Tuesday, August 31, 2004

legovanan
where the heck does Elsa get these bloody things?
ABC SURVEY

Age: 14

Born On: Thursday, March 22, 1990

Celebrity Crush: Orlando (though he's a bad actor, he's beyond hhoottt!!!!) ::fans self:: David Wenham as Faramir (my love... ::sighs dreamily::) and Eric Bana as Hector.

Dream Job: dream? or reality? in my dreams, i would be a poet and a novelist, topping the New York Times best seller's list, and a successful screenwriter. but i'm probably going to be a lawyer and/or politician.

Erratic Behavior: haha elsa. your facial expressions and your biting.. i must agree. um... my obsessions? i dunno. i'll leave it to Kathleen and Elsa and ppl to decide.

Funniest Memory: o so there's NO funny memories w/ Isilmë?? ::wails inwardly:: um... the most RECENT funny memory was at the library today w/ Kathleen. the whole "her mom" (not in the joke kind of way) and "error" and all that stuff. it was just hilarious, and we were both a bit high. all of england was fun, especially when Olivia had that extremely salted apple kidney pie? (or so i think it was apple kidney...) and when Taylor had all those brain freezes, and "chicken out the window!"

Good Friend: yay! i'm a good friend of Elsa's! i have too many, and i don't wish to offend anyone if i forget them temporarily. um.. Kathleen (if i must admit) Connie, the one and only special, Pippin-loving Hobbit named Hanna (AKA Elsa) Andy, Isaac, Roshi, Whitney, Olivia, Sydney... think think think!!! i dunno!!

Height: and 3"6 on the knees Elsa? anyway. i'm just a bit from 5"9 (it's not enough to measure on the scale, but it's still a bit.. gah!! i'm stretching there!)

Interesting Tidbit Nobody Knows: heh. if i told you, then you would know, and that would defeat the purpose, would it not?

Job At the Momemt: my dad's daughter (kathleen will testify that this occupation is quite a taxing one... jkjk!!!) um.. a freshman (or as kathleen puts it "Freshie friend" who makes me sound like Dory, in the shark scene in Finding Nemo, in that little annoying voice of hers) at Troy High School.

Kindled Emotion Last Experienced: define "kindled" last emotion experienced was... as usual.. NOSTALGIA (which is probably why my blog is named that) when i was reminiscing Olivia swallowing salt with apple kidney pie.

Love Interest: Faramir, son of Denethor (NOT boromir elsa) Captain of the White Guard, the last Steward of Gondor, and first Prince of Ithilien.
remember. i'm not dating in HS

Movie You Last Saw: The Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King (surprise surprise)

Name: You are NOT UNDERHILL ELSA!!!!! NO!!! and u don't even LIKE Frodo!! Now... as Miriel always says, we never reveal our true names, but u may call me Isilmë.

Outward Appearance You Are Looking For: how judgemental ARE people these days? but, nice eyes?

Pet Peeves: people with absolutely NO respect for LotR; extreme blondeness; being unreasonable when they CLEARLY lose in an argument (*cough* camron *cough*) asking the same IDIOTIC bloody question more than once, even while it was a stupid quesiton in the first place

Quote You Like: o no.. too many. i collect those things man. my room practically has nothing else.
"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart, you begin to understand, there is no going back. There are some things time cannot mend; some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold." -Frodo: Rotk

"A ship in a harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are made for."

"In spite of everything, I still believe, that people are really good at heart." -Anne Frank
"Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small; it inflames the great."

i should stop now. there's sooo many more.

Reason for Completing Survey: WHAT?!?! ELSA?!?! HOW DARE YOU DITCH SCHOOL!!! ::looks shocked:: BAD HOBBIT!! i'm bored, and i shall incur the wrath of the BAD Hobbit if i don't fill this out.

Song That is Your Favorite: well... as MUCH as i love the Steward of Gondor song (just think that the Steward is FARAMIR, not 'u-know-who' Hanna!!! i DO love Aragorn's Coronation better!!! um... i have too many favorites. "Twilight and Shadow" "Into the West" "Aragorn's Coronation" and of course.. "In Dreams"

Television Show: hahaa Jack is hilarious! i wanna hurt him though. um... i must say: ER, though i like Will and Grace, Everwood, Smallville, etc.

Underlaying Phobia(s): SNAKES (o god u should see me on Indiana Jones the Ride, as andres would know) failing, not meeting up to expectations (yes i'm a pathetic little nerd)

Vison/Dream You Recently Had: i've been having odd (to say the least) dreams as of late. last night, i was in England, and somehow, Whitney was there too... not gonna expand on that.

Weather You Like Best: around 74 degrees Fahrenheit outside, with light sunshine.

Xtreme Outfit You Own: ME? extreme? what are YOU talking about?

Your favorite elf: this originally said "pirate", but i had to change it to Elf. um... i MUST say, it is a close one between Finrod and Maglor, though Maglor the accursed wins in the end... ::sigh::

Zodiac Sign: Aries! Suits me perfectly. outspoken!

Monday, August 30, 2004

legovanan
damn it this sucks. i don't have ANY classes with Camron. shit this sucks. i mean. as much as i adore history, it's even better with Camron there to disagree with.
shit. (i should stop saying that) great... just great. maybe we'll grow apart too. this is just lovely. i don't have a class with anyone i know.

legovanan
talked to whitney last night. she was like, "you know what's scary? i don't know half the people on your blog. it makes me feel like we're slowing coming out of each other's lives..." NO!!!!! NOT WHITNEY!!!!! NOT the BUBBLE-BUTTED TOADSTOOL!!!!

that does scare me, bcuz i really haven't talked to a lot of my friends. i mean, Connie's never on anymore, and Whitney's been gone the whole summer. Amanda and I have grown apart, with all our differences. Isaac's been busy, and so has Andres. i mean, i haven't really talked to Camron either, but at least i'm gonna see him every bloody day for the next four years. the only person i've really talked to all summer from CH is Roshi, and we STILL need to see the other two films. roshi's cool. i mean, we were practically best friends in 2nd and 3rd grade, and in 6th, and then in 7th, we kinda drew apart for a while, and for half of 8th, but then we started talking, and i kept yelling at him... he's awesome, for not getting too pissed at me for yelling at him all those years, and taking out all this crap on him, and isaac too. gah! i'll really miss them. i mean, it felt so weird to ask them "When does your school start?" and not mean my school, and Isaac was like, "i'm the one who's supposed to be asking you, remember tengyilan?" i practically cried then. i know i'm pathetic. it was funny though, bcuz he was like, "the 4th, 5th, 6th, or 7th" and i was like, "it's hte 7th." he laughed, "lol. you STILL know better than me when it does" WHY ME?!?!! gah!!!! i would trade anyone for Isaac and Roshi, even Camron.

now that i've severely depressed myself. went to help out Mrs. Beener set up her class today. that was fun, and i got high on candy. listening to Avril's new CD right now. FINALLY got it. "How does it feel to be different from me?"

Sunday, August 29, 2004

legovanan
andy's back! well he's been back for a couple of days, but i've been too lazy to mention it. but, i was talking to him last night, and he's like, "See you on Wednesday" which is art class day. and i'm like, "and thursday." and he said, "and friday. whoa.. that's 3 days in a row!!!" THE HORROR!!! IT JUST DAWNED UPON ME!!!

anyway.. now that i'm over that. i've been reading the Oxford and Cambridge prospectesus Sam sent me. their quite interesting, and my mum's happy bcuz those 2 schools are comparatively cheap. well, not cheap exactly, but not as expensive as some american schools. i can't believe Sam actually sent them. i'd forgotten, and here's this huge thick packet in the mail that's air mailed from England. that's cool though.

Olympics end tonight!!!!! no more Chinese gymnastics for FOUR years. but i'll just think about it this way. the next Olympics, i won't have to watch on TV. Beijing-here i come!!!

Saturday, August 28, 2004

legovanan
i am really bored. i just finished reading Oedipus the King. only have Oedipus at Colunnus to read and then i'm done w/ Sophocles, for now.
got this from Yen's blog. and yes Andy, i'm actually visiting your friend's blog. i was really bored okay? and i figured, since i'm eventually going to meet these ppl, i figure i should see waht their like a bit, at least from what they say on their blogs. but then again, my blog is rather misleading too. i think the only thing u can realize is that i am overly obsessed w/ LotR, but u don't really need my blog for that. anyway, i'm really bored, so i'm gonna do this. where's Elsa and all her surveys when i need them?

thirteen random things you like:
1) the Lord of the Rings (don't have to be a genius to figure that one out)
2) poetry
3) Hey Arnold (yes i remember when that was on TV)
4) Troy (the historical place, not the school)
5) England (wait, that's a place, not a thing. o well, so is Troy)
6) that triangular, purple water cone thingy today at Soak City that i kept standing under. just go ask Kathleen
7) receiving letters (meaningful ones. email or snail mail)
8) the sound my printer makes when it successfully prints something. hey i've been deprived of a printer for too long. i just got a new one yesterday. i'm savoring it! and u said random.
9) hair conditioner. u know what my hair would be like if i didn't have that? eek. kathleen saw an example today. i mean, it was beyond tangles. it was a BLOB.
10) my new turquoise necklace Kathleen bought me. it's pretty, and has my name in it...
11) Faramir (i'm sorry i had to put him in here)
12) gymnastics
13) Borders

Twelve movies you like (no order):
1) the Lord of the Rings: the Fellowship of the Ring
2) the Lord of the Rings: the Two Towers
3) the Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King
4) now that those three are out of the way, hmm. Moulin Rouge
5) Troy (i'm sorry. Hector is awesome though. shoot me for liking a horrible film)
6) Pirates of the Carribean
7) Seabiscuit
8) Spiderman 2
9) the Notebook
10) A Walk to Remember
11) can i say the Lord of the Rings, extended editions? there's no good films anymore. nothing is good compared to those three.
12) NO, NOT the Princess Diaries. OOOO I KNOW! Sweet Home Alabama

Eleven good bands/artists (no order):
1) Clay Aiken
2) Enya
3) Josh Groban
4) Usher
5) Simple Plan
6) Evanescense
7) Linkin Park
8) Avril Lavigne
9) Oliver James
10) Annie Lennox
11) Tina (Irish)

Ten things about you:
1) i argue too much that it hurts people, and is really not good
2) i write poetry when i'm depressed, which is one of the reasons i sometimes like depression.
3) i listen to music that most ppl think is either "sleep" music or "grave" music
4) i don't need to go into my Elvish/Tolkien thing
5) i plan to live in England one day, and to attend college there.
6) my friends think i read too much, while my dad says not enough. how many ppl can u please in this world?
7) i don't want to go to Troy, and i miss my friends from CHJH, and my friends from the England trip
8) i'm starting to get a little depressed right now. maybe i ought to take up the old writing pen again. (not the feathered one Elsa)
9) when i die, i want to be cremated, and then half of my ashes thrown into the Sea, and the other half, my kids (if i have any) can keep to remember me. wait, more like 3/4 in the Sea, and then 1/4 for my kids.
10) i want three kids; two girls and one boy, and all of them are going to have Elvish middle names. first names for girls: Leah, Iris, Arwen, or Aurora. boy: Alexei or Isaac (and no ppl, not because of Isaac, my friend, Isaac)

Nine good friends (no order):
1) Connie
2) Kathleen
3) Andy
4) Elsa
5) Olivia
6) Sydney
7) Isaac
8) Roshi
9) gah.. can't forget anyone! just remember, if your not listed here, it doesn't mean i don't love u! um.. i dunno! Whitney!

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
1) Subway. a foot long ham sandwich on white bread, with mayo, a little bit of mustard, lettuce, tomatoes, salt, pepper, oil, and lots and lots of pickles.
2) some of my dad's cooking
3) ice cream; Ben and Jerry's in Bath, England, particularly
4) italian food
5) fast food
6) steak
7) icees
8) watch. i'm going to think of something right after i post this. noodles

Seven things you wear daily:
1) contacts
2) underwear
3) pants when it's cold; shorts when it's hot, preferably basketball shorts, and caprees in between
4) a shirt
5) my watch
6) a necklace
7) a rubber band for my hair

HA! i got all 7. i just thought of 2 things about me, but now i forget. GAH!!!!!!!!!! cursed is this mind!

legovanan
"Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it inflames the great." -Bussy-Rabutin

some French guy, but i love that quote.

went to Soak City with Kathleen today. it was fun, WAY too hot, and painful, at times... yea... nice erm, PLUNGE eh kathleen? damn that hurt!!!

the olympics are over tomorrow!!

Thursday, August 26, 2004

legovanan
gah.. orientation was freaky. i was completely lost. "where do i go?" "what the hell are we doing?" all that stuff. didn't see a single person i knew. well i saw 2 ppl from my summer school class, but they were both sophomores, and didn't recognize me.

BAH. DON'T WANNA GO TO TROY!!!!!!

they don't even give u the teachers names and stuff on your schedule??? when do we get our schedules then?
0 English Honors
1 History IB
2 Biology IB
3 PE
4 Computer Logic/Algorithms (i have no idea)
5 Algebra 2 Honors
6 Spanish 1

why is it that i ALWAYS have PE 4th period? well 3rd this time, but itz technically 4th period... ah well. yay! i have my 2 favorite classes first! wait, that's actually not good. bcuz then i'll be happy the 1st 2 periods, and then pissed off by the end of the day. history's supposed to be 6th period! and there's supposed to be kalmar!
my bloody locker is a beast. i couldn't open it, and i could barely reach it. i mean, ME, at a quarter off 5"9, couldn't reach the bloody locker. both me and my dad tried it about 5 times, and then this teacher (i think he was the music/band teacher) comes over, and he helps us. he opens it, gives me some advice, and then my dad somehow opens it. all that's left is me. i'm gonna dent it or something. FINALLY, after about 5 more attempts, i managed to get the bloody thing open.

FINALLY watched Matrix w/ Roshi this morning. i kinda get it, and it was a lot better than i expected. roshi's all triumphant now. we have to watch the other 2 sometime. i liked that guy named Mouse! why did HE have to die?!?! gah. why couldn't Neo die? well of course he couldn't die, or else there'd be no more films, but STILL!
there were parts that were absolutely ridiculous, and the part where Neo and Morpheus fight, i'm like, "WE'RE NOT IN JAPAN!!!!!!" GAH!! STEALING MARTIAL ARTS!! and some parts were so freakin far-fetched it was sad. i mean, Trinity not getting killed in all that glass, and Neo managing to hit everyone but Morpheus. and i absolutely refused to let Roshi call Elrond Agent Smith. he was like, "dude AgenT Smith has the best lines!" i'm like, "he's not--" he cuts me off, knowing what i'm gonna say, "FINE. ELROND ::Does stupid wave w/ his hands:: has the best lines. This is PRE-Elrond." we finally established that LotR started filming b4 the Matrix came out, so HA!!!!! elrond is PRE-"agent smith" or wahtever the guy's name is.
so yea.. i liked the symbolism, but i shall have to dwell upon the "Bending spoon" thing. roshi doesn't get it, so i am determined to understand!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

legovanan
elsa sent me another one of those bloody surveys, so i figured, instead of trashing up everyone's email, i'll just post it on here. mind u, i answered these yesterday, when i was a bit pissed and REALLY bored, and some on here are a bit weird.

Part 1: Just basic ‘small talk’ questions. (Me pretending to be interested.)

So tell us ya Name: My name? My name. ::smiles;: Smeagol... ::comprehensive look slowly dawns upon his ugly face:: okay NO. i am NOT Smeagol. my name is Elaine Teng, but i prefer to be known as Isilmë (and i shall leave the stuff after the comma off, b4 Elsa shoots me)


How is one feeling? bored, and really pissed @ those damn gymnastics judges. NEMOV HAD IT!!!

What was the first thought you woke up with today? "Gah. my hand's numb! and DAMN, i'm STILL in my room... not Minas Tirith. and bloody hell, Hector died"


Whats the weather like? sunny, sunny, sunny... not all like old England eh?


What side did you get out of bed? right side, i always get out on the right side, bcuz the left side is next to a wall, so i can't possibly get up that way.


Whats the first thing you looked at this morning? the wall, with Michael Owen upon it... damn the Spaniards. bloody Real Madrid. and in my poster, he's wearing the LFC jersey, not the bloody Real one!!!


What are you wearing on this fine day? my Leadership shirt (it was the 1st thing i could find) and shorts.


Breakfast? none yet.


Lunch? again, none yet


Dinner? god damn it, if i haven't had breakfast or lunch yet, what makes u think i had dinner? i'm not a damn hobbit!

Am I annoying you yet (if not, why not)? i'm bored. waht the hell

Part 2: You as a person.




Are you easily annoyed? depends on the day, and the person. if i'm pissed off, itz not hard to get me to explode, but i suppose i am easily annoyed, though i easily forget it, unless i really don't like u. as one particular Brit commented, "you get wound up easily don't you?"


What's your worst personality trait? my egotistical nature. hey u know what, at least i admit it.


What's your best personality trait? Elsa, your brain is not part of your personality... um... i don't know? i have a good one? My Gondorian-ness? jkjk! um... the fact that i don't give what the hell u think about me. i'm going to be me, and if u don't like it, u can just shove it up your own @$$


Would you be friends with you, and why? eh. i don't think so. i've often admired ppl like Kathleen and Connie, for being able to put up with me for so long.


What inspires you? good writing, quotes, JRR Tolkien


Are you optimistic? i'm idealistic. come on, i believe in Utopia man!!! i know it's not gonna happen, but i can dream...


What’s your philosophy? you are NOT the Gaffer Elsa!!! um.. i have many philosophies. the one that's coming to mind is the one formulated about the guys. who needs them? they only screw things up, and are a distraction, and look @ how big of a mess the world is in right now, if it weren't for them ruling for the past 3000+ years, we wouldn't be in this shape! power to the women!


Describe yourself in 3 words: opinionated, Gondorian, freak


Part 3: Sexual questions.


Are you looking? not right now. remember my theory that guys are a bloody waste of time and a distraction.

Sum up your ideal bloke or gal in one sentence: um... has to be able to hold an intelligent conversation with me, respect LotR, and attractive enough for me to be able to look at him without flinching... beauty is in the eye of the beholder okay?!


How far would you go on a first date? a kiss, hold hands, stuff like that i suppose... i may be Liberal politically, but that doesn't mean i'm not conservative on other matters.

Would you ever ‘do it’? one day... when i'm married. ::shudder::

If ya boyfriend or girlfriend asked you to dress up for them, would you, and who would you be? and WHY would they do that?!?!?1 i mean... what is WITH ppl these days?

The more the merrier? gross...


Part 4: Movies.



Favourite movie OF ALL TIME (you can only pick ONE), and why? the Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King, and my words could not the beauty of it justice. It is the conclusion of an epic greater than even that of Troy. The symbolism, characters, journeys, and emotions are at their climaxes, and though evil is destroyed, it's not just the simple happy ending, rather tainted by the bitter remorse of parting and death...
that was REALLY bad, wasn't it? that's not exactly why i like it... but i could write an essay on that and nobody wants to read that (except maybe me)


Favourite genre of film. historical fiction (as they are my favorite books too). i suppose drama, mixed in with a bit of action/adventure.

If you could look like any movie star, who would it be? i don't want to? i'm satisfied with the way i look, or at least, i transcend above it, so i don't care anymore. but if i had to choose, um... Catherine Zeta-Jones or Liv Tyler? i dunno! Faith Hill Elsa??? odd choice.


If you could do a ‘May’ and take all your favourite body parts from movie stars, what parts from whom would you take? NO thank u. as i said before, i like the way i look.

Is there any character from any movie who you can really relate to? oo so elsa doesn't like eowyn! happiness! um... there's alot of characters. they all have their own ways, for example, sometimes Faramir, becuz i know how it feels not to be able to live up to your father's expectations, though Denethor's not ANYTHING like my dad. um... a little bit of Frodo, which is a bit scary.


BOO...Did I scare you? no... but then again, i'm the person who can't go on Disneyland's Haunted Mansion w/o getting freaked out...


Is the book or the film better? it depends on the story, and in the movies' case, the director, and of course, the SCREENWRITERS. i.e. Fran Walsh, Pete Jackson, and Philippa Boyens did an awesome job, but not all adaptations are. i'd say usually the book, bcuz it goes more in depth, develops the characters better, and there's more room for little details. also, when it's a book, you can visualize settings and characters any way u want them.


Who would play your hott lover? ORLANDO!!! (hey elsa, he's MINE) um... David Wenham as Faramir, Eric Bana as Hector.


Would you ever act out an explicit sex scene? no comment.


If you were paid e100,000 to act out a love scene with a fat ugly ginger ‘bloke’ who randomly scratched ‘his’ butt on impulse - i'm not even gonna think about it... who wrote these questions?


Saddest film: the Lord of the Rings. The themes and symbolism could shatter your heart, but while crying with the characters, you know that they sacrificed for the triumph of all that is good in the world... then the whole concept of the fading of the Elves, Valinor, the Sundering Seas... o god ::wipes tear away:: i'm really gonna stop now. gonna go listen to "into the west"

Funniest film: i don't watch comedy... yes olivia, i know i'm serious. um... thinking... The Wedding Planner? I DON'T KNOW!!! when Gimli speaks in LotR? the funniest things i ever watch are romantic comedies.. O I KNOW!!!! PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!!!


Scariest film: dear lord, i watched, under force, the Ring and Psycho... ::shudder:: i'm never watching horror again. i'd say the Ring, by far.


Oddest film: odd... define "odd" i'd say the beginning of "Moulin Rouge" bcuz i can't think of another.


What was your favourite movie as a child? hmm... i just asked my dad. i think it was 'Dumbo' 'Bambie' 'Pinocchio' or 'Robin Hood'.. i dunno. go ask Disney.


Favourite movie character, and why? gah. there's too many. Faramir, bcuz i love his pain (not in the sadistic way) and how though his father is such an moronic imbecile, he still loves him, and he will do anything for the good of his country. um.. i also like Aragorn, for he represents all that is good and noble in this world.. Jack Sparrow is also really awesome.

Favourite movie Quote? "How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart, you begin to understand, there is no going back. There are some things time cannot mend, some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold." -Frodo

or (this is also a book quote)
"I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are really good at heart." -Anne Frank


Part 5: Music


List your favourite bands/ singers – I know you want to.
i can't possibly name all of them w/o forgetting any.
*Clay Aiken
*Viggo Mortensen
*Simple Plan
*Evanescense
*Yellowcard
*3 Doors Down
*Josh Groban
*Enya
*Usher
*Avril Lavigne
starting to like Maroon 5... according to Roshi, i listen to "preppy" music.. great.. i'm a preppy nerd now... Linkin Park's not bad either.
there's a lot more, but i can't think of them. mostly i listen to soundtracks, Enya, and Josh Groban.

Who has the sexiest singing voice? Viggo Mortensen. he has a sexy speaking voice too... tied with Eric Bana on that.

Do guitar solos make you horny? what?! why the hell would they do taht?


Most frequently listened to cd? the Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King Soundtrack


ONE band whom you hate with a vengeance? must i say band? can't i say Hilary Duff?

Do your mates ever make you compilation tapes? what the hell are those??? they make me CD's... like roshi is supposed to be right now.

If yes, do you appreciate them? if i like the songs...


Any song which reminds you of you? um... "Pilgrim" by Enya, "Numb" by Linkin Park, "One Day I'll Fly Away" by Nicole Kidman from Moulin Rouge.
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends?

The most sad song ever? "Into the West".. though many ppl don't get it, i cry every time.

The most annoying song ever? Im a barbie girl! In a barbie world!


The most Odd song ever? um... that one Chop Suey (?) song by, waht was it, System of the Down (?) i mean, what the hell was up w/ that?


Random line from any song: White shores are calling... You and I will meet again


What station is your radio tuned to? KIIS FM 102.7


Do you like your parent’s taste in music? dear lord no!!! itz all "HAIL CHAIRMAN MAO!!!" "FOR THE REVOLUTION!!!" or "here comes the Red Army!!!" (it's all in Chinese, of course) there are some good songs though.


Rate the single ‘Hannah Moss goes Disco Crazy.’
what in bloody hell??

Whose voice would you love to have? anyone other than Britney Spears! jkjk! i'd have to say either Christina Aguilera or Enya.


Bored yet cubby? what the heck does that mean?


Part 6: Last time you...


Cried: yesterday, i was watching Two Towers


Listened to music: right this second. "And all will turn to silver glass. A light on the water... Grey ships pass, into the West..."
**sniff**


Watched a movie: yesterday. Two Towers!


Got emotional over a song/movie: right now... listening to into the west, and yesterday, watching LotR


Went for a walk: a...walk? i dunno... in england? jkjk


Screamed: last night.. when those bloody judges that should go to hell ROBBED Aleksei Nemov!!!

Laughed hysterically: can't remember. isn't that sad?


Had a naughty thought: like i'm gonna tell


Was surprised: god this girl who wrote this has bad grammar. i've changed about 10 things already. when those bloody judges gave Paul Hamm a 9.812, and Aleksei Nemov... ::sigh:: a 9. bloody 6!!!!!!


Spent money: can't remember


Were annoyed: right now.. thinking about those ********* judges.. there is no curse in elvish, entish, or the tongues of men, for this treachery!!!!

Had sex: NO


Rowed with a parent: oo i love that word "row"!!!!! at least, used in this context. um.. i think it was yesterday

Swore out loud: watching those bloody judges.

Had a murderous thought: watching those bloody judges steal that damn medal from Aleksei


Were completely and utterly disgusted: see above


Part 7: Favourites


Fruit: green grapes, strawberries (sugar, not cream, if u please, Mr. Gamgee) and white peaches


Vegetable: cucumbers!!! and broccoli, though only when my mum makes it.


Person: many of my friends!


Swear word: bloody!!! it is sooo awesome!! followed closely by "damn"


Item of clothing: my Michael Owen jersey! ::hugs::


Jewellery: "Evenstar pendant *dangles enticingly in front of Elaine who grabs for it, misses and falls face first into mud, dirtying her pretty white wedding gown she is wearing at her wedding to faramir son of the evil-man-i-will-not-mention cuz-he-hurt-pippin and you know it isilme!!!*" HOW MEAN ELSA!!! though i do like the picture of the wedding... hehe! um... my necklace?


TV programme: ER, Everwood, Smallville, Streetball

Soap opera: All my Children?? i dunno.. that's the only one i can think of.. YEA RIGHT U DON'T WATCH SOAP OPERAS ELSA!!! what happened to the "General Hospital" thing?

Book: LORD OF THE RINGS!!!

CD cover: Lord of the Rings ROTK... i have the Legolas one! (though i would've liked the Faramir... itz okay Kathleen. i DO have to admit that Legolas looks better than Faramir in that particular shot... bad elaine! bad!! ::slaps self::)


Piece of underwear: ?!1?!?!?!


Shampoo: Pantene Pro V

Animal: "something small and furry!" definitely a Hobbit, Elsa... jkjk! um.. i'll say the wolf, horse, and of course... the white gull. why do the white gulls call??

Person to laugh at: andy


Thing to do alone: write, write, write, and then write some more. sing, and of course, OBSESS!!! (but then again, i do that everywhere) um.. pour over Tolkien's manuscripts?


Thing to do with friends: annoy! movies are good, and talking, and obsessing.


Shop: Borders


Thing in your bedroom: my computEr (with an "e" not a bloody "o" elsa) is NOT in my room... i'd have to say my bookshelf, bcuz there's quite a collection there, but it ties with my stereo.


Room in the house: where my computer is

Teacher at school: haven't started my new school yet, but at CHJH, i'd say Mr. Kalmar (history), followed closely by Mr. Booth (science)


Lesson at school: history... followed closely by english


Book Character: Faramir, son of Denethor, Captain of the White Guard, last Steward of Gondor, and first Prince of Ithilien... ::sigh:: ::dreams::


Random word: Donegal!! (it's a place in Ireland okay??) there's a song i was listening to called "Homes of Donegal"


Chocolate bar: Hershey's Milk Chocolate

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

legovanan
alright. i'm going to start moaning on gymnastics tragedy, but THIS time, it's NOT about the Chinese team, and this tiem, i have more than 100,000 other ppl who think so!!!
anyone who watched the news, or last night's high bar, will know, that a medal, belonged to Aleksei Nemov (russia). he was soooo brilliant, and it was his last routine EVER at the Olympics. yet the bloody judges, who had been messing up scores all night, AND with the Paul Hamm all-around controversy, gives him, a 9.6!!!!!! i mean, bloody hell, the 2 guys who came b4 him, who were NOTHING compared to him, got 9.7+s!! Paul Hamm was getting ready to go, and I feel really bad for this guy too, but the crowd starts booing immediately after the score came out, and it only got louder, for about 10 minutes! until the judges FINALLY changed the score, but not by much. they only raised it 2 a 9.7, which didn't matter, bcuz it still didn't get him anywhere near the score he deserved.. GAH!!!! THOSE BLOODY JUDGES!!!! i mean, this is the King, Aleksei Nemov, his last Olympic routine EVER, which is wonderful, that the commentator even said, "This is a routine that deserves to be remembered as one that will change the Olympic standard forever, not get buried in the standings."
i mean this is a guy, who, according to the broadcast guy, "Won more hearts with his demeanor than with his 12 Olympic medals", who DESERVES this one last medal, and they don't give it to him!!!! i mean, itz NEMOV!!!
i feel bad for Paul Hamm too, bcuz ppl are all blaming him, about the all-around stuff, and now this medal, and it's not necessarily his fault. it's the judges, and he feels like "the whole world is against me"
blab more later.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

legovanan
i think this week is Troy week. NOT the school, thank u. i don't like thinking about the school. it's Troy, Ilios, Dardanus' walls, Hector, Helenus (my 2 favorites) damn Paris, Cassandra, Priam, Polites, stupid Deiphobus, all THOSE ppl.

i've been reading so many novels about it; their not that great, but i need to read some historical fiction. i swear, they sound just like fan fiction, except they got published. some girls on ff.net could do better!

started Aeschylus' "Oresteia" which contains the plays
Agamemnon (bloody war-mongering bastard. u deserved what u got!)
the Libation Bearers
The Eumenides

Greek plays alright?

Canyon Hills on Monday!!! yay! get 2 see Connie, Haley, Ryan, and ppl again!!!!! be a bit sad though. and Connie does not want me to "attack or move towards her at any fast velocity". well, that can't happen, because she has, on more than one occasion, been kind enough to remind me that it is physically impossible for me to move at a fast velocity... she says i'm slower than a snail, so HA! That's waht u get con!

Thursday, August 19, 2004

legovanan
lalalalalalaaa!!!! i'm BORED!!!! i should be working, but i can't concentrate.

i made up my mind not to date in HS. (like i could get a bf anyway) it's only a distraction, and if i wanna get anywhere, i need the least amount of distractions as possible. it also wrecks perfectly good friendships, and i've seen it happen, both teh distraction and the wrecking part on more than one occasion with my friends. and plus, who needs guys? they screwed up the world anyway. my theory is that if men hadn't ruled the world for the past 3000 years, the world wouldn't be as screwed up as it is today.

bored

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

legovanan
O THE TRAGEDY!!!! O THE HORROR!! NOW I KNOW WHAT DROVE SHAKESPEARE TO BE A DRAMATIST!!!!
i wait FOUR bloody years, patiently waiting, JUST to see this Chinese men's gymnastics team, the world champion, uncomparable to ANY OTHER in the WORLD, according to ANY expert, and what do they do, they perform HORRIBLY, DISASTROUSLY, NOTHING like the Chinese team their supposed to be, in the team final. they did better in the qualifying, than in the FINAL. i mean, Teng Hai Bin FALLS off high bar, and is CAUGHT by his coach, Yang Wei falls off PARALLEL bars, and Xing Ao Wei (my personal favorite whom i remember from Sydney) COMPLETELY screws up floor exercise, which is HIS expertise. they place FIFTH, beneath KOREA, of all ppl. i mean, Japan got gold, which they deserved, bcuz they were wonderful. US 2nd, eh. Paul Hamm's good, which is about it. 3rd-Romania, who kinda deserved it. but CHINA!!!!! YOU WERE THE REIGNING WORLD AND OLYMPIC CHAMPIONS!!!

and tonight, where ALL the pressure is, bcuz we NEEDED this to get back on our feet, Yang Wei, for the all-around champion. he was PERFECT, FLAWLESS for the first FIVE apparatuses, FIVE out of SIX, with a 9.8 on parallel bars, which he fell off of. he was in the steady lead, and then comes the last apparatus, HIGH BAR, and he FALLS OFF!!!!!!1 and gets a 8.9!!!! i mean, he got past floor exercise AND still rings, his weaknesses, and he FALLS OFF HIGH BAR, when the medal is in SIGHT.
dropping to seventh, TWO KOREANS win silver and bronze, and PAUL HAMM, INJURED, WINS GOLD. i mean, the guy's good, but not as good as any Chinese, INCLUDING Xiao Qin and Teng Hai Bin. Yang Wei, all the hopes were on u, Li Xiao Peng, reigning Olympic all-around champion, QUITS all-around so u could do it, and you FALL OFF.

ah well... there's still individual apparatuses. don't worry Yang Wei, you're still good. i'm just traumatized.
yes i KNOW i'm unpatriotic AND a dramatist.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

legovanan
i was watching Gymnastics Women Team Final... GAH!!! CHINA WHAT IS WITH YOU!?!?!?! uneven bars are your strongest suit, but she FELL OFF!!!! she had a PERFECT routine till the end!!! go Russia!! and Romania!!! kick that American @$$!!!!!!! (don't even start to call me unpatriotic)

Kathleen left me 4 NY!!!! HOW DARE SHE?!?! go on vacation without me.. itz supposed to be the other way around!!!

burned Moulin Rouge Soundtrack, listening to it right now.

andy, are you gonna be @ art tomorrow? ooo i finished A Walk to Remember

legovanan
get ready for another one of elaine's pointless rants
Men's Gymnastics for Olympics: CHINA, HOW COULD YOU?!?!!
and bloody NBC, they don't show all of it. WHO CARES ABOUT THE US TEAM?!?! i mean, your supposed to show EVERYONE, not just follow the US team around!!!
i wait for FOUR yrs, just to see these Chinese gymnastics (well the others too, but i focus on chinese) and they don't SHOW it!! and worse, the freakin team FALLS off the BAR!!!!!!!!!! Teng Hai Bin (the guy w/ the same last name as me, from the same city, Beijing, and looks freakishly like my dad) FALLS OFF THE HIGH BAR and is caught by his coach so he didn't get paralyzed, and then someone else, i haven't checked yet fell off the PARALLEL BARS!!!!!!!1 the PARALLEL BARS ARE THEIR BEST APPARATUS, other than the pommel horse!!!

they BETTER win the individual events, but u gotta admit, the Japanese are REALLY good. i hope Aleksi Nemov gets some too.

CONNIE, YOU MUST BE THERE!!!!!! YOU ARE NOT STICKING ME W/ SAM!!!!

Friday, August 13, 2004

legovanan
well... my life is shattered. for those of you who think i'm a drama queen, just f*** off.
the Anfield boy, born in Chester, raised in Liverpool, playing at Anfield since he was 10, signed by the juniors when he was 11, along with Stevie Gerrard and Jamie Carragher, is no longer the Anfield boy; he's the Real Madrid deserter.
Michael Owen, #10, the best player in England (in my opinion) and the best player in Liverpool (Stevie G and Carra holding close) has left. the year where i buy, with my own $$, unlimited viewing of the Premiership games, just to see Liverpool; the year that I go to Liverpool, stand on Anfield ground, my favorite player, the #1 reason why i started to love that team, well Stevie G & Carra were close reasons too, LEAVES. he LEAVES 4 REAL MADRID, the damn SPANISH team that STEALS all the GOOD English players!!!!!!! i mean... JUST bcuz David Beckham, who can't make his PKs went there, doesn't mean u have to too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

leaving 4 San Francisco 2mrorow morn. don't wry, i'll just be gone 4 the wkend. Back Sunday night. don't miss me too much. feel free to kill my chatter. i'll be moping the whole way there...
Michael... what insanity drove thee to the Spaniards?!!!?!?!?! i mean, you said if Stevie G resigned to Liv', you would resign too. he signed a SEVEN year contract, and you.. what do you do, you LEAVE!!!!!!!!! i mean, i know there's a new manager who wants to fill the team w/ foreigners, but STILL!! LIVERPOOL was your HOME, your LIFE, they MADE you!!!!!!!!!! you've played here FOREVER!!!!!! YOU CAN'T JUST GET ON A PLANE AND LEAVE like you did this MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the talk of the summer was that Patrick Vieira, the backbone of ARSENAL was leaving, not the backbone of LIVERPOOL. but NO!!!! on the SAME day he announces he's STAYING, since bloody REAL MADRID doesn't want him, YOU say your leaving 4 the same bloody team!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay i'm done.

legovanan
well kathleen has totally offended me (for the umpteenth time) but this time, i mean MORTALLY offended.
i was talking to her on the phone, while IMing w/ this friend of mine, who i met bcuz she's a total Tolkien freak too. she's awesome! she actually understands me when i start going off on those LONG rants!!!! (i know ur thinking--freak) anyway, "The object of her unholy desire" is Maedhros, who is the brother of Maglor, my love. and so we were talking about it, and it went along the lines of:
"u know, we would be sisters-in-law"
she's like, "awesome"
and we start talking about Maglor, his sweet song, and Maedhros, w/ his flaming red hair.. and all the while i'm talking to Kathleen and i'm telling her what we're talking about, and suddenly, she goes, "yea! technically, they don't even EXIST!!!!!" (i mean what is she talking about?!?!)
and i'm like, "GASP!!!!!! HOW DARE THEE!!!!!!!!"
and i tell Miriel (fellow Tolkien freak) and she's like, "homicidal tendencies stirring"
me: let's jump her!!!
miriel: i second that! teach the impudent mortal a lesson!
me: she doesn't qualify for mortal. she's nothing but a foul Orc! twisted by the evil of Morgoth!
Miriel: i second that foul orc!!

kathleen: wow.. thanks. i'm a foul Orc now.. why don't u just run off to your imaginary boyfriends now?
miriel: GASP!! IMAGINARY?!?!
me: she's been dropped on her head too many times
miriel: yeah, anyone who thinks that they are imaginary, needs a head check!
kathleen: i find this soooooo amusing.. (she sounds like u con)
me: let's just ignore her and go back to our Noldorin Lords
miriel: yea... the Orc will go away.
kathleen: sniff:: i'm hurt!!!

something like that... i should've saved the conversation. that would've been funny.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

legovanan
::yawns:: just woke up...

was on a lot yesterday, but this bloody thing wasn't working.
i'm starting to really fancy that Maroon 5 song "She Will be Loved" AHH!!! Kathleen's getting to me!!

art class was fun, i suppose. beware: andy has an OBSESSION w/ the Princess Diaries! it was CREEPY!!!! i'm telling u!!!! u know how i can recite EVERY line from all 3 LotR movies??? well, he can do that for the Princess Diaries, and itz CREEPY, bcuz it's a CHICK flick, and he's not a CHICK. (well let's hope not) and he can do different voices and everything. and u know what he does when he's BORED? he watches the PRincess Diaries--with Audio Commentary. he was telling me the weirdest things about it... ooo AND the deleted scenes; can't forget those.

halfway done w/ the final draft of my Maglor story. it's named now: Against the Waves.
quote from Tolkien: ... "And thereafter he wandered ever upon the shores, singing in pain and regret AGAINST THE WAVES. For Maglor was mighty among the singers of old... but he came never back among the people of the Elves." -The Silmarillion, pg 305

::sigh::

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

legovanan
oooo wrote the Maglor story on the trip. it's not 2 great language wise. i never thought i would write that horribly w/o my computer! i dunno. when my fingers are on the keys, it just feels right, and i don't even think about it-the words just flow out. o well, i got the general idea of the story. itz 5 pages typed, short story. i'm gonna take my 1st version and lock it somewhere, and then rewrite the story w/o it on my computer, and see how much better the language sounds. then i'm gonna combine the 2 drafts.
not that anyone cares

legovanan
i am BACK!!!! god, i feel pathetic. the 1st thing i do when i get in the door is to get online!!! what is up w/ my life?! well, the 2nd thing. the 1st thing was 2 pick up my Two Towers book that was lying around 2 see if it was disturbed in any way. okay i'm sad.
anyway, Elsa sent me one of those "get to know" questionnare, survey whatever u wanna call it. so i figured i'd post it on here:

BASIC INFORMATION
Full Name: Elaine Teng (bleh i don't like this font. it's too... Hobbitish...) o well, 2 lazy 2 change it.
Nicknames: Isilmë (hell yea) Owen (Do it Olivia, do it!) crazy freak, Hermione, Webster (i totally resent that one) freak of nature, Elven stalker (i have no idea where they got that one) Elvish freak, Orlando lover, Faramir lover. (Elsa--where the hell did u get Achilles? if u are Achilles, i must let Apollo guide my arrow 2 your heel.. DAMN U!!! u murdered HECTOR!!)
D.O.B.: March 22

Hometown: Chino Hills, CA
Where were u born: San Francisco--please, no jokes about that
Hair color: well, it's SUPPOSED to be black, but there's about 8 other shades in between. i try not 2 think of blonde...

Eye color: between dark brown & black, like my hair

Shoe size: 8.5-9

Pants size: i don't think anyone wants to know

Your sign: Aries

Best friend: Kathleen, Connie, Isaac, Sydney, Olivia (i have 2 reconsider the last one... jkjk!)

Pets: none

Siblings: i consider Kathleen the unlucky victim... haha Justine & Derek, sbe doesn't need 2 add me 2 the list. maybe i'll move in w/ the Lau's... Con, would u rather have me or Jojo?
Favorite.....
Weird food combo: never thought about that. McDonalds w/ top Ramen? i don't know! it's food! eat it!

Soda: Pepsi, or Coke mixed w/ Sprite, but i'm the only 1 who can make the perfect mixture

Cereal: Honey Nut Cheerios w/ bananas

Gum: Elsa, have i ever told u your insane? i don't know. i'm not 2 big on gum. i suppose Wrigley's spearmint.

Mints: Altoids, lemon or orange! isaac, can i have some?!
Color: sky blue and white (and don't tell me white isn't a color) and i'm starting 2 develop an infatuation with this kind of sage green that is seen most commonly in Rivendell. Kathleen would know what i'm talking about. remember Kohl's?

Chips: Doritos Cheese/Cooler Ranch or Ruffles cheese. (Kathleen-room full of cheesE)

Ice cream: mint chip

Fruit: white peaches, green grapes, watermelons, strawberries (w/ sugar of course)

Perfume/Cologne: don't ask me

Vegetable: PIPPIN-I AM SHOCKED!!!!!!! EXCEPT MUSHROOMS?!?!?!? HOW DARE THEE CALL THYSELF A HOBBIT?!?!?! okay, i'm over it. u've told me that b4. well... i reckon i fancy cucumbers.
Movie: THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING
THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS
THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE RETURN OF THE KING
or as i like to say: THE LORD OF THE RINGS
Moulin Rouge is a good movie 2, along w/ Seabiscuit, Spiderman 2, A Walk to Remember

City: yea!!! Killarney & Chester! Go Elsa! well, i'll take Chester, but not Killarney. that is, Chester, Cheshire, England, for all you ignorant ppl. i'd also say parts of London, and OF COURSE:
LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

State: really don't know. i'll say CA for now

Sport: basketball, though soccer's pretty awesome too (ah isaac, what have u done 2 me?!?!)

Hobbies: WRITING, above all else, WRITING. reading (i know i'm a nerd) pouring over Tolkien's manuscripts, over the Iliad, trying to study and memorize every word and nuance, learning Elvish, debating (of course) playing basketball, watching basketball, watching soccer, playing piano, annoying ppl (i'm good @ that) poetry

Condiment [ketchup, mustard, sugar, salt, pepper, etc]: ketchup, gotta have the ketchup

Joke: i don't really know... i think i've heard 2 many from Roshi & Camron.

Eating Utensil: i agree w/ Elsa. a fork can be used as an eating uternsil, as well as a weapon. i proved that the other day... but NO, i'll take chopsticks w/ everything thank u. (sry Elsa, the Chinese is still there, under the Gondorian)

Starbucks drink: i go to Seattle's Best more, but yea.. most of Starbucks stuff is good

Board game: don't play them. Monopoly? i don't know.

Song: too many. "Remember Me" and "Vincent" by Josh Groban; "Happy Ending" by Avril, "Only One" by Yellowcard, practically everything by Enya, especially "Only Time" and "Pilgrim" and everything off LotR, ESPECIALLY "Into the West" (which still makes me cry everytime i listen) and of course, my ultimate favorite:
TWILIGHT AND SHADOW

Band: hmm... that's hard. Simple Plan? i don't know. don't even have their CD. starting 2 like Yellowcard alot too.

Book: Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King; the Unfinished Tales; the Silmarillion; and everything else by Tolkien.
The Other Boleyn Girl by Phillipa Gregory (Roe's book, remember Sydney & Olivia?)

Holiday: christmas

Word/Saying: bloody hell, Democrats rule,
cormanin lindua ele le (elvish) and of course, the most frequently used: Shut up Camron

Christmas song: too many great songs. i suppose O Holy Night, and Angels we have Heard on High. Amazing Grace is good.
You make your bed?: see, i never saw the point in that. your only gonna sleep in it again the next day, so what's the bloody point?

You have any inside jokes?: yup. i don't crack the joke, i just do something absurdly stupid. kathleen and connie would know the most.
You have a luck shirt?: who the hell has a luck shirt? i do have a LotR bookmark i keep w/ me, and my LotR: RotK book that brings me good luck and is constnatly w/ me, wherever i go. remember the receipt roshi? the book is so tattered now.

You sing in the shower?: how could i not? the mirrors haven't broken yet...

You drive?: not yet...

You speak another language?: Chinese and Elvish; Quenya's getting there, and Sindarin's coming along. taking Spanish in the fall.

Last.....
Person you dreamed about: not telling. well, it was a mix. it had Faramir & some other person that shall remain unnamed and undisclosed (just guess-double d)
Movie you watched: Seabiscuit

Thing you ate: McDonalds

Noise you heard: gunshot Elsa? not good. cars driving on by noisily. now i REALLY know i'm back in LA.

Joke you heard: some weird one Ivan told me in the hotel.

Person you talked to: my dad...

Person you went to movies with: hmm... i think it was Olivia, Sydney & Taylor--Spiderman 2, for the 2nd time. awesome. i never thought i'd be sitting in a movie theater in Killarney, Ireland, w/ those three.

Restaurant you went to: McDonalds (kinda sad eh?) hey my flight was leaving & i was starving.

Board game you played: i have absolutely no idea. i think it was still the creepily ancient Monopoly in Ireland...

Thing you bought at mall: who gives a %$#@ (u can fill in that beep yourself)

Random Questions
Color of your house: outside is this ugly peachy color, inside is white.

Color of your room: white. that's all i gotta tell u.
What shirt are you wearing: Tommy Hilfiger-racist bastard.

What pants are you wearing: my extremely long jeans that i'll hopefully grow into

How is your hair: in a ponytail, like it always is

What is the 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex?: smile & eyes

What is your dream car: BMW, one of hte new 6 series

What is your most embarrassing moment?: i remember your home stay guy Elsa!!!! (Btw do u have that pic of me & Joe?) Adam's the guy w/ the fuzzy head like Garrick's right? um... i have too many embarrassing moments. i think the most recent one was when PIPPIN HERE, who i still haven't forgiven 4 this, Marlo, and TED (gah i'm gonna kill her) told a particular SOMEONE @ DINNER in IRELAND that i fancied him!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Most embarrassing moment at school: i don't know. any minute where camron's around. jkjk. um probably when i walked into the pole. i've done that quite a few times. i don't know. there's more embarrassing, but i'm not thinking. too tired from the plane

Career you want to pursue: lawyer, politician, novelist, poet, screenwriter
Magazine you read: YM and silly teen mags for Orli posters. (same here Elsa) TIME, Democrat Weekly (jkjkjk!!! i don't even know if there is one)

Place you want to be right now: England: homestay, hotel, i don't care. i just want to be there. home stay would be nicer.
Place you wouldn't want to be: yes, Irish homestay WAS horrid Elsa. but i wouldn't want to be... right now, at 11:11 PM, at roshi's.


Have you ever.....
Been Drunk?: not yet
Taken Drugs?: hell no

Gotten a black eye?: not yet

kissed anyone?: not yet!

Had a bf/gf?: not yet (i need 2 stop answering not yet)

Cried during a movie?: too many times, as Kathleen will bear witness. i cry every single bloody time i watch LotR; Return of the King the most. i cried in the Notebook, A Walk to Remember, practically in Spiderman 2 when, after saving her ungrateful life, MJ leaves Peter up there on the little tower thing, and they say they can't be together. leave me alone! like Elsa: "frodo told sam to go home. bloody git. hes your best friend frodo! dont let gollum effect you!" I KNOW!!! and Elsa, u can't forget when Aragorn goes "For Frodo", at the Black Gate, and charges, and Merry & Pippin charge!!!! it's sooo cute!!! and the scene w/ Faramir & Denethor, i can't help it! the look in his eyes; one glance is enough to bring me to my knees weeping!!! i'm SORRY!!! and of course, there's the parting at the Grey Havens. i can't even go into that... i'll stop sobbing here and now. and every time i hear "Into the West".
i should stop w/ the LotR sob stories shouldn't i?

Taken a taxi?: yup, from the airport to the hotel in Minneapolis
Used an Ouija board?: what the hell is that?

Been to another country?: o it's too cruel to make me reminisce!!! ENGLAND!!!!!!!!! o sweet, crowded London, all-brick Birmingham, Chester!!! and of course: LIVERPOOL!!!! Ireland, Wales (though technically NOT another country. bloody sam, it's a POLITICAL division!!! geographically, England & Wales could be one, it's just the bloody freaking name!!! i even checked 4 different encyclopedias 2 prove my point!!!) and of course, there's China. also been 2 Canada--eh?
Been to another state?: many. 13 ive been to one every year.

Seen the ocean? yes. what the Black Pearl really is, is freedom... right Elsa? of course i've seen the Sea-the Sundering Seas, the white shores, the ones that came before... the Sea that bars Aman from wretched mortals like me, away from the Light of the Trees, renewed once more after the evil marring of Morgoth, away from the Quendi, blessed Firstborn of Iluvatar. okay shutting up


Minnesota was okay, now that i'm done w/ that huge rant. hey i was bored. what do i do w/ my life?!? i should be READING!!! or @ least working on something! it's cold there though! England has better weather! but it was nice and green there too.. it made me really nostalgic and pensive (go andy w/ your SAT words) and i reminisced for a while about good times. remember those Elsa, Syd, Olivia?

well, i'm out 2 prove 2 andy that his tagboard is MINE!!!

Thursday, August 05, 2004

legovanan
well i've been on quite a lot these past few days, but i haven't found nething interesting to post. leaving at FOUR AM (save me) for the airport 2morrow morn, for Minnesota.
as you may have noticed by the chatter, Connie and I have recommenced our little arguments. what in the name of Eru, the One, did I do to deserve this? I call upon Manwe Sulimo, Varda Elentari, Nienna the Weeper, Ulmo, Mandos the Judger, Lorien in his fair gardens, Yavanna KEmentari, maker of fruits and life, Lady Uinen Airetari, and the rest of the Valar and Valier to witness that I, am completely innocent of her maniacal abuse of the English language!!!!!!!!!! I mean, what does she think she speak? The language of the ancient Naugrim!??!!?1

anyway, got an idea for a new story-Silmarillion related. this time about Maglor (yay!) starting to develop a new obsession about him. the only one of the cursed sons of Feanor i like. well, Maedhros isn't that bad either, but the artist, great minstrel, hands so fair, crafted for the harp, should never have to wield a sword, his melodious voice, soaring into battle. :Sigh:: Maglor, named after only Daeron, minstrel of Doriath, who loved and lost Luthien Tinuviel to the mortal Beren One-Handed.

OKAY!! thatz enough Tolkien for me today. sry. just reread Silmarillion today so really into it. like i always am. sigh.. where's Miriel when i need her? she would understand.

art class yesterday was fun, and andy actually came up with a FRESH insult!!!! i'm ATTEMPTING to portray on paper Arwen Undomiel, fairest of Elvenchild since her ancestor Luthien Tinuviel (okay i said enough Tolkien) and failing miserably. like i said, i should've drawn Eowyn, because then I could've made her as ugly and horrific as i like w/o feeling the least bit of guilt. damn girl who wedded Faramir... gah i wanna kill her. Hanna!!! we MUST conspire against her and Diamond!!!! (don't ask ppl)
well, my dad comes to pick me up, and i'm like, "DAD!!! WHATZ WRONG W/ HER?!?!" (I mean Arwen, the one i drew, bcuz she doesn't look like her) and andy murmurs, "That is the question he asks every day." (meaning me) i wanted to smack him!!! but i got to give him props for that one.

finishing up Forsaken. i think only 3-4 chapters left. gonna start on my Maglor project on the plane, and start thinking seriously about Eldarion, which i'm going to collaborate w/ Susan.

damn.. lost all my CDs on the freakin ferry from Ireland to Wales. gotta reburn all these. but there's the 3 that Kathleen, Roshi, and Rachel made me that i can't get. GAH!!! this sucks.

Monday, August 02, 2004

legovanan
ooo i ate too much... i feel like i can barely get up. indigestion hurts.

okay, on a happier note. i finished "The other Boleyn Girl" it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was soo sad though, bcuz i knew the ending of the story, as it's a well known piece of history, so when Mary had her false hopes about exile or a nunnery for Anne, and exile for George, i was shaking my head furiously, and thinking, "Fool." how could he execute George?!?!!?!!!?!!? like Mary, i took a liking to him, though he was her brother.

anyway, since most of you probably have absolutely no idea what i'm talking about. i need another book to read. Camron was being infuriating on the phone today. i was like, "don't get pissed @ camron. don't get pissed in the summer. you'll have plenty of time to do that when the school year starts"
dreading Troy. first time in my life i'm dreading school.

writing furiously.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

legovanan
well, like andy said, i haven't updated in a while; or at least, a while by my usual standards. i haven't been anywhere, i just haven't found anything to blab about (i know, amazing, eh Ka?)
almost done w/ the book "The Other Boleyn Girl", which is by the same author as "The Queen's Fool", by Phillipa Gregory. their both awesome books, if u love historical fiction (like me), especially English (like me) in the time of Henry VIII, and u love the insight into the court intrigue (it was sooo corrupt). sounds like the White House.

Kathleen... YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!

went to Costco twice today... i don't know why i just wrote that. got the last roll of film back. those were the best pictures. got one of Olivia looking like an idiot (like always) don't kill me when u read this, Sydney WAY too close up, Sam sitting over the edge of a cliff we could easily push him off of (jk) and the most beautiful scenery. The River Shannon, the lake we sailed on, and ALOT of trees.

well, andy, u can rest at ease now. i'm quite over my little depression, and i am writing furiously now. hehe!!! yea!!!! i feel bored though... i wanna jump up and down!! (sound more like me?)