what is it about emotions? they ruin everything.. i mean they r cool and all bcuz they inspire great poetry and their the reason we can feel and we have relationships. but have u noticed... in the weirdest times like when everything is going okay and ur just trying ur hardest 2 get thro every day and ur actually managing, ur feelings get in the way?!!!?!? like 4 example, u've just gotten over some1 and then they come right back @ u and u just fall again. i hate it!! Kathleen, how do u not feel these things?!?!?! or how do u suppress these things????!?!?!!? u no this saying is 1 of my fav:

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person. But by seeing an imperfect person perfectly"
try saying that 10 times fast. i dunno...... love is soo confusing

okay on a happier note. i'm just glad i have a couple ppl i no i can depend on and can go crying 2... hehhe kathleen, sound familiar? kathleen's a great listener but she ALWAYZ GIVES THE MOST ANNOYING ADVICE!! yes kathleen, i no u no. Mandy's cool except she's 2 lucky w/ Cooper. no 'fense 2 either of them but rite now i think andy can understand me the most. prolly just bcuz i've heard 2 sooo much! don't wry, I still love u the most!! (ya kathleen, i just love u!!!!! i want u!!! jkjkjkjkjkjk!!!1 not lesbo here!) andy's gonna make me cry 1 of these days... he's sooooo sweet and understanding... just wish i could b like that.......