This is so ridiculous. I'm like practically crying over a stupid subject that no one gives a damn about. Why will it bloody matter if I failed biology in high school? GAH! Who gives a damn about well-roundedness?!!?!!?!? If I can write you a beautiful essay on anything but what we're learning in AP English III or tell you the history of France and Britain over 1000 years in 10 minutes, isn't that enough!?
GAHHHHHHHHHHH

Christmas music is evil. Every day at break when they play it in the quad, it's like mocking me. "IT'S CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! IT'S CHRISTMAS! PRESENTS! FOOD! SLEEP! FUN! RELAXATION! LIGHTS! BUT HAH HAH HAH LOSER YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND FREEZE YOUR ASS OFF ON A BUS THAT YOU HATE AND THEN GET TO SCHOOL TO FREEZE SOME MORE! AND THEN GO TO AN ENGLISH CLASS WHERE YOU'RE SURROUNDED BY ARROGANT ASSES YOU HATE TALKING ABOUT THE WORST SORT OF RIDICULOUS NONSENSICAL SHIT EVER INVENTED BY MAN!!!!!!!!!! THEN GO TO BUSINESS AND DO NOTHING BECAUSE THAT CLASS IS FULL OF NOTHING! AND THEN CALCULUS IN WHICH YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND A FREAKIN THING BECAUSE SOMEHOW ROTATING THINGS ABOUT AXES AND LINES AND MAKING THEM 3 DIMENSIONAL JUST DOESN'T CLICK IN YOUR MIND AT ALL! THEN GO FALL ASLEEP IN BORING US HISTORY. SPANISH IS FUN UNTIL GRADES COME IN AND IT'S ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING PERFECTLY AND ARE GOOD ARE SPANISH BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO IT JUST SOMEHOW DOESN'T MOVE UP TO AN A! OH AND THEN THERE'S ORACLE WHERE NOTHING IS EVER GOOD ENOUGH NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY. NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU STAY UP AT NIGHT TRYING TO FIX YOUR DRAFT, IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE THE ONE THING YOU THOUGHT YOU ACTUALLY COULD DO IN WELL IS COMPLETELY INCOMPETENT AND INSUFFICIENT. AND TO END THE DAY WITH THE BEAUTIFUL CLASS THAT EVERYONE LOVES THAT YOU STUDY FOR HOURS FOR AND THEN END UP GETTING Cs ANYWAY WHILE FREAKIN DAVID LEE AND NORMAN AND SAYAK AND HUBERT AND YOGIN CAN JUST WALK IN AND ACE IT."

YES.
THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT CHRISTMAS MUSIC SAYS TO ME.

GOD DAMN IT.
EVEN MCFLY'S NOT HELPING AT THIS POINT.