to concrete it in history so Matthew can't deny it happened.

And Matthew: YOU ARE NOT GANDHI!!!

legovanan
YOU KNOW WHAT ALEXANDER MATTHEW?!?! I HATE YOU TOO!!!!!!!

IF I'M THAT UGLY WHY DON'T YOU JUST NOT SPEAK TO ME EVER AGAIN!!

HE IS THE VILLAIN, NOT ME

IT'S AN EVERTONIAN THING

legovanan
Well, Matthew wasn't answering his AIM, (ehhehe shouldering the blame on him) so I got a little creative... Hehehehe..
There's a song from Les Miserables called "Do You Hear the People Sing" and it's the song of the Revolutionaries.. I kinda had a little fun with it! ehEHehhe!!

Ode to Liverpool
Do you hear the people sing?
Singing the song of Anfield men.
It is the music of a people
Who will be champions again!
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the chants
There is a dream about to start
When the title comes!

Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Beyond the gateway
Is there a match you wish to see?

Then join in the fight
That will give you the night of your dreams!

Do you hear the people sing?
Singing the song of Anfield men.
It is the music of a people
Who will be champions again!
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the chants
There is a dream about to start
When the title comes!

Will you give all you can give
So that our banner may advance?
Some we'll lose and some we'll win
Will you stand through thick and thin?
The cheers of the Scousers
Will echo through Merseyside!

Do you hear the people sing?
Singing the song of Anfield men.
It is the music of a people
Who will be champions again
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the chants
There is a dream about to start
When the title comes!!!!!!

I'm not even going to post what the original song was for fear that someone will shoot me for doing that. My most sincere apologies to Monsieur Victor Hugo and Claude Michel Schonberg and Herr Herbert Kretzmer. In French: Mes apologies les plus sinceres!! Please don't be turning in your graves! Just think it is out of the love and patriotism demonstrated in your novel, Monsieur Hugo, except this time it's channeled towards a football club!! WE WILL WIN IN ISTANBUL!

Thursday, May 05, 2005

legovanan
I love this song. The Leaving of Liverpool

After we went to Liverpool last summer, on the coach, I was severely depressed. Anfield was blazing in my mind; Michael Owen and Stevie Gerrard fading in my mind. So anyway, listening to Into the West on my CD player, like I always do when I'm sad, and this song came on the radio. Sam came over, conked me on the head as usual, and said, "Hey, your song is on." And our Scouser coach driver started singing with his accent.. Disturbing

Farewell to Prince's Landing Stage
River Mersey, fare thee well
I am bound for California
A place I know right well

So fare thee well, my own true love
When I return united we will be
It's not the leaving of Liverpool that's grieving me
But my darling when I think of thee

I'm bound off for California
By the way of stormy Cape Horn
And I'm bound to write you a letter, love
When I am homeward bound

So fare thee well, my own true love
When I return united we will be
It's not the leaving of Liverpool that's grieving me
But my darling when I think of thee

I have signed on a Yankee Clipper ship
Davy Crockett is her name
And Burgess is the Captain of her
And they say she's a floating Hell

I have shipped with Burgess once before
And I think I know him well
If a man's a seaman, he can get along
If not, then he's sure in Hell

So fare thee well, my own true love
When I return united we will be
It's not the leaving of Liverpool that's grieving me
But my darling when I think of thee

Farewell to lower Frederick Street
Ensign Terrace and Park Lane
For I think it will be a long, long time
Before I see you again

Oh the sun is on the harbour, love
And I wish I could remain
For I know it will be a long, long time
Till I see you again

Aww... story of my life there. Well kind of, I would add Anfield, and it IS the leaving of Liverpool is the thing that is grieving me, as well as taking leave of those glorious Scousers!!!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

legovanan
OOO GOT THE LES MISERABLES SOUNDTRACK FROM THE LIBRARY!!! I LOVE THESE SONGS!! Though not as much as Moulin Rouge, Phantom, and of course: WEST SIDE STORY! "I Dreamed A Dream" is awesome of course, and "The Confrontation" sends chills up my skin. Valjean and Javert's voices blending... soo good. "Fantine's Death" is sweetly sorrowful, and "A Heart Full of Love" is sooo cute, thought not good enough to merit a place amongst the classic Broadway love songs in my opinion, like "Come What May", "Somewhere", and "All I Ask of You".
"On My Own" is sooo sweetly melancholy. Rejection is a painful thing. I won't post the whole song, but pick my favorite stanzas, of course.
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me.

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him....
...
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets
Are full of strangers.

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness that I have
Never known.
I love him, I love him
I love him, but only on my own.

Love that song!! OOOOO!!!! HOW COULD I NOT HAVE RAMBLED??!?!
*FANFARE* *TREMENDOUS SINGING OF YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE*
WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE WON WE WON We WON!!!!! WE'RE GOING TO ISTANBUL!!!!! ISTANBUL!!!!!!!!!!! THE FINAL THE FINAL!!!!!! WE BEAT CHELSEA! WE BEAT CHELSEA! (wow. i just sang like 5 different songs just gloating) I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!! *HUGS LUIS GARCIA FOR THE GOAL* *HUGS BAROS FOR MISSING SO GARCIA COULD GET IT! IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT MILAN! CECH SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN A RED*
*KISSES GERRARD!!!!!!! FOR BEING STEVIE AND SETTING UP THE GOAL*
*TRIES TO STRANGLE RIISE, WHO ENDS UP STRANGLING OTHERS IN HUGS*
*KISSES CARRA PLATONICALLY FOR BEING THE MOST AWESOME DEFENDER IN THE WORLD*
um...
*HUGS HYYPIA FOR BEING THE OTHER MOST AWESOME DEFENDER*
and everyone else on LFC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and Matthew: don't be bitter! That goes to Jose Mourinho as well.

Monday, May 02, 2005

legovanan
Just looked at the list of top ten all time movie soundtracks. LORD OF THE RINGS TOPPED!!!!!!! YAY!

Anyway, four soundtracks i REALLY REALLY want, but never find the time/money to buy.
1. Girl With the Pearl Earring
2. Tuck Everlasting
3. Schindler's List, though i only really want the violin track, which I can get from the library.
4. The Mission (yes odd, but it has great music. Gonna ask Madrid if he has it, since he's always whistling it)

I also need to buy a CD of Russian classics, and the Communist CD i saw once, if i cna still find it. ARGH. So much to buy; so little money to buy it. Why can't it be Xmas? ooo but i do have like 70 bucks in gift cards. Nice.. And a Liverpool jersey. I'll cry if Gerrard leaves before I can get his. But then again, he's NOT LEAVING.

DYING, literally DYING from ANTICIPATION here!!!!!!!!!! EXACTLY 15 hours away!!!!! this is KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 COME ON LIVERPOOL!!!!!! SHOW THOSE LONDONERS WHAT SCOUSERS ARE REALLY MADE OF!!! YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!! Defend Carra, Warnock, Hyypia, Finnan!! Control the game Stevie, Didi, Riise, probably Harry Kewell!! Score Baros!! Help him score Garcia, or score one of your own. Riise and Stevie--ATTACK! Riise deserves a goal!! And Le Tallec--warm the bench and CHEER!! maybe you'll get to play! OO!! AND DUDEK!! HOW COULD I FORGET YOU?!?! DEFEND THAT GOAL WITH YOUR LIFE!!!! MORE THAN YOUR LIFE!! AS Bill Shankly says, "It's much, much more important than death." DON'T LET THEM SCORE!! NO MATTER WHAT FRANK LAMPARD OR JOE COLE DO, even though Joe Cole's probably not playing tomorrow! GUARD THAT GOAL!!!! STOP EVERY BALL THAT EVEN COMES NEAR OR I'LL GO TAKE THE NUMBER ONE GREEN SHIRT AND THROW MYSELF ON THE BALL!!!
Actually, I'd probably be too preoccupied staring at Gerrard halfway across the pitch, but that's BESIDE THE POINT.

Wow. I think I just named the Liverpool lineup for tomorrow. Maybe I'll be right. He probably won't play Warnock though, but Pellegrino's been crappy his last 3 games, so you never know! GO SCOUSERS! BEAT CHELSEA!!!!!!!

O yes, and if i ever have a daughter, remind me that the last thing I'll ever name her is Chelsea. And if I ever have a son, the last thing I'll name him is Duncan. And remind me never to marry a guy with the name "Ferguson" anywhere. I mean, that's just a horrible name. Duncan. Sir Alex. EWWW. NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

legovanan
I hate all the Chelsea speculation for Stevie Gerrard. Leave the poor guy alone. He's a Red. He's grown up being a Red. He'll always be a Red.

Anyway, interesting convo with Eric last night. It was like 1:30 AM.
Eric: Everyone's throwing stuff at me trying to get me to go to bed
Elaine: Who?
Eric: family.
Elaine: Oh
Eric: NO MY BOYFRIEND
Elaine: WHOA... nice
Elaine: is he cute?
Eric: gorgeous
Elaine: ooo what ethnicity?
Eric: his face looks like it was carved by angels
Elaine: wow.. he must be Hayden Christensen then
Eric: and he has long flowing hair that cleans my carpet when he walks over it
Elaine: what color?
Eric: hot pink
Elaine: COOL!!! he's like TONKS from Harry Potter
Eric: STOP RELATING EVERYTHING TO FICTION
IT SHOULD BE THE REVERSE, YA NOE
Elaine: huh? i don't get it
Elaine: reversing what?!
Eric: when ppl read fiction, they usually make connections to reality
Eric: but u
Eric: u take reality and go HES LIKE ANAKIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Elaine: hahahahaha

i think that's one of the defining things about me...