Monday, May 01, 2006

*sigh*
Life is so screwed up right now. Friendships are so screwed up right now. I just wish 2006 hadn't happened. Nothing seems to have gone right.
Let's see who isn't talking to me:
Ashley
Camron
Matthew
Kristina
Kathleen

Ashley just doesn't talk to me anymore. I don't understand why. Camron doesn't talk to me seriously, and everytime I complain he acts like there's something I don't know and there's a logical reason why they won't talk to me. I'd like to know thank you very much. I'd like to know why two of my closest friends suddenly decided that they don't like to talk to me and I'm not trustworthy.

Kathleen and I are still the best of friends, but we haven't hung out in forever and we barely have time to talk. She's so busy and I'm so preoccupied. But I know we'll still be best friends no matter. We are resilient, like Elves!

I just wish all this shit with Matthew would just disappear. It sucks to forever be torn between wanting to talk to the person of the past and seeing the reality and hating it.

I don't know what is with Kristina lately. I mean, I know I had an issue with her, but then all this with Jen too. She's just so moody all the time and we try to be there but she just ughhhhhh... Maybe Jen and Elaine just aren't good enough anymore; maybe she wants to form her new circle with Matthew and Yogin.

And then there's Yogin. That boy just frustrates me sometimes. "O yeah. Everyone can tell I'm pissed off, but no of course there's nothing wrong. I'll never tell you anything that's wrong with me, but you always tell me everything. If you ask, I just tell you to forget about it. Then I tell you you're taking things too seriously."
JUST AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!

Then there's the AP Test in Computer Science tomorrow.

I heart:
Jen
Shayne
Robin
Royston
Amy (Even though I'm mad at her for breaking her promise to herself)
Vicki

That's a short list.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

gasp

I'm not on your "I heart" list

*cries*

5/01/2006 8:41 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

EEEEEEEEEEKKK! if it makes you feel any better.. your "i heart" list is longer than your "let's see who's not talking to me" list.

5/01/2006 8:45 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yay i feel loved now thank you

5/04/2006 5:40 PM  

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