Saturday, April 30, 2005

legovanan
Another one of those famous surveys... Elsa actually didn't send this one; amazingly enough. I took out a few parts cuz they were redundant.
*~Friends~*
Best friend: Kathleen
Friend you pretend to like, but you really can't stand: No comment
Spend most time with: Kathleen and Matthew
Who is...
the nicest: um... well, they all seem to have the common feature of liking to torture me. So um.. when they want to be, Kathleen, Connie, and Matthew
the smartest: um... none.. hehehe. they've all got brains somewhere embedded deeply; VERY deeply.
the sweetest: Matthew
the funniest: Um... they can all be hilarious. Olivia--crazy. Elsa's hilarious. Kathleen's fun to laugh at.. hehhe. Connie just cracks herself up at everything. Matthew's funny; Camron's got some pretty good jokes; Roshi's just stupid and funny;
the most athletic: Ashley, Kathleen, or Camron
the most fun to be with: They're all fun.
who would you take with you if you were stuck on an island: Well, I wouldn't want to be there. Kathleen and Matthew, i suppose. Probably Connie as well, and Elsa. But then elsa might just die from allergies, viruses, and complaining, so i better not.
the loudest: Olivia
the most talkative: um... me. they can all ramble on for quite a while actually, if you get them on the right subject. Trust me; there are times when Kathleen won't shut up! um.. me? Elsa, maybe??
the most optimistic: Kathleen
the most pessimistic: Camron, and Elsa freaking out and being a drama queen
the cutest: Stevie Gerrard. Wait? Friends? FINE. argh. my friends aren't cute; especially when you look at Royston. Isaac's pretty cute actually, but I'll say Matthew
the hottest: NO COMMENT. Anthony Le Tallec. Michael Owen. pick one. the Frenchboy or the Scouser lad?
the most trustworthy: Kathleen and Isaac
the most knowledgable: Me? Depends on the subject. Get Matthew started on Everton, or Elsa started on pirates. Miriel for Feanorians, etc.
the most shy: None. At least, not to me. To strangers, probably Connie, though she won't shut up with me.
the biggest flirt: Olivia!!
Who has the best smile: Um.. Elsa. Her and her Crest Whitestripes, or wahtever brand they are. She'll kill me if I get it wrong.
the best hairstyle: i liked Camron's old hair. um... i like Gerrard's hair.. um. they all look basically the same. randomly pick a guy... Isaac
the best hair color: um.. um.. Gerrard? PLEASE CAN I SAY GERRARD? ooo wait.. there's a celebrities section to this too. Alright I'll wait. i like my hair color. Black and it's natural highlights.. um.. i'll say Elsa or something
Best eyes: Oy here we go again. Prettiest eyes: Isaac. Deepest eyes: Camron. They hypnotize. Sweetest eyes: Matthew
Best eye color: Camron and Isaac; practically the same, i think, though Isaac tends to be a bit more on the green side, while Camron on the brown. Yes... hazel
Best voice: Camron
Who is the best listener: Kathleen, when she's not being skeptical. i can tell her anything, without being afraid of keeping anything in, and she's the only person I can do that for. There's always some things you can't tell someone. There's things you can't tell yourself.
the most affectionate: define affectionate. Ray's the most touchy-touchy.
Who do you know you'll know after 60 years: Kathleen
Who do you want to know after 60 years: now that is a different question. Kathleen, Matthew, Isaac, and yes--Camron. I want to see if he grows out of certain things.

~*Media*~ YAY I GET TO SAY GERRARD FOR EVERY QUESTION!
Favorite singer/band: the list is long. Enya, Josh Groban, Kate Rusby, Ewan McGregor
Favorite CD: Alright that's just impossible to choose. My movie soundtracks, broadway songs, folk music, classical style, too many
Favorite genre: Soundtrack/Broadway/Classical/Folk
Favorite song: This is even harder, dang it. "Into the West", "Learn to be Lonely" "Time to Say Goodbye", etc.
Favorite sport: To watch: Liverpool Football Club; the San Antonio Spurs, and gymnastics, preferably Russian, Romanian, or Chinese. To play: basketball, though soccer's fun, I suck even more.
Favorite male athlete: AHH!! Stevie GERRARD!!!! Michael Owen (striker) Carragher and Finnan as stoppers! Tony Parker for basketball. Aleksei Nemov and Aleksei Bondarenko for gymnastics
Favorite female athlete: Catalina Ponor
Hottest athlete: O boy... this is going to be interesting. Well, Michael Owen back when he was a Liverpudlian was FFIINNNEE.. and no, it's not because he's not a Liverpudlian anymore that he's not hot. He just looks different w/ the shaved head, and a lot older. Stevie G's soooo cute when he smiles. asian eyes on an european complexion. it's awesome. Aleksei Nemov... *speechless* and KATHLEEN: ALEKSEI BONDARENKO IS NOT FEMININE!!!!!!!! he's just the prettiest boy ever. I don't mean it in the usual "pretty boy" connotation, but seriously, this guy is, if a guy can be, pretty. No other word capable of describing.
Favorite movie: All of the Lord of the Rings; West Side Story, Dead Poets' Society, and a few others
Favorite actor: Johnny Depp, Hayden Christensen, Viggo Mortensen
Favorite actress: Um.. Um.. now this is hard. i have someone in mind, but their name is blanking out.

Which actor/actress has...
the best eyes: Well, Elijah Wood's big, blue, beautiful eyes just stand out of everything. Hayden Christensen's got the deepest eyes; they just mesmerize, and there's so much going on there. So much anger, so much love, so much sorrow, so much happiness, which, I think, made him the perfect Anakin.
the best smile: um... wow, this is hard. OO! of course!! Stevie G! I absolutely ADORE it when he smiles. Pity, it doesn't happen as often as i'd like.
the best hair: Gerrard
the best voice: OMG. Viggo Mortensen... *swoons* He has the perfect voice. Perfect. If there's one voice I wouldn't mind hearing for the rest of my life; it's that one. Also Brian Littrell of the Backstreet Boys' singing voice is beautiful as well. Viggo can sing and speak beautifully, especially in Elvish. Eric Bana has the sexiest voice.
the best style: Um... I don't know.
the best car: Um.. REALLY don't know. I'm just going to say Gerrard for any question I don't know.
If you could marry one celebrity in the world, who would it be? See that's when I would support polygamy. JKJK! At the moment Stevie Gerrard because at the moment I'm really really infatuated. Yesterday i would've said Hayden Christensen, so it varies.

legovanan
Spent the last half hour at the LFC site; quotes section. Some are hilarious, some ironic, and some inspiring. My favorites, including some Matthew will shoot me for.
Inspirational/Touching:
"Some people believe football is a matter of life and death, I am very disappointed with that attitude. I can assure you it is much, much more important than that." Bill Shankly

"It's there to remind our lads who they're playing for, and to remind the opposition who they're playing against." Bill Shankly about the 'This is Anfield' plaque

"It broke my heart to leave Liverpool." Kenny Dalglish

"When I see the Bill Shankly statue, I look at the sentiment on the base. It says: 'He made the people happy’. Well now the modern Liverpool is making the fans and the city happy. And that makes me so proud." Gerard Houllier

"Take that bandage off. And what do you mean about YOUR knee? It's Liverpool's knee!" Bill Shankly to Tommy Smith, who had a bandage on his injured knee

"Liverpool was made for me and I was made for Liverpool." Bill Shankly

This one I can just hear Bill saying to me:
"Where are you from?" "I'm a Liverpool fan from London." "Well laddie, what's it like to be in heaven?" Bill Shankly to a Liverpool fan

"It was the most difficult thing in the world, when I went to tell the chairman. It was like walking to the electric chair. That's the way it felt." Bill Shankly on the leaving of Liverpool

"The only thing I fear is missing an open goal in front of the Kop. I would die if that were to happen. When they start singing 'You'll Never Walk Alone' my eyes start to water. There have been times when I've actually been crying while I've been playing". Kevin Keegan

An Evertonian's Bane:
These are some of the best in the world. I'm gonna put these on my binder; they're so true, and hilarious.
"If Everton were playing at the bottom of the garden, I'd pull the curtains." Bill Shankly

This one is hilarious:
On awaiting Everton's arrival for a derby game at Anfield, Bill Shankly gave a box of toilet rolls to the doorman and said: "Give them these when they arrive – they'll need them!" YES YOU WILL!!!

"We are the real people's club." Sammy Lee

"Don't worry Alan. At least you'll be able to play close to a great team!" Bill Shankly to Alan Ball after he signed for Everton

AND THE BEST ONE, MY NEW CATCH PHRASE
"Liverpool are magic, Everton are tragic." Emlyn Hughes

Humor:
"Laddie, I never drop players, I only make changes." Bill Shankly to a journalist who criticised his team selection

"If he isn't named Footballer of the Year, football should be stopped and the men who picked any other player should be sent to the Kremlin" Bill Shankly on Tommy Smith

"Chairman Mao has never seen a greater show of red strength." Bill Shankly

"It was like playing in a foreign country." Ian Rush on his time with Juventus in Italy

And of course, I just love this one, though the irony of hindsight clouds my eyes:
"I want to keep an English heart to the team. I believe in that. Michael Owen is that. Never think Michael is afraid of anything." Gerard Houllier

Last one, and I think Kopites should really listen to this one more.
"We don't destroy our heroes today when we worshipped them yesterday."
–Gerard Houllier

A month ago, around the derby, you mention anything bad, it didn't even have to be bad, just negative about Stevie G and you'd get jumped. Flowers were laid in his path. He was the hero. He could do no wrong. Now lately, people start talking all this trash about him. "He's off to Chelsea. Stop playing Gerrard. Just go wear blue." "I'd take the millions and say Goodbye." Now, that amazing goal he scored today, and he's the heralded hero again. Please don't leave Stevie!! Some of us still love you no matter what. You're the soul of the team!!! The heart's already gone, (and Matthew, I'm not the only one who thinks Owen was the heart. Just look at the Houllier quote up there) and now you've become the heart and soul. Maybe Michael will come back...

Don't kill me for those Matthew!!!

Friday, April 29, 2005

legovanan
I love making fun of Matthew... it's so fun. Well, we make fun of each other. "Stupid Liverpudlian." It's so funny.

Anyway, today wasn't a good day. Matthew left around 1st period because he's sick, and I think I may have gotten him sick. I have a really bad cough, and Kathleen's starting to get it, and he's coughing, and I'm just like, "AH!! Don't kill me!" Kathleen's been shooting murderous glances at me. I'm like, "O come ON! I don't spend THAT much time with you!!! Not this week at least. Only on the bus in the morning. If anyone should be infected it's Matthew." And Lo! Ten minutes later, he's hacking up a lung. I'm like, "Great... I think I jinxed it."

So Matthew leaves, leaving me (wow, i used leave twice. What's wrong with me?) and at break, I wander around listlessly, till I find Kathleen and eat her chocolate chip cookies! hehehe those were good.
Read through Bio.
Lunch was even worse. I said about five words; some to Geoff asking about the math test, and a few to Ray, because: who can resist talking to Ray? Especially a fellow Beijing accented person! Called Matthew a bunch of times, though he was snoring away.. leaving me to fail a math test.

Then, the most dramatic part of my day: finishing the Star Wars: Episode III book. You should have seen me on the bus. I was screaming, causing everyone to think me crazier than I already am, and banging the book on the bus seat. NO ANAKIN NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! little, innocent, naive little anakin. I can't believe it. Camron thinks I'm an idiot. "You already know what's going to happen! Stop being in denial! You're always in denial."
It's one thing to know something happened, and another thing to accept it. As far as I'm concerned, it doesn't happen till I get there. And now that I have gotten there, I'm waiting till the movie gets there! Many great quotes came out of it, and many tears, and many frantic screams at Matthew.
Great quotes, other than the fear one that I relate to:
"How could one win a war against the dark, when war itself had become the dark’s own weapon?"
"There is no greater misery than to remember, with bitter regret, a day when you were happy." Camron and I had a nice discussion on this one.

"Sometimes the closest are those who cannot see." This one, though short, touched me the most. I think that we don't see the flaws of those closest to us, but even if we do, we refuse to recognize them, or even love them more because of it. We don't care. We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
The problem is, sometimes, that leads to a very tragic place, those flaws, and we don't see them, until it's too late.
To support my case. The thoughts of Obi-Wan:
"The man he faced was everything Obi-Wan had devoted his life to destroying: Murderer, Traitor, Fallen Jedi. Lord of the Sith. And here, and now, despite it all… Obi-Wan still loved him."
That just reminds me of someone I know, but I won't elaborate for personal reasons that I also don't want to think about. Interesting, I don't want to talk for reasons I don't want to think about, but I know, with cold dread.
And this one was just relevant to Anakin:
"The brightest light casts the darkest shadow." The Chosen One. The Greatest Sith.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

legovanan
Here comes Simon's story, along with Connie being stupid:

SoCalldLadiesman: anakin sux
SoCalldLadiesman: yoda owns him
SoCalldLadiesman: I own him
SoCalldLadiesman: pwahahahaha
DSluvr4evr7: you like arguing w/ me, don't you?
DSluvr4evr7: PHST
DSluvr4evr7: Agree I may, upon Master Yoda
DSluvr4evr7: but upon you, I will not, and cannot
SoCalldLadiesman: hah
SoCalldLadiesman: OH YEAH!
DSluvr4evr7: I love Anakin!!1
DSluvr4evr7: wait... when did you hear about my infatuation w/ anakin?
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: w/e
SoCalldLadiesman: do i need to tell u the great simon v anakin battle
SoCalldLadiesman: u told me
SoCalldLadiesman: when i killed that annoying elf of yours
DSluvr4evr7: argh
DSluvr4evr7: i did?
DSluvr4evr7: GASP
SoCalldLadiesman: muahahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: with my master swordsmanship
DSluvr4evr7: YOU DID NOT CALL HIM ANNOYING
DSluvr4evr7: aND NO you did NOT kill him
DSluvr4evr7: you EVIL person
DSluvr4evr7: the Dark Side of the Force clouds everything!!!
SoCalldLadiesman: :-D
DSluvr4evr7: Very difficult to see, it is..
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaa
DSluvr4evr7: o god i'm quoting yoda
DSluvr4evr7: this is scaring me
SoCalldLadiesman: yea
SoCalldLadiesman: fine tell u the great battle i will
DSluvr4evr7: o no you will not
DSluvr4evr7: you and your twisted stories
DSluvr4evr7: that aren't true
SoCalldLadiesman: hahah
SoCalldLadiesman: anywayz me and anakin were in a bar....
SoCalldLadiesman: hahah
DSluvr4evr7: o god
DSluvr4evr7: no more bar jokes!!!!
DSluvr4evr7: please!!!
DSluvr4evr7: don't be like madrid
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: ok
SoCalldLadiesman: so anakin challenges me to a duel
DSluvr4evr7: o god no
DSluvr4evr7: come on
SoCalldLadiesman: cuz i insult u
DSluvr4evr7: not again
DSluvr4evr7: awww
SoCalldLadiesman: and since he "loves" u
DSluvr4evr7: defending my honor eh?
DSluvr4evr7: hehe i'm liking this
SoCalldLadiesman: didn't want to make this completely one sided
SoCalldLadiesman: hah
SoCalldLadiesman: so anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: he challenges me
SoCalldLadiesman: and i accept defending my honor
DSluvr4evr7: *sigh*
DSluvr4evr7: what honor?
SoCalldLadiesman: what i have left
SoCalldLadiesman: c'mon
SoCalldLadiesman: cut my some slack
DSluvr4evr7: ahahah
DSluvr4evr7: alright alright
DSluvr4evr7: so miniscule honor
SoCalldLadiesman: WOOOOOT!
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: i accept
SoCalldLadiesman: and later that day
SoCalldLadiesman: we show up at....
SoCalldLadiesman: where do u want to duel to take place?
SoCalldLadiesman: lol
SoCalldLadiesman: hey this is an interactive story
DSluvr4evr7: whoops sry
DSluvr4evr7: interacting
DSluvr4evr7: um..
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: thinking of planet
DSluvr4evr7: which planet do i like
DSluvr4evr7: Alderaan or Naboo
DSluvr4evr7: take your pick
SoCalldLadiesman: naboo
SoCalldLadiesman: so anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: we meet on naboo
DSluvr4evr7: i hate Padme
DSluvr4evr7: but anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
DSluvr4evr7: she should die
SoCalldLadiesman: (i'll kill her for u)
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
DSluvr4evr7: yay you should
SoCalldLadiesman: we meet in the palace garden
DSluvr4evr7: you can be my bounty hunter!
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: np
SoCalldLadiesman: as long as u pay up
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: we start the duel
SoCalldLadiesman: and dance of parries and attacks
DSluvr4evr7: *sigh*
DSluvr4evr7: dance...
DSluvr4evr7: simon
SoCalldLadiesman: lol
DSluvr4evr7: dancing
SoCalldLadiesman: ?
SoCalldLadiesman: what?
SoCalldLadiesman: it creates imagery
SoCalldLadiesman: not of violence
DSluvr4evr7: good job
DSluvr4evr7: hahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: but of beauty
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: if you devoted all this energy to your english hw
DSluvr4evr7: you might actually do well
SoCalldLadiesman: hahahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: i am
SoCalldLadiesman: almost an a
DSluvr4evr7: wow.. simon creating beautiful imagery
DSluvr4evr7: turn this in for english
SoCalldLadiesman: hahha
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: this continues for a while
SoCalldLadiesman: though we both realize we are about equally matched
DSluvr4evr7: O GIVE ME A BREAK
DSluvr4evr7: he's the CHOSEN ONE
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: you're NOTHING
SoCalldLadiesman: but i know he has the upper hand
SoCalldLadiesman: due to his extense training with the great jedi masters
SoCalldLadiesman: happy?
DSluvr4evr7: extenSIVE
DSluvr4evr7: haha anakin would be so pissed to hear you say that
DSluvr4evr7: due to his training
DSluvr4evr7: he'd say that it's all him
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: stubborn brat
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: he reaches into his tunic
SoCalldLadiesman: and pulls out another lightsaber
DSluvr4evr7: ooo go anakin
DSluvr4evr7: kick his butt
DSluvr4evr7: wait...
DSluvr4evr7: what is your weapon?
SoCalldLadiesman: and instantly my facial expression goes from :) to :(
SoCalldLadiesman: same
SoCalldLadiesman: but i only have one
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: hahaha simon wielding a lightsaber
DSluvr4evr7: interesting
SoCalldLadiesman: thats what u think
SoCalldLadiesman: he charges
SoCalldLadiesman: and leaps gracefully into the ear with the greatest of ease
SoCalldLadiesman: and does an over head swing with both lightsabers
SoCalldLadiesman: i block
SoCalldLadiesman: the intensity pushes me into the ground
SoCalldLadiesman: instantly the ground breaks around me
SoCalldLadiesman: and start to sink into the ground
DSluvr4evr7: right
DSluvr4evr7: the ground is breaking now
DSluvr4evr7: what is this? the apocalypse?
SoCalldLadiesman: whoa showing the amazing power he has
DSluvr4evr7: nice
SoCalldLadiesman: the force he is administering upon me is so great
SoCalldLadiesman: yea..
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: with all my strength
SoCalldLadiesman: i push away
SoCalldLadiesman: and find my footing again
SoCalldLadiesman: now i know im screwed
SoCalldLadiesman: but i keep a optimistic point of view
DSluvr4evr7: what footing?
DSluvr4evr7: wait... are you gonna squeeze out his gray matter in this one too?!
SoCalldLadiesman: nah
SoCalldLadiesman: i push off
SoCalldLadiesman: and find ground that has not been shattered by the force of his attack
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: he charges again
SoCalldLadiesman: swinging in a hurricane like motion
SoCalldLadiesman: i block
SoCalldLadiesman: but find it extremely hard to block both lightsabers
DSluvr4evr7: ah
DSluvr4evr7: just DIE already simon
SoCalldLadiesman: and i miss a block and he slices my left arm
SoCalldLadiesman: (u forget i win)
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: i retreat a few steps back
DSluvr4evr7: so are you missing an arm now?
SoCalldLadiesman: nah
SoCalldLadiesman: just cut
SoCalldLadiesman: nothing majorly serious
SoCalldLadiesman: to your disappointment
DSluvr4evr7: damn
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway i administer a very crude form of first aid
DSluvr4evr7: hahah
DSluvr4evr7: it's called BACTA
SoCalldLadiesman: and stand up
SoCalldLadiesman: ok
SoCalldLadiesman: he has a grin on his face
SoCalldLadiesman: as if he has already won
SoCalldLadiesman: this angers me
SoCalldLadiesman: just then
SoCalldLadiesman: padme run onto the field
SoCalldLadiesman: and pleads anakin to stop this pointless battle
DSluvr4evr7: KILL HER
SoCalldLadiesman: and she tells him that she loves him
SoCalldLadiesman: i laugh
SoCalldLadiesman: and look at him
SoCalldLadiesman: he nods
SoCalldLadiesman: and i charge
SoCalldLadiesman: and pierce her through the back
SoCalldLadiesman: and she instantly kneels onto the floor
DSluvr4evr7: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
SoCalldLadiesman: and
SoCalldLadiesman: then anakin says," let me finish this"
SoCalldLadiesman: and steps up to her
SoCalldLadiesman: and says" my heart belongs to elaine"
SoCalldLadiesman: and beheads her
DSluvr4evr7: OMG
DSluvr4evr7: cruelty
DSluvr4evr7: that does not belong to a Jedi
DSluvr4evr7: i want you to kill her
SoCalldLadiesman: fine
SoCalldLadiesman: rewind
DSluvr4evr7: but not putting Anakin's Jedi principles at stake
SoCalldLadiesman: k
SoCalldLadiesman: well he tells her that he loves u and all this crap
SoCalldLadiesman: and then I behead her
SoCalldLadiesman: her head must of gone at least 50 yds
SoCalldLadiesman: :-D
DSluvr4evr7: ahahahahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: happy?
SoCalldLadiesman: AND he had the balls to tell her he loved u
DSluvr4evr7: yay
SoCalldLadiesman: i think that made it at least a little more intersting
DSluvr4evr7: good!!!
DSluvr4evr7: i'm liking this so far
DSluvr4evr7: simon's hurt
DSluvr4evr7: and padme's dead
DSluvr4evr7: and anakin loves me!
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: i think matthew'll be pissed to hear this
SoCalldLadiesman: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SoCalldLadiesman: then don't tell him
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: i resume the batter
SoCalldLadiesman: battle
SoCalldLadiesman: *
DSluvr4evr7: batter
DSluvr4evr7: egg batter
SoCalldLadiesman: lol
SoCalldLadiesman: sorrie
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
DSluvr4evr7: i can just see you battering eggs
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: i can cook
SoCalldLadiesman: i take up my stance and he does too
SoCalldLadiesman: * im trying to make it so i get a double edged lightsaber T_T*
SoCalldLadiesman: dammit
DSluvr4evr7: hahaaha
DSluvr4evr7: lightsabers don't have edges genius
SoCalldLadiesman: darth maul genius
SoCalldLadiesman: ef that im getting one
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: o that kind
DSluvr4evr7: that's not a double edged
DSluvr4evr7: it's called double SIDED
SoCalldLadiesman: so i look at padmes dead beheaded body
DSluvr4evr7: genius
SoCalldLadiesman: and i notice she is holding a lightsaber
SoCalldLadiesman: i guess anakin taught her the way of the jedi
SoCalldLadiesman: i can see it really paid off
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway i use the force and i pull the lightsaber from her lifeless body
SoCalldLadiesman: and using a sacred technique i fuse the two lightsabers together
SoCalldLadiesman: MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
DSluvr4evr7: um..
SoCalldLadiesman: shut it
DSluvr4evr7: you can't TEACH people the Jedi Way
SoCalldLadiesman: too bad
DSluvr4evr7: without them being Force sensitive, and from a young age.
DSluvr4evr7: which obviously, she is not
SoCalldLadiesman: yea o well
SoCalldLadiesman: yea
SoCalldLadiesman: i know
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
DSluvr4evr7: and you can't freakin fuse it together
DSluvr4evr7: genius
SoCalldLadiesman: tha's what u think
SoCalldLadiesman: genius
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: i charge him
SoCalldLadiesman: and attack with a fury he has never seen
SoCalldLadiesman: quickly he takes a defensive stance
SoCalldLadiesman: and parries my attacks
SoCalldLadiesman: though with a little more effort
SoCalldLadiesman: he then pushes away
DSluvr4evr7: ah
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: i am slowly being drained of my force powers
SoCalldLadiesman: and know soon i will be too weak to fight
SoCalldLadiesman: so this last attack
SoCalldLadiesman: will be the last for me
DSluvr4evr7: what Force powers?!
DSluvr4evr7: o great
DSluvr4evr7: here comes teh dramatic climax
SoCalldLadiesman: lol
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: i take up a stance
SoCalldLadiesman: holding the lightsaber in my right hand behind me
SoCalldLadiesman: and my left hand in front
SoCalldLadiesman: and with what force i have left
SoCalldLadiesman: i throw the double sided light saber with all that i have left in me
DSluvr4evr7: As obi-wan says, "This weapon is your life. Never let go of it."
SoCalldLadiesman: the lightsaber whirls toward anakin
SoCalldLadiesman: eff that
DSluvr4evr7: a Jedi would NEVER throw his lightsaber
DSluvr4evr7: and Anakin
DSluvr4evr7: would never be hit
SoCalldLadiesman: i must of ditched that lesson
DSluvr4evr7: ahahahah like all the rest
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
DSluvr4evr7: since you're NOT A JEDI
SoCalldLadiesman: shut up
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: i throw it
SoCalldLadiesman: and anakin easily jumps over if
SoCalldLadiesman: it*
SoCalldLadiesman: i see my fatal mistake
DSluvr4evr7: ahahha NICE
DSluvr4evr7: so DIE ALREADY
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
SoCalldLadiesman: he walks up to me
SoCalldLadiesman: and raises his light saber for the final blow
SoCalldLadiesman: and he says
DSluvr4evr7: DIE SIMON
SoCalldLadiesman: u fought well
SoCalldLadiesman: and i anwers
SoCalldLadiesman: answer
SoCalldLadiesman: too bad i can't say the same for u
SoCalldLadiesman: and in that instant
DSluvr4evr7: o no
DSluvr4evr7: please don't tell me your hiding another lightsaber
DSluvr4evr7: in your utility bel
DSluvr4evr7: t
SoCalldLadiesman: my double sided lightsaber comes flying back
DSluvr4evr7: first of all, anakin would NEVER make that mistake
DSluvr4evr7: EVER
DSluvr4evr7: he's ANAKIN
DSluvr4evr7: the CHOSEN ONE
SoCalldLadiesman: due to the fact i threw it like a boomerang
DSluvr4evr7: SKYWALKER
DSluvr4evr7: bad reason
SoCalldLadiesman: and it beheads him
DSluvr4evr7: if i were writing this
DSluvr4evr7: you would die first of all
DSluvr4evr7: but you used the Force to summon you
DSluvr4evr7: *it
DSluvr4evr7: but obviously, you skipped that class too
DSluvr4evr7: Connection to the Force 101
SoCalldLadiesman: eh he's dead
SoCalldLadiesman: beheaded
SoCalldLadiesman: muahahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: and then elaine shows up
SoCalldLadiesman: and brutally kills him
SoCalldLadiesman: me*
DSluvr4evr7: YES!!!!!!!1
DSluvr4evr7: FINALLY!!!!!!!1
SoCalldLadiesman: and thus i served my purpose
DSluvr4evr7: MY DREAM HAS COME TRUE!!!!!!!!
DSluvr4evr7: NO!!!!!!
DSluvr4evr7: and then i THROW myself upon Anakin's body
SoCalldLadiesman: since elaine killed one out of rage
DSluvr4evr7: and lament
DSluvr4evr7: sing a dirge
DSluvr4evr7: wait.. you didn't behead him
SoCalldLadiesman: she has been comsumed by the dark side
DSluvr4evr7: he has to have a heroic death scene man!!
DSluvr4evr7: GASP
DSluvr4evr7: coNsumed
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
DSluvr4evr7: but NEVER
DSluvr4evr7: elaine would never do such a thing
SoCalldLadiesman: TOO LATE
SoCalldLadiesman: u have been condemned to teh dark side
SoCalldLadiesman: and lead a life of shame
SoCalldLadiesman: muahahahaha
DSluvr4evr7: o whatever
SoCalldLadiesman: my death had a higher purpose
SoCalldLadiesman: muahahahah
SoCalldLadiesman: save this convo
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: i gtg
DSluvr4evr7: the Dark Side is a pathway to many abilities some believe to be unnatural, as Palpatine says
DSluvr4evr7: bye
SoCalldLadiesman: i'll make another for u
DSluvr4evr7: you're impossible
DSluvr4evr7: ahahha who else do i love?
SoCalldLadiesman: where i die
DSluvr4evr7: o god, next one'll be a soccer player
SoCalldLadiesman: if u want
DSluvr4evr7: can my love be victorious for once?!
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway it'll be my death
SoCalldLadiesman: from anakin and legolas
SoCalldLadiesman: what REALLY would of happened
SoCalldLadiesman: had i been stupid enough to challenge them
DSluvr4evr7: aahah
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: i think you'll like this one
DSluvr4evr7: for once
DSluvr4evr7: just don't kill matthew and i'll be okay w/ith you
SoCalldLadiesman: hey!
SoCalldLadiesman: u can't deny the fact taht i tell good stories
DSluvr4evr7: ehehhe very
DSluvr4evr7: beautiful imagery, right?
SoCalldLadiesman: though u dont have to agree with what happens in them
SoCalldLadiesman: sure
DSluvr4evr7: hehehe of course
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: my stories rock
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: hehehehehehehe
SoCalldLadiesman: something im fairly ok at
DSluvr4evr7: haahha yea you're pretty good
DSluvr4evr7: though i hate the endings
SoCalldLadiesman: hey its good
SoCalldLadiesman: though i wish i could explain it more
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
DSluvr4evr7: hehehe you should publish these
DSluvr4evr7: "The torturings of Elaine"
SoCalldLadiesman: lol
SoCalldLadiesman: maybe one day
SoCalldLadiesman: and the last one
SoCalldLadiesman: "elaines victory"
SoCalldLadiesman: and it'll read
SoCalldLadiesman: elaine kills simon
DSluvr4evr7: heheheheh
DSluvr4evr7: YES!
SoCalldLadiesman: hahaha
SoCalldLadiesman: anyway
DSluvr4evr7: and revives, legolas, anakin, and everyone else Simon killed
SoCalldLadiesman: save this convo
SoCalldLadiesman: lol w/e
DSluvr4evr7: yes i will
SoCalldLadiesman: haha
SoCalldLadiesman: gtg

legovanan
Uh-oh... Simon's going on another one of his infamous scenarios. This time, instead of Legolas, it's Anakin... Great.. he's going to "own" them both now! O wait, o wait, he's "Creating imagery, not of violence, but of beauty." Now Simon is scaring me! This'll be interesting. Disturbing, but interesting. O now out come the lightsabers. This is really funny.

Anyway, poor Stevie!! He was relatively quiet in the CL game yesterday... guess WHY? a TOOTHACHE! He had to go to the dentists' three hours before the match because it hurt so badly he couldn't go to sleep. Poor baby... *hugs* And no Matthew, this is NOT another Liverpudlian excuse to make up for his inadequacy. Gerrard is the best player ever.

And speaking of Stevie, I'm going to change my desktop from a nighttime Rivendell scene to this, if I can get away w/ it with my dad. It's okay to have the whole freakin team as my desktop, as I did before, but NO, not a single player, because it shows preference, and my dad doesn't believe that i like them purely in a professional way. He's probably right for a few of them... Hehee... The Le Tallec one doesn't look good, or else I'd do that one too.



I love how he looks in the background. He's actually smiling!!! So cute.. Eh, not really. Gerrard's not the best looking of guys, my personal bias aside, but him being a Scouser, and the Liverpool skipper endears him to me. He's not bad, especially when he smiles. Wrinkle issues though, if I do say so myself. Ah well, best player in England. Michael... why did you leave?!?!?

Actually, now that I study the picture intently, he is REALLY cute in that pic... Probably one of the best pics of Stevie; i mean, he's actually smiling. Aww... *sighs dreamily* Yea... I could stare at that for a long time. (Don't worry Matthew... he's unattainable. hehehe jkjk. Even if he were, you know who's better)

ARgh.. Simon is dragging this out. Why won't he just die already??? "with extreme difficulty, I block his two lightsabers, and lose my footing" JUST SHUT UP AND DIE!!! HEheheheeh..

Labeled all my bugs today, while watching Liverpool kick Chelsea butt!! Including Stevie Gerrard!!!!!!!!! with his toothache and sleep depravation. Hah he should go to Troy if he wants to know about that.

Monday, April 25, 2005

legovanan
AHH!! MAY 19!!! i can't WAIT!!!
Since I wasn't on speaking terms with half the people on the bus today, I was reading the episode III book (it's Royston's. He generously let me borrow it! I love him!) okay not love, but whatever. Anakin... Anakin..

To clarify the general misconception that I only like Star Wars, and adore Anakin for his looks. Other than the fact that Hayden Christensen is probably THE best looking guy I have ever seen in my life (and disagree with me if you will), but also because I can relate to Anakin in a lot of ways. Elsa, here's an analogy for you:
Erik is to Elsa, as Anakin is to Elaine.
One of the only reasons I like Star Wars is George Lucas' attempt to explain the evolution of evil. If evil can love, then what is evil? You know, they picked Jake Lloyd to play Anakin at 9, a perfect choice, because I don't think you could find another kid who looked as angelic and innocent. How could someone like him grow up to be Darth Vader? And then he picks Hayden Christensen *swoons*, someone who is absolutely gorgeous, but in those eyes, you can see the ongoing conflict and rage. Then you wonder, how could he turn against his best friend/father figure. All these questions boiling in your mind.
I was reading an article about the new film, and George Lucas said, in order to tie the prequels with the original trilogy, Episode III has to end in a very dark place; the darkest place in the universe, he said. He also said that out of all the people who have already seen the film (lucky bastards), all the women cried, and at least half the men did as well, throughout the film. I am going to WEEP!! Kathleen better bring tissues for me. I wanna see if she ACTUALLY cries; something that's only happened once so far. I cry practically every movie we watch; she never does.

So anyway, I was reading the book, and there was a couple pages dwelling into Anakin's psychology: his fears. He was haunted by a dead star he saw once, because he didn't realize that even stars can die.
I can really relate to this quote; Anakin's ultimate fear:
"Because his real fear, in a universe where even stars can die, is that being the best will never be quite good enough."

When you're at the top, the only way you can go is down. No matter how good you are, how hard you work, you'll never be good enough for someone or something. There will always be disappointment. Anakin's greatest issue was that he couldn't save everyone, and that was a quarter of the reason he turned to the Dark, because he saw the promise in the Dark Side to give him the power the Jedi couldn't, to save all. The loss of his mother, and the forbidden love of Padme drove him on. He didn't understand why he couldn't do all.

I will ramble about this later, as well as my very pissed off interlude today at the bus stop.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

legovanan
You know what bugs me? Well, a lot of things bug me. Wow, the last three posts have been what bugs me rants. Here's another.
When you hear a song, you know it so well you could play it on the piano or sing it, but you don't know what it is!! I HATE THAT FEELING! I KNOW THIS SONG ON THE TV!!! I JUST CAN'T PLACE IT!

Anyway, went bug catching today with my daddy and Matthew. Got a few; Matthew got a lot, seeing as he didn't have anything before, he could take anything! GAH! A really pretty moth, a butterfly, and a dragonfly escaped my clutches! I need those things... well maybe not the moth. It was so pretty though!
School tomorrow! STAR testing! Muy divertido, eh? Elaine's gonna fail!!

Saturday, April 23, 2005

legovanan
Anybody have any bugs they would like to contribute, please contact Elaine!!!

O yes, I made this quiz.
http://www01.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=050422204113-224236&c=1&a=08

Friday, April 22, 2005

legovanan
Writing a short vignette (not a salad dressing, a short story) right now. Was inspired by Elsa's poem. It's called, "The Mistress Sea". It might be thought of as really random. Really no plot at all; just reflection about the sea. I might post it on here when I finish, but then again, I might not. People are going to think me insane; just randomly spitting out poetic musings (in prose form) about the Sea.

Anyway, was EXTREMELY, i mean EXTREMELY pissed at the bus stop today after school. I haven't been that pissed off in a while. The cause?? I'll give you ONE guess. Really not that hard. What pisses me off more than bad test scores and Liverpool losses combined?! Hmm... I WONDER.
So what did the argument start with again?? O yes, how Asian companies always try to be better than "white" companies, when they're not. Kathleen and I were arguing violently; mostly for Japanese products, such as cars and electronics. Camron was trying to deny the existence of Asian products in his home, which is really not true because he has an Infiniti, and practically every electronic in every American home is designed by the Japanese and made by Chinese factories. And he's like, "You drive a Mercedes. That's a GERMAN car. It's because it's superior." Aided by Japanese engineers thank you. Gah, I thought the whole white supremacy thing died out with Hitler. You know me, I'm not the most Asian, I mean, I'm whitewashed! I'm not one of those people who go around saying, "Asian pride!" I study English history in my spare time for Iluvatar's sake! I want to speak French and Russian: European languages, but I don't like it when some guy comes up to me and tells me that I'm inferior half the day. And the funny thing is, he's not even full "white". Let's look at this logically. His dad is Cuban; his mother is "white". In a patriarchal society, who do you think we're counting by? Father or mother? Unless we're Jewish (and if you are, more power to you), we don't count ethnicity by the mother.
I mean, I get crap like this all the time:
"Those stupid Chinese people.."
"If we're so stupid, why is it that the general Chinese population at Troy gets better grades than you, Camron?"
"If you guys are so smart, why can't you even get your own government to work?" I have an hour long case on that, and I could write a college paper on it. Don't get me started.
There's also:
"Hey Elaine! There was a car accident. I bet you it was an Asian driver."
And when we argue about politics: "If you don't like what we're doing, go back and starve on your rice."
Freakin A, one of your ancestors was an immigrant too, you know. You didn't magically appear in this land. Just because some of us haven't been in this country as long; doesn't deny of the respect I hold. Just because I haven't forgotten my heritage, culture, and where I come from. And it doesn't even matter if you're an immigrant and you're Caucasian. You're British? That's so awesome! Do you have an accent? What's your favorite football club? (If it's Everton, then it DOES matter. You have serious problems... Hehe) From France? WHOA! Can you cook? From Russia? Say something in a Cyrillic language!
But NO! YOUR SKIN IS DARKER THAN MINE! GASP! Go eat your RICE! Get out of here you Communist!

And another thing, just because it's not in my culture/heritage to be Christian, or even have a religion, it doesn't make me any worse than any of you. This is what I get, "So you don't believe in ANYTHING?" Stop making Atheists sound like completely barbaric, pagan animals that don't have the imagination to believe in anything. I believe in more things than you could ever dream. Half of you wouldn't even belong to a certain religion if you weren't raised that way. Nice Christian that doesn't ever go to church; that doesn't know the Bible as well as an Atheist who's been raised by those damn inferior Communists, right? My family belongs to a Communist country. We don't believe in religions, so therefore, religion is not a prevalent aspect in my life. I get along just perfectly. I'm not dissing any religion, monotheistic or polytheistic, I don't care if you worship a tree. I'm merely saying, leave some of us who don't have a religion alone. I'm not any better or any worse than you. Just because I don't believe in a supreme deity doesn't mean I don't have feelings, I don't have beliefs, I don't have opinions (I have more opinions, actually), and I don't have emotions. Just leave me alone. If you want to make yourself feel better, don't use stupid things like race and religion to do it.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

legovanan
Why is it that I don't post on here often anymore?!?! I have a million things to say, and time to say it. I just... don't. Interessant.. Maybe a phase I'm going through or something.
Anyway, now I shall ramble pointlessly:
Do you know what the problem with reading your friend's writing is? I'm going to tell you anyway, so don't answer the question. The problem is that it's hard to distinguish between a friendly standpoint, and a professional, constructively critical standpoint. (Elsa--this is not directed towards you. You know exactly how I feel about your writing. I adore your poetry and admire your "good" form of writing. Your "phanphic" amuses me with it's cheesy cliche-ness and randomness and awesome humor!)
I mean, people tell you, "Go read my story!" If they're a great writer, more power to them; we can discuss writing styles, poetic meters, etc, but if they really do suck, and write cliche Mary-Sues all day that make you nauseous just to read, and then they tell you to review, or ask you what you think, it's so hard not to go, "YOU SUCK! IMPROVE YOUR WRITING OR GET ANOTHER HOBBY!"
Then, if you try to criticize them constructively, with adequate reasoning and logic, tempered, relatively kind words, professionally termed criticism, etc, with good will in every ion of your being, trying to help them be better--they get offended! They start criticizing your writing, even though they know it's so much better than their's, just to get back at you. And then friendships are ruined. Over some piece of crap writing. I am really sorry. I just had to say it. ARGH

So in the future, if anyone that I personally know and see wants me to read their writing, please be reminded that when I criticize you, I never flame, I'm doing it in your best interests, and it's on a professional level, not a personal one. We can hang out and have fun on that level, but I don't read like that. I criticize my own writing every day; I criticize the writing of my favorite authors (just ask Miriel. One of the best writers I have ever read, in my opinion, and I pick at her writing all the time); for Iluvatar's sake, I criticize JRR Tolkien! The HOLY GRAND MASTER! I'm trying to help you damn it! And a lot of times, it's not even that you suck, it's my own personal preference. I read purist canon; I am a canon freak. I like flowery, romantic language. I like remotely depressing, pensive writing. I like the Feanorians. I sound like a cross between Lord Byron and Emily Bronte once in a while, though no where near the genius. I don't like writing like Ernest Hemingway; short, simple, blunt, to the point, boring. "The man jumped into the skiff." That's GREAT. can't you be a bit more descriptive?
"Heaving his aging back, the elderly man jumped into his skiff, knowing that the coming sunrise would signify the beginning of another long day."
Not that I'm rewriting a classic. I write things like, "Always beside you, a dark face to match a dark mood, ai, Caranthir, yours was the dark embers of the shadowy night, when darkness veils all." and I adore writing like,
"The heavy hearted one sits alone, and it seems verily to him that his portion of sorrow is the greatest that the world can bestow, and indeed endless. Then he considers that it was not always so, and that he has perhaps incurred the wrath of the powers that shape the world, and trodden where he should not." ("Of Memory" by Nol. Great story Miriel. You should read)

That's enough for now. I really should finish my hw.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

legovanan
I started this post sometime last week, so I'm going to finish.

I told you Elsa went crazy. I'm only taking the questions I like.

What do you fear most in the world: failure, not being remembered, being forsaken, and snakes.
What do you regret the most: i regret too many things. England... fair isle
*favorites*
Sports team: basketball: San Antonio Spurs; football/soccer (depending on where you are) Liverpool Reds, of course. YAY! I CONVERTED ELSA!
Male Athlete: argh. i have so many. Aleksei Nemov above everyone.
Basketball: Tony Parker
Soccer: Michael Owen, Stephen Gerrard, and Jamie Carragher; their all different
positions, so I can like them all as favorites. heheh
Gymnastics: Aleksei Nemov and Aleksei Bondarenko
Female Athlete: Catalina Ponor
Movie: the Lord of the Rings, all three. West Side Story
Actress: erm.. that's an interesting one. I have no idea
Actor: whoa. so many. for acting: Johnny Depp. for looks: too many. Hayden Christensen, Elijah Wood,
T.V. show: Jeopardy, ER, Reba, Smallville
Web site: fanfiction.net; soccernet.com; look at the links on the blog, will ya?
CD: my numerous soundtracks; Celtic music; Enya
State: England
City: anywhere in Cheshire, (Liverpool..)
Lake: argh.. what was that one in Ireland. It was in Killarney, but what was that lake called? anyway, that was one of the best experiences ever.
Ocean: Atlantic. all i have to do is cross it and there fair england is.
Place to be: england
Feeling: not regretting something

*~*~Not so favorite~*~*
Season: autumn: allergies.
Sport: football, as americans like to call it. i like to call it rugby w/ pads. they desecrate the name of football.
Sports team: Lakers, and maybe the Toffees! damn Everton.
Male Athlete: Shaq and Duncan Ferguson
Female Athlete: erm... i don't really have one. hmm.. i shall think.
Movie: erm.. i know i have one for this. what is it. Elsa: what movie do i hate?! probably the 2nd and 3rd Matrix, or any other movie that has nothing but fighting and no plot and no value.
Actress: erm.. i have many of these. hehehe. Keira Knightley bugs me, especially her lips (haha matthew) but she's not bad. OO I KNOW!! HILARY DUFF!! AND LINDSEY LOHAN!! AND MARY-KATE AND ASHLEY OLSEN!!!! ARGH!! THEY ARE SOOOOOOO ANNOYING
Actor: erm.. Tom Cruise. argh there's more.
T.V. show: Blue Collar TV, and all those other reality TV shows
Web site: evertonfc.com; no... they have a few good pics on there (Cahill and Moyes) heheh. probably anime and porn or something; not that i would know of course
Food: erm.. i know there's some for here too. i shall think. i don't like eggs, OO! THOUSAND YEAR EGGS!!! argh; i don't understand why my dad likes those.
Drink: DR PEPPER AND ROOT BEER!! EWWW
Band: heavy metal; dirty rap; basically loud or/and obscene things
Male singer: well Prince scares me. um... who do i not like?? i know there's someone. more girls than guys bug me though; cuz the girls are sluts. I hate it though, especially in rap music, where 98% of the songs are about women, and 97% of the time, they're portrayed as whores that give it all up right away, and wear skimpy clothing. Get a life people, including something not so shallow.
Female singer: omg don't get me started. Ciara, Lindsey Lohan, Hilary Duff, and half the other girls out there
Animal: snakes; scare the crap out of me
Store: there's a song for A&F? I don't like that store either cuz again, shallow, skimpy clothing that are overpriced and undersized
Video rental store: um. there's only two? Blockbuster and Hollywood Video. i like both
President: George W. Bush. I'm not going to explain
Pizza Topping: pineapples. I only like pepperoni anyway
Place to be: Goodison Park (JKJK. I'd actually love to be there, just because its in Liverpool, its a football stadium, and I can watch the Toffees lose to the Reds there!)
Smell: leather! OMG!! NAUSEATING!
Sound: Orcs and nails on a chalkboard
Feeling: regret

*~*~What do you think of when you hear this~*~*
Bill: Clinton! good president; maybe not the greatest in his private life
Britney: she's pregnant
Lamb: Ireland!! pretty...
Bubba: Run Forrest run!!! Bubba-Gump Shrimp
Victoria: I think only Matthew'll get this, but Posh and Becks!
Shadow: Through shadows falling, out of memory and time... Don't say, we have come now to the end, white shores are calling; you and I will meet again, and you'll be here in my arms, just sleeping!!! ::sighs dreamily:: I adore Tolkien... that was one of his favorite words, along with 'darkness', 'light', 'Elves'
Bambi: first movie i ever saw; i wept

*~*~Your friends~*~*
Best friend: Kathleen.. ehhee "I spend too much time with you Elaine!"
Spend most time with: Kathleen and Matthew
Best house: Kathleen... FOOD
Funniest: they can all be hilarious. Elsa makes me laugh; Olivia is hilarious; Matthew makes me weep with laughter; Kathleen's just stupid
Smartest: um... heh. i'd have to think about that one. I'm not sure I can guarantee their IQs. hehehe
Hottest: heh. Anthony Le Tallec. HE IS MY FRIEND! hehehe. i wish. Fine... Feanaro and Maglor, and Kathleen he is NOT imaginary!!!!
Strongest: erm. probably Camron?
Most athletic: Ashley, Camron, and Kathleen
Knows you the best: Kathleen
Most outgoing: ME
Most shy: um... people would say Kathleen was shy, but I could never see that. oooo Vorinwe! Connie!!!
Always negative: its called pessimistic, Elsa. Camron, definitely Camron, though Elsa on her drama queen rolls is scary too.
Most trustworthy: my closest friends are all trustworthy. Probably Connie, followed closely by Kathleen when she's not TEASING me
Most fun to be with: they all are! Elsa! Kathleen! Connie! Matthew!
Biggest flirt: HAH OLIVIA
Best dressed: Hey Matthew! This is Elsa's response, "gondorian with her owen jerseys." THAT'S ME RIGHT THERE! HAH!!! SOMEONE LIKES MY JERSEYS!!! erm.. none of them really care about dress
Best eyes: erm... Isaac has the prettiest eyes; Camron has the deepest eyes, and Matthew's eye color is so pretty
Most depressed: erm.. me? probably my writer friends; some of them
One to gossip with: i dont gossip...i just listen to it. hehe
Sweetest: erm.. erm.... erm... matthew
Most annoying: HAH. ROYSTON
Who follows you: um.. i don't know. I am the center of attention though, worship me!
Who do you follow: depends on the situation. Usually some stupid impulse of mine, or JRR Tolkien
Who do you pretend to like but cant stand: HAH too many people. It's sad that this list outnumbers the friend list.
Do you make friends easily: i suppose
Are you intimidated by any of your friends: define intimidation. Not really by any of them, though if i had to say, I might say Camron, but I wouldn't call that intimidation
If u were stranded on a desert island then who, out of your friends, would u want to be there with u: can i pick more than one? Alright I don't care, I'm picking more than one: Kathleen, Connie, and Matthew
Who do u think would help u the most if u were in trouble: Kathleen
Who do u think would risk their life to save yours: um.. i don't know. Hopefully I'll never find out
Who is the most popular: Ashley
Who is the most unpopular: KATHLEEN! JKJKJK!!!!!!!!!!
Who do u want to go to college with: all of them!!! Elsa, Connie, Kathleen, Matthew, Karisha, etc
Who do u wish could be part of your family: I'm already part of Kathleen's family
Who is the biggest junk food junkie: me
Who would do anything for 1 million bucks: camron
Who do u think has the nicest siblings: not Kathleen! Tristin (Camron's brother) tried to shoot me today w/ his toy gun thing, so not him either. umm... James seems.. interesting, so I'll say Matthew's, since he hasn't bugged me yet. "SPIN!!!" Ooo Connie and Jojo are awesome, so I'll say Connie.
Who do u think has the nicest mom: Matthew's mom is pretty nice, though she makes fun of me... OOO Mrs. Miller. Isaac's
Who do u think has the nicest dad: um.. Isaac's? gah, his parents are too nice. Definitely not Matthew's! Bloody Evertonian..
Who do you have the most inside jokes with: with too many people. Probably Kathleen though: 12 years of jokes. Elsa too, though they usually offend me! Sydney, Olivia, all of the UK trip people, Matthew, Camron, Roshi, Isaac, and of course, Connie.

*~*~This or That~*~*
N'sync or BSB: BSB!!! I LOVE THEM!
98 degrees or O town: erm... i don't like either, but O*Town I guess, though both have a few good songs
Happy or sad: depends. sad if i'm writing
Sexy or Cute: Hah depends on the guy... *giggles* but most of the time, cute
Strong or weak: emotionally, mentally, or physically?? mentally--definitely strong; emotionally--strong, i suppose. physically--whatever.. unless he's a Liverpudlian, cuz then he has to be able to kick Everton @$$!
Walk or run: well, when elaine "walks" to classes, some think its a run..
Sunny or cloudy: cloudy!!!! like ENGLAND!
Mcdonalds or Burger king: McDonalds.
mr pibb or dr pepper: EWWWWWW
white chocolate or normal chocolate: CHOCOLATE?! WHERE?!?!??!!?!?! i like milk, but any are good
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!
Writing or typing: depends on the situation. When I draft poetry, I can only write, as the words don't flow on the keyboard, but typing is more efficient
Pen or pencil: pen.
Blonde or brunette: i'm going to say brunette
knotts or disneyland: Knotts!!!
Swimmer's ear or ear infection: they both hurt. I have swimmer's ear right now
Mercedes or BMW: BMW

*~*~Which way would you spell it~*~*
Megan or Meghan: Megan
Lacey or Lacy: both? depending on how i felt
Steven or Stephen: awww.... GERRARD!! WARNOCK!!!!!! FINNAN!!! depending on my mood and the person. Gerrard seems more like a Steven, but always Stevie to me, while Warnock more a Stephen, while Finnan is just Steve.
Kurt or Curt: Kurt
Mark or Marc: mark
Brandi or Brandy: brandy
Eric or Erik: erik
Corrine or Carine: never heard of that name: Corrine?
Kari or Carrie: Carey
Jackie or Jackqui: Jackie
Deseray or Desirae: Desiree
Ashley or Ashleigh: Ashley
Their or there: where its proper
Two, too, or to: where its proper
Here or hear: where its proper

*~*~Love life~*~*
Do you have a crush: heh
Whats his or her name: go away
How old are they: 14 (the others are 24 & 25, respectively)
How long have you liked him or her: go away
If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: HAHAHA this'll be a long list. hehehehe.. i think matthew'll kill me for this... let's say, they both wore red for long periods fo time
If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be: hehehehee. this list is even longer.
What is the biggest turn off: there are many; the biggest is the inability to hold a conversation with me, disrespect for everything i hold dear, ESPECIALLY MY FOOTBALL TEAM (JKJK), and tattoos. they just scare me
What is the biggest turn on: um.. many things
Do you think there is a person for everyone: yes
If yes, do you know who yours is: i'm 15, give me a break
Where is the best place to be kissed: HAH. ANFIELD!!! i wouldn't know though.. *cries*
Where is the most romantic place to take a date: Ithilien!! or some little cafe in London or Paris

*~*~Past~*~*
Last word you said: nose
Last song you sang: erm.. this is actually kind of hard. "Memory" from Cats?? O NO! THE ROMANIAN SONG!!
Last meal you ate: dumplings
Favorite childhood cartoon: Hey Arnold
Last song stuck in your head: wrongly enough: Lean Back by Fat Joe. It was playing at the pool deck, and wouldn't go away, and Kathleen didn't help
Last time you bled: at lunch today when i somehow cut myself w/o knowing it--again

*~*~Present~*~*
What's in your CD player: erm.. i think Phantom of the Opera or West Side Story. WOW no! Kate Rusby: Underneath the Stars (british folk)
What color sox are you wearing: hah! Me? Socks? never!
What's under your bed: scary things

*~*~Future~*~*
Who do you want to marry: Stevie Gerrard! NOO! i wouldn't, don't worry. I don't know... some guy
Are you going to college: of course, hopefully an Ivy League, or Oxford/Cambridge
Where do you want to go: Ivy League, Oxford, or Cambridge
What is your career going to be: probably english, law, political science, something like that, philology (i wish)
Where are you going to live: Liverpool!! hopefully somewhere in England, preferably in Cheshire
How many kids do you want: none. kids scare me, but if i do have kids: 3
Kids names girls: Leah and Iris
Kids names boys: Isaac
Where do you want your honeymoon: Europe

*~*~Have you ever~*~*
Smoked: NEVER!
Been Drunk: NEVER!
Been high: define "high"
Stayed up all night on the internet: Yeah.
Met someone off the internet (in person): Nope.
Cried over a guy/girl: yup.. do that a lot
Been in a fist fight: nope.
Been in a cat fight: define "cat fight"
Wanted to kill someone: "kill" is a harsh word
Fell off a chair: HAH! BIOLOGY
Kissed the same sex: eww no

*~*~Other~*~*
Do you like your handwriting: most of the time. one of my numerous fonts
If you could be anybody, who would you be and why: i love being myself, except the allergies right now. erm.. not Paris Hilton. um.. rafa benitez--no. too old, but he gets to be around those guys all the time.. hehehe.. probably Eowyn
Are you picky: at Subway
What makes you mad: camron
What makes you cry: poetry; camron
Who do you admire: JRR Tolkien
What is the one place you have to visit before you die: every nation in Europe
What is the farthest your have traveled: hmm.. which is farther? China or UK?
Who is a DIVA: Svetlana Khorkina!
Do you use big words to sound smart: i'm sorry if your measly brain cannot understand my vocabulary
When you get mad, do you swear a lot: no. just "bloody" and "freaking"
Ever hugged a tree: OMG!! BUCKINGHAM PALACE!! I CANNOT BELIEVE WE DID THAT!

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

legovanan
LIVERPOOL WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY WON! THEY WON! THEY WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!! YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE'RE GOING TO THE SEMIS OF THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!!!!! AHH!!! AND WE WILL BEAT CHELSEA, BECAUSE WE ARE CAPABLE OF IT (unlike Everton and Man Utd) AS WE WERE BEATING THEM UNTIL GERRARD SCORED THE FIRST FREAKIN OWN GOAL OF HIS LIFE!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::hyperventilates:: AHHH!!!! yes, this was what I was like at Matthew's house. I think he was about to kill me! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::dances triumphantly while singing "You'll Never Walk Alone" at the top of my lungs::

Monday, April 11, 2005

legovanan
These are just for Matthew:



that is MY little French boy!! (Tony Parker's taken, damn it)



isn't he cute??? hehehe good striker, though no where near Michael Owen of course!



and I shall end this little photo display with Steve Finnan. Matthew--you know you love them!!!


alright i lied, i can never go without Stephen Gerrard:

Friday, April 01, 2005

legovanan
elsa went crazy on the surveys today. i'm taking bits that i like and putting them on here:
I wish.....

My name was: Elvish: Isilme; Russian: Yelena; mythological: Iris; English: Leah. I don't know.. just throwing out names. Isilme or Yelena, preferably Isilme.
I could date: Faramir. or any of the Scouser Liverpool players (AKA: Stephen Gerrard, Michael Owen, Stephen Warnock) Hayden Christensen, Elijah Wood; the list goes on
I could be this when I grow up: the next biggest classical writer.
I could be better friends with this person: erm.. I wish I could understand Camron more
I could change this about me: my ego
I would change it to: being less of an attention hog, and having an inflated ego.
I could meet this person: JRR Tolkien

*Tough Questions*

1)Which person you know has changed you the most? Kathleen, over the years. Olivia's had her effect as well.
2)What song best describes you? many. My song is still "Into the West" though. "Evening Falls" is pretty good at that as well.
3)What famous person do people say you look most like? erm... Zhang Zi Yi? in the people that Americans know, I suppose.
4)If you could relive any moment of your life, what would it be and why? any day between July 7 and July 26. The most amazing days of my life
5)Who is the most thought-provoking person you know, and why? Hmm... probably Camron with his enigmatic philosophies. Andy's pretty good too.
6)What do you think is your best quality? I care. (ahaha this sounds like one of those political ads) I don't mean it like that though. I suppose I'm passionate, which shows in my opinionated arguments. Heh.
7)What do you think is the best quality a person can have? passion. Not like sexual and stuff, but passion and caring for others, and passion for life and what they do. You can be the smartest person in all of history, but if you're not passionate about life, its meaningless, and if you don't care about the people around you, you will mean nothing to them. You can also be the most ignorant, stupid person in the history of mankind, but if you truly care, you will make a difference.
8)Who is the most inspiring person you know? personally know? My role model is JRR Tolkien. Who do I know that inspires me? Probably Andy.
9)What is something you've always wanted to do? publish my writing, live in England, and watch a Merseyside derby at Anfield
10)If you had to lose one of the five senses, which would you be willing to
lose first? none?? erm.. hang on; touch, smell, taste, sight, hearing. erm... hearing is the dearest to me. I'm practically blind anyway, but if i'm totally blind, I won't be able to observe and that'll hurt my writing. Erm.. I can't lose taste bcuz i'm a pig. Probably smell, if i must.