legovanan
::sigh:: okay i'm going to be serious for once.

i know it's a bit early to say this, or form any lasting opinions, but i really don't want to go to Troy!!! i mean, i've made a few friends, but their all really girly, gossiping about shopping and "lip gloss" (SHILPA) or their freakishly scary, like that kid i just posted about. i mean, during break, i always wish connie was there, and i get all depressed and nostalgic bcuz i remember the times at lunch playing bball, screaming "ASSIST" and "JUMP!!!!" and talking trash about Sean and Siemaf when they were pissing us off, and of course, there is my favorite:
"HEY BEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
i mean, when all the girls gang up on me, and go, "HOW can u NOT know the difference between Abercrombie and Abercrombie and Fitch?" i'm like screaming, "CONNIE!!!!!! WHY DID U ABANDON ME TO SUCH A CRUEL FATE?!?!?!? ISAAC!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!"
and i haven't talked to Con or Isaac, or Andres, or even Roshi, alot lately. Con's always off somewhere, usually basketball, and when i catch her on, itz basically a few words, and then she's gone. i mean, if it's like this in the summer, when memories are still fresh in our minds, then what will it be like with my old friends when school starts, and our schedules are even tighter, and we don't have classes, rallies, Leadership, debate, basketball, lunch, or dances together. will we still have anything to talk about? i mean calling each other "headless chickens" and clamoring about the One Ring and Elves will only get u so far.
ai, where's whitney?
i'm probably just being a really paranoid freak right now, overanalyzing and worrying about the future. i should just take it as it comes.
i dunno.. hopefully it'll get better next week when Camron comes to summer school. then i'll have someone to talk to. i mean, there's a bunch of ppl going 2 Troy that are from CH, like 11, but Camron's the only one that i can really talk to, or hang out w/. i mean Ashley's cool, and i love her, but we just don't have that "connection" or whatever. we hung out, but were never REALLY REALLY close.
i'll shut up now... i should go listen to LotR music or something.