legovanan
does restlessness trigger depression or something? bcuz i am really restless and i think i'm coming down w/ depression. i don't know whatz wrong w/ me. i mean, nothing seems 2 b wrong in my life, on the outside everything seems fine, well @ least typical, alwayz the same. thatz the problem, itz "typical" and itz on the "outside" on the inside, i feel like a swirl of turmoil, just brewing and waiting 4 the right time to explode, or even implode.
i think this is 1 of the reasons i throw myself in2 Lord of the Rings and/or writing. itz another world i can go 2. i don't have 2 b in this 1. Rivendell. Lothlorien. Minas Tirith. the Shire. Edoras. Ithilien. Osgiliath. even Valinor, i can b @ any of these places.
i don't no what the hell is wrong w/ me. i just feel trapped, i guess.