Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I am so angry I'm crying. So if I no longer have a purpose, we no longer have a friendship? That's basically what Camron just told me.

So I was complaining that neither of them ever talk to me anymore, and Camron says something to the effect of:
It was never you calling us. It was always us calling you to vent. Now that we have each other we don't need to vent to you anymore.

First of all, I called Ashley every day thank you very much. And second of all, is that all friendship is based on?

Then he said:
You were a vent and now I just moved where I vent to.

Alright. You are an object that served a purpose. I have a new object that serves this purpose and other purposes. You are no longer needed. Why don't you just go sit in the landfill?

I have seldom felt more used than this.
I spent years listening to their shit every day. I didn't mind, and I still don't mind. That's what friends are for, but I DO mind people I thought were friends telling me that I'm no longer needed and completely ignoring me.

O yeah, and today after school, I asked him for a piece of gum, and he's like, "I'll give you one after I get a room," because I told him and Ashley to get a room. I mean seriously, he was trying to pick her up... I didn't want to see that.
So right now, he was like, "After I made those sarcastic comments after school, I told Ashley that I didn't need to try and please everyone anymore."
If Camron's idea of pleasing people is what he used to do, then he's not very good at it. Just because you have a girlfriend that you absolutely adore, and I'm glad he adores her, doesn't mean you can just say whatever the hell you want to your "friends". *sigh* Life is so screwed up.

If Camron sees this, he's going to launch a HUGE, misspelled, in capital letters attack on my chatter, and then ignore me and make obnoxious comments to irritate me during the day. O well. It's my blog damn it, and besides, it wouldn't really be different would it? I'd just be ignored, and I'm very used to that by now. I mean seriously, I no longer have a purpose.

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