BAH

Now I'm in a foul mood. I'm hungry enough to eat a ____ (you can fill it in), which obviously combined with it being Friday afternoon after a full week of Troy (it means I'm really tired) makes me in even a worse mood.
Then I literally failed my biology quiz. Failed as in there were 33 questions and I guessed on 21 of them. YEAH.
Then on the bus, Michael "fucking" Yang hit me four times.. really freakin hard. I think I might have a bruise there. Who hits someone for poking them? He freakin pushed me off the freakin bus chair five times, imitated hitting me to see me flinch at least 21 times, and thought it was funny and laughed his f***ing head off and then I poke him to retaliate and he f***ing hit me. I think that's the hardest I've ever been hit. Well, other than maybe a couple times with my dad, but it f***ing hurt. Asshole.
And then my dad just forbade me to go to the homecoming game.
I mean I probably wouldn't have gone anyway. I would have been a responsible student and not have gone, unless Kathleen and Andy literally came to the door and dragged me. But it's a completely different story when someone tells you you CAN'T go. Probably a bout of classic teenage rebellion or something. JUST SO FRUSTRATING! Frustrating, annoying, irritating.. don't seem to capture it. Maddening... eh.. UTTERLY PISSING ME OFF... maybe.
I don't know. My life is just so regimented and controlled. I hate it sometimes. I'd just like some independence. My dad tells me that I'm working too hard. I should sleep more. I should relax more. Maybe I should call Kathleen. And then when I do want to go somewhere, I'm not f***ing allowed to.

So now I'll just sit here, do SAT hw, and talk to Shayne. Talking to Shayne... that might be the beacon.

I might go to watch the Lord of the Rings. After all this shit that is. If this ever gets done anyway. I love Tolkien. I miss Frodo. I miss Aragorn even more. I miss Faramir the most. I miss Sam. I miss Merry. I miss Pippin. I miss Gimli. I miss Legolas. I miss Gandalf. I even miss Arwen and Eowyn. I miss Boromir. I even bloody miss Gollum. Don't miss Sauron much though.