legovanan
this troy acceptance thing, tho i'm happy, is kinda depressing me. we were sitting in Leadership 2day in a business meeting, and we were talking about 8th grade promotion, and it suddenly dawned on us, that there's only like 10-11 wks left in school, that soon, we're gonna b out of Canyon Hills, into Ayala, D Bar, Troy, St. Lucy's or wherever else we may go!!! i mean all these ppl who r friends of mine r not going 2 the same school as me, or potentially the same school as me!!! Camron better go!!! i wish ISaac would, but i've given up on him...

i mean ppl say the "wherever u go, u'll still have ur memories of each other" that sounds good, but really itz not true. memories fade and become lost and when u lose touch or connection w/ some1, itz hard 2 regain it bcuz u become accustomed 2 not having that person around, u don't think there's anything missing. ppl may say, "there's still the wkends" but when u go separate ways, itz hard 2 do that bcuz u'll have ur own lives, filled w/ different events, different friends, different teachers, different clubs and teams, that it will be hard 2 find nething 2 talk about nemore.

on the bright side, if there is 1, i think this is the biggest test 4 friendships, if u can withstand division and distance. like kathleen and me, we haven't gone 2 the same school since kindergarden, but we're still bestest of friends. and andy, i can talk 2 him w/o being @ the same school as him.

negatives again, as they outweigh the positives
1. NO ISAAC
2. won't b on the same debate team as Ryan Lee!
3. can't play basketball w/ Connie and freak out over LOTR
4. can't go 2 hte band room every morning and expect 2 c Andres, Kenny, Anthony, AShley, Jessica, Isaac
5. No ISAAC!
6. no mandy, but i think we can hang out over the wkends and stuff
7. have a studnet body population that has less than 50% azns!
8. NO ISAAC!!!!