Argh I'm pissed off.

So today was Andy's last day at Troy and he wanted to go out to lunch. So I talked my dad into saying "maybe" and Robin came to my house and everything.

And then my dad said, "NO. It's a big waste of time. You have finals. How can you even think about anything other than chemistry right now? You don't have time for friends. What's wrong with you? All you ever want to do is party. No wonder you're such a big failure."

And then he left to go pick up HIS old old friend from like college because I'm going out to dinner with THEM. O yeah... Why don't I think about anything other than finals Dad?

It just inflamed the whole parental resentment I've been especially feeling lately. I just want to be FREE!!!!!!!! Like I want to be able to do what I want when I want and be allowed to manage my own time. I know it's for my own good that I don't go and everything, but I just want to be able to choose what I do. If I screw myself over, then so be it.

Then there's my music. It is a general consensus that I listen to the most "conservative" music out of all my friends. I mean seriously, BROADWAY. OO THAT'S RISQUE! TCHAIKOVSKY'S SWAN LAKE is #15 on my top 25 most played. At #18 is RICHARD WAGNER's opera Tristan and Isolde. The rest are pretty much McFly and some Rent and Wicked, but still. But NOO my dad yelled at me last night for my music, again.
"What the f*** are you listening to? I always knew it. You'll never get anywhere in life. Do you know why? Because you have bad taste. A person's destiny is ultimately decided by their taste. If you listen to crap, you are crap. Don't you understand that you're listening to the same music as murderers and rapists? Only criminals like guitar!"

WHAT THE F********************************

yeah.. I'm sure every single person in Britain who listens to McFly is a rapist. That would be like every teenage girl. And everyone who likes guitar is a criminal?! Don't get me started..

And then it really isn't helping that Robin and Andy are calling me every five minutes going, "OO OUR BIG FAT JUICY BURGERS ARE HERE."