Thursday, January 29, 2004

ooooo!!!!!!! BEFORE I FORGET!!! SPURS R PLAYING KINGS 2NITE!!!! AHH!!!!!! my 2 fav teams going against each other
Bibby vs. Parker (no!! My 2 fav pt guards!!!)
Christie vs. Bowen (the 2 best defensive players in the league against each other)
Duncan vs. Miller (this'll b good, tho i think Duncan'll win, no fense Miller)
Divac vs. Nestorovic (hey, 2 foreign players, cool,go rasho!!)
Ginobili vs. Jackson (interestin, 2 REALLY athletic guys against each other)
sry Kings, but this time, itz the spurs!

we won 2day, tho we played horrible. we did have a really good game on tuesday against townsend tho...
both my parents r back and life has sunk back in2 itz usual stupor.
i dunno y i'm not feeling good i mean, stuff is goin well @ school w/ grades, basketball, debate, guys (or namely 1 guy KT) i duno y....

Monday, January 26, 2004

weird quiz
Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||||| 81%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||| 49%
Type 5 Detachment |||| 18%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||| 38%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 57%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 46%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 1w2
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 1w2
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okay, elaine is actually making her dreaded list of memorable quotes/moments from LOTR and guess waht, i've decided, all THREE movies!!!!!!!
Fellowship of the Ring:
Sam: I made a promise Mr. Frodo, a promise. Don't you leave him Samwise Gamgee, and I don't mean to. I don't mean to.

Galadriel: Even the smallest person can change the course of the future.

Gimli: Nobody tosses a dwarf!

Frodo: Go back Sam! I'm going to Mordor alone.
Sam: Of course you are, and I'm going with you!

Frodo: (talking about Smeagol) It's a pity Bilbo didn't kill him when he had the chance.
Gandalf: Pity? It was pity that stayed Bilbo's hand. Many that live deserve death. Some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them, Frodo? Do not be too eager to deal out death in judgment. Even the very wise cannot see all ends. My heart tells me that Gollum has some part to play yet, for good or ill before this is over. The pity of Bilbo may rule the fate of many.

Aragorn: Gentlemen, we do not stop till nightfall.
Pippin: What about breakfast?
Aragorn: You already had breakfast.
Pippin: We've had one yes. What about second breakfast?
Merry: I don't think he knows about second breakfast, Pip.
Pippin: What about elevenses? Luncheon? Afternoon tea? Dinner? Supper? He knows about them, doesn't he?
Merry: I wouldn't count on it.

Galadriel: It betrayed Isildur to his death. And some things that should not have been forgotten were lost. History became legend, legend became myth, and for two and half thousand years the Ring passed out of all knowledge. Until when chance came, it ensnared a new bearer. The Ring came to the creature Gollum, who took it deep into the tunnels of the Misty Mountains. And there, it consumed him. The Ring brought to Gollum unnatural long life. For five hundred years it poisoned his mind. And in the gloom of Gollum's cave, it waited. Darkness crept back into the forest of the world. Rumor grew of a shadow in the East, whispers of a nameless fear, and the Ring of Power perceived. Its time had now come.

Boromir: Frodo? Where is Frodo?
Aragorn: I let Frodo go.
Boromir: Then you did what I could not.

Galadriel: The Quest stands upon the edge of a knife. Stray but a little, and it will fail, to the ruin of all. Yet hope remains while the Company is true.

Frodo: I wish the Ring had never come to me. I wish none of this had happened.
Gandalf: So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you.

Galadriel: The world is changed. I feel it in the water. I feel it in the earth. I smell it in the air. Much that once was, is lost, for none now live who remember it.

Arwen: Do you remember when we first met?
Aragorn: I thought I had strayed into a dream.
Arwen: Long years have passed. You did not have the cares you carry now. Do you remember what I told you?
Aragorn: You said you would bind yourself to me, forsaking the immortal life of your people.
Arwen: And to that I hold. I would rather spend one lifetime with you, then face all the ages of this world alone. I choose a mortal life. (gives Aragorn Evenstar)
Aragorn: You cannot give me this.
Arwen: It is mine to give to whomever I will, like my heart.

Frodo: I cannot do this alone.
Galadriel: You are a Ring-bearer, Frodo. To bear a Ring of Power is to be alone. This task was appointed to you, and if you do not find a way, no one will.

Aragorn: I swore to protect you!
Frodo: Can you protect me from yourself? Or would you destroy it? (holding out the Ring, which calls 2 ARagorn slowly who slowly advances and right @ the last moment, closes Frodo's hand gently)
Aragorn: I would have gone with you to the very end, into the very fires of Mordor.

Two Towers:
Faramir: Well if you are not spies, then who are you?
Frodo: We are hobbits of the Shire. Frodo Baggins is my name and this is Samwise Gamgee.
Faramir: Your bodyguard?
Sam: His gardener.

Gimli: Toss me
Aragorn: What?
Gimli: I cannot jump that distance, you'll have to toss me! Don't tell the elf!
Aragorn: Not a word

Gollum: The rock and pool is nice and cool, so juicy sweet. Our only wish to catch a fish, so juicy sweet!

Frodo: I can't do this Sam
Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.
Frodo: What are we holding on to Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, and it's worth fighting for.

Sam: I wonder if we'll ever be put into songs or tales.
Frodo: (Turns around) What?
Sam: I wonder if people will ever say, "Let's hear about Frodo and the Ring," and they'll say "yes that's one of my favorite stories. Frodo was really courageous, wasn't he Dad?" "Yes my boy, the most famousest of hobbits, and that's saying alot."
Frodo: (laughs) You've left out one of the chief characters, Samwise the Brave. I want to hear more about Sam. (stops, turns around and faces Sam) Frodo wouldn't have gotten far without Sam.
Sam: Now Mr. Frodo, you shouldn't make fun. I was being serious!
Frodo: So was I Sam, so was I.

Gimli: It's true you don't see many dwarf women. In fact, they are so alike in voice and appearance, that they are often mistaken for dwarf men.
Aragorn: It's the beards!

Gollum: Cold be heart and hand and bone, cold be travelers far from home... they do not see what lies ahead when sun has failed and moon is dead.

Galadriel: The time of the Elves is over. Do we leave Middle-earth to its fate? Do we let them stand alone?

Faramir: (looking @ a dead Easterling) Your sense of duty is no less than his, I deem. You wonder what his name is... where he comes from... if he really was evil at heart, or what lies or threats led him on this long march from home. If he would not rather have stayed there... in peace. War will make corpses of us all.

okay i shall continue later, i think i'm boring/killing every1

whoa i haven't blogged 4 a while. well, over the wkend, we had our debate competition @ Canyon Lake (Lake Elsinore, itz soooooooo pretty over there) i won 12th place 4 speaker and 10th place 4 team! hahaha Ryan owes me 6 movies..
Lord of the Rings (hehe in case u were wondering if i was still obsessed, OF COURSE) WON ALL FOUR GOLDEN GLOBES IT WAS NOMINATEd FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Howard Shore: Best music score for a motion picture
Annie Lennox (Into the West): Best original song for a motion picture (hehe i'm listenin 2 it rite now)
Peter Jackson (he deserves it): Best director (of course)
the movie: Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King: BEST PICTURE!!!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVE THE OSCARS!!!!!!!!!

newayz, game against Townsend 2morrow. so far, undefeated...
staying @ kathleen's, giving every1 in the family a headache.
i'm gonna make a list of memorable quotes/moments from the LOTR movies, right after i do my math hw...

Sunday, January 18, 2004

legovanan.
well we did kick both Briggs and Magnolia's @$$. we didn't play that great tho. still obsessed w/ LOTR. I slept over @ mand's house last nite. it was relatively fun. had some serious discussions. hahahaha lakers got their @$$ kicked by the kings!!! it was soooooo HILARIOUS!!!!! cayden was al pissed about it when i talked 2 him earlier. he's like, "it was pathetic!!!" or "I hate Luke Walton bcuz he'swhite!" i'm like "DUDE! UR WHITE!" he's like, "NO!! i'm asian!!1 remmeber???" that kid freaks me out
dilemma #97 (itz probably more like 970 according2 kathleen.she has a list):
okay amanda likes cayden, even tho she maintains that she doesn't nemore, she still does. she's firmly convinced however, that me and cayden lie each other, or @ least i have a better chance w/ him than she does. what the heck am i supposed 2 do?! i am soooo confused!!!!1 i wonder how u say that in elvish.. namarie

Monday, January 12, 2004

ooo um 1st basketball game of the season 2morrow! @ Briggs! kick their @$$!

Okay I had the weirdest/freakiest dream ever last nite. Well it wasn’t freaky like “the Ring” freaky but it was freaky like I would NEVER want that 2 happen in real life. Alrite here goes:
Okay we were @ school and somehow, the Holocaust happens. I don’t really no who the “Nazis” were but I think they were the teachers and a “select” group of students who I think were all HS kids. Alrite so they take over the school and they make us all line up for “selection” or “processing”. I’m standing w/ some of my friends (AKA Isaac, Mandy, Camron, Roshi, and somehow Viraj was w/ us) and they pick out me and Isaac and some authoritative figure yells “GAS! GAS!” and their marching me and izzy 2 some building. it suddenly dawns on us that their gonna put us in the gas chamber. they shove us in2 the room and we finally realize that we’re like gonna die so we like say our farewells and we huge each other and stuff. isaac’s like, “okay I can’t believe I’m gonna die w/ u.” and the gas starts coming down and he says, “hold ur breath 4 as long as u can and pray that it works.” Finally, I faintly distinguish some ppl coming in and their like HS ppl!! (ANDY! KATHLEEN!!!) and this girl leans over me and says, “this ones definitely dead.” and some guy is like, “we better make sure.” and the girl argues, “no! I’m sure. she’s definitely dead. we don’t even need to check.” and she drags me outside and I’m thinking “wait! Isaac!” and the other guy was looking over Isaac and says, “he’s not dead yet. give him another five minutes.” and the girl w/ me is like, “alrite. I’ll take this one then.” and she drags me out and the last thing I know, I’m out of there and she’s dragging me out and isaac’s still in there being gassed. and finally, when we get 2 some deserted area she’s like, “okay I no your still alive.” I’m thinking itz some sort of trick and I’m not that gullible. and she’s like, “okay I just saved your life there so the least u can do is cooperate w/ me. any friend of sam is a friend of mine.” and I’m thinking what? which sam? she’s like, “Come on. You know what, I should’ve just left u there.” and I open 1 eye and she’s like, “c I told you. alrite I can’t talk long. I’m sry I couldn’t save ur little friend also.” and my thoughts like immediately go back 2 Isaac! but I can barely talk now (c gas has itz effects, dreams r not realistic okay?) she like dresses me in2 like “prison” clothes, feeds me, and puts me out w/ every1 else in the “concentration camp”. I find some1, I can’t distinctly remember who it was but I remember it was a girl and it wasn’t mandy. then some1 tells me that Isaac never made it back out alive and they saw them dump his body out. I felt soooooooooooooo GUILTY!!!! (my dad said he heard me screaming in the middle of the night and it sounded like “izzy!!!!!”) and they said that Amanda suddenly disappeared and they never saw her again.

bottom line: Isaac died in front of my eyes and Amanda disappeared.
nice dream eh? more like nightmare. more happened but I think I’m boring/scaring u ppl.

Sunday, January 11, 2004

okay whoever said troy ppl were all a bunch of nerds was wrong!!! i went 2 that dinner party thing last nite w/ Kathleen (who still probably isn't talking 2 me) i had fun.. i got very interesting comments from various ppl that i would have NEVER expected.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

well i went 2 an interview 4 St. Paul's 2day. i think the lady was impressed or @ least had a good impression.
i am still obsessed w/ LOTR.i ended up making myself cry 2day, don't ask!
namarie

Thursday, January 08, 2004

well school has sunk back in2 itz usual stupor. well basketball's going really well, alotta fun!!!! we got our uniforms 2day. our 1st game is next tuesday!!!!! connie and her ball handling...
well mandy broke up w/ Cooper. she keeps saying that itz "hopeless 2 like Cayden" i don't think so..

Sunday, January 04, 2004

well back 2 school 2morrow!!!! FINALLY!!!! but even 4 me, there are pros and *gasp* CONS!!!!
Pros:
1. Get 2 c everybody
2. Get 2 argue w/ Camron
3. Get 2 argue w/ Kalmar
4. Get 2 argue (hehe)
5. have some routine in life

Cons:
1. HAVE 2 GET UP @ 7 AM!! (yes andy and kathleen, i no, troy is worse)
2. can't obsess over LOTR the whole day
3. can't write all day
4. can't go c ROTK whenevr i want

namarie

Thursday, January 01, 2004

this song is on the ROTK soundtrack, if u really understand and want 2 understand the end of LOTR, itz really really sad. i like almost cry when i listen... really reflects the bittersweet ending of the story. especially the fate of the Elves... okay u ppl will prolly not get it

Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night is falling
You have come to journey's end
Sleep now
Dream-of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across a distant shore

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears wil pass away
Safe in my arms
Your only sleeping

What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the Sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you home

And al will turn to silver glass
A light on the water
All souls pass

Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through shadows falling
Out of memory and time

Don't say
We have come now to the end
White shores are calling
You and I will meet again
And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping

What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?

Across the Sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you home
Grey ships pass
Into the West...

well, i saw LOTR agan 2day.. that was my 4th time.... now i am severely depressed. i have one question: why do i enjoy lacerating myself????

happy new yr-LOTR 2 all....

namarie, melme inye elye