have u ever felt that the world's coming down on u? like every1's crowding in on u and like nothing is going rite? i mean like on the outside i act all hyper and happy and optimistic and all that crap and when ppl make fun of me i laugh along w/ it but inside i feel lost, lonely, and utterly confused, like a little kid all alone in a corner. i dunno i just sometimes wish ppl wouldnt' take me 4 just what i show on the outside and take the time 2 listen and actually discover who i am on the inside.

itz funny tho, have u ever noticed that when ur feeling depressed, the weirdest ppl can make u feel better. like ppl u don't even really no that well or usually don't take the time 2. i mean don't get me wrong my friends r great but i guess sometimes u have 2 hear it from some1 ur not that close 2... i dunno, life is weird, confusing, and unpredictable. but i guess thatz what makes it worth living bcuz u dunno whatz gonna happen so u have something 2 get up 4 every day. i dunno.. i have weird thoughts.